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[gentleerzulie]

Saw this post and it made me remember a pic I took of erzulie a long time ago.

Seeing in vivid colors

#rainbow #ffxiv white mage #ff14 viera #colours

[gentleerzulie]

Do you ever feel like you just need to get away a bit? To somewhere peaceful and quiet?

Listening to:

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv screenies #ff14 viera #ffxiv oc #ffxiv viera #rava viera #Spotify

[gentleerzulie]

Got some bad news today.... send hugs

Listening to:

#ffxiv screenshots #fuck cancer #breast cancer #Youtube

[gentleerzulie]

I love these pants....that is all. Oh and I also love her with that eyecolour. Not as popping as the regular blue but...

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ffxiv gpose #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv viera #ffxiv screenies #ff14 viera #ffxiv oc

[gentleerzulie]

#vierapril day 20 "Pure"

Im going to miss her in Dawntrail if they botch her look. :(

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv screenies #ff14 viera #vierapril #rava #no makeup

[gentleerzulie]

I haven't felt the want to post these last few days. Or play for that matter. After the release of the benchmark my heart sort of just sank. I saw what my Erzulie looked in the benchmark and I couldn't recognize her anymore. Her noseshape and mouth shape had changed severly. With the shadows gone her nose looked wider and her lips turned into sausages basically. In the shadow she looks flat. When playing the actual benchmark it was a tiny bit better, but still, her beauty was gone.

I have spent so many years with her, even when I got bored of being hatless and fantasiad to another character for a bit I would always return to her. She felt like a manifestation of all I wanted to be. Strong, tall and beautiful. And now she was turned into an ugly doll.

People keep telling me she looks beautiful but I hate it. I debated making an au ra instead. Because I couldn't really face making another bunny.

And after that my TOP static imploded just as we were clearing P4 into P5. Over stupid stuff, really. But it did and now it is too late to try and find replacements. And I don't want to jump into a new static as a healer trying to adapt to everything. Especially not alone without hubby.

For a second I debated just not playing again. Having to start over is hard and I have done that so.many.times.....

I will miss her, and I will spend the coming months saying good-bye.

#dawntrail benchmark #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv viera #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv oc #ff14 viera #ffxiv benchmark #rava

[gentleerzulie]

Vierapril 13 "release"....Release: "to allow (something) to move, act, or flow freely. Allow or enable to escape from confinement; set free."

I feel released. I feel freedom to be creative again. No more "You can't pose like that because someone will be sad".

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv viera #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv #ff14 viera #ffxiv oc #vierapril #freedom #release

[gentleerzulie]

#vierapril "Progress". Yesterday I made a decision that has honestly changed my life for the better. I feel free. Progress can be hard but sometimes necessary.

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ffxiv gpose #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv viera #ff14 viera #ffxiv oc #nier 2b

[gentleerzulie]

Trying out new glams and I love making semi armored dancers. I actually called this "The Flash" while working on it!! Lol.

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv #midlander #hyur midlander #dancer

[gentleerzulie]

Ok hyurs are cute! ♥

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv screenies #midlander #ffxiv dancer

[gentleerzulie]

#vierapril nr 9 "Damage" and I know, vieras can't wear that chestpiece because it is actually tied to hyur but since they share the same body some tools made it possible AND AH WHEN WILL THEY JUST RELEASE ALL GEAR FOR EVERYONE?! I love it so much! I know people really want vieras racegear but man I want this chestpiece!!!

#ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv viera #ff14 viera #ffxiv oc

[gentleerzulie]

I want the new expansion MEOW!

Details here! ♥

#ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv screenies #miqote #keeper of the moon #eastern glamour #geisha

[gentleerzulie]

What can I say....I love cyberglams. #vierapril continues with nr8 "relinquish" and I sort of gave up trying to please reddit. Today they were angry with a creator for not being creative enough. She was just happy showing off the glampieces she had collected from her savage raiding. Comment after comment. At the same time they are pissed off at peoples creations anyway. I don't understand reddit. I really don't. Thank the good energies for tumblr!

Details Here!

Atm Listening to:

#ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv viera #ffxiv #ffxiv oc #ff14 viera #rava viera #cyber glam #cyberpunk #Youtube

[gentleerzulie]

I am sure everyone and their uncle did these types of pics when these emotes and outfits came out. day 7 vierapril: "Pause"

#ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv viera #ff14 viera #rava viera #omega f #omega #final fantasy 14 #vierapril

[gentleerzulie]

Face one vieras are so adorable.

Details Here!

Atm listening to:

#ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv viera #ffxiv #ffxiv oc #ff14 viera #rava viera #face one viera #Youtube

[gentleerzulie]

I keep getting into trouble.

Details Here!

Atm listening to:

#machinist #ffxiv viera #ff14 screenshot #gposers #steampunk #futuristic #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ffxiv screenies #ffxiv #ff14 viera #ffxiv oc #retro futurism #retro futuristic #cyberpunk #scifi #Youtube

[gentleerzulie]

Ok I am actually silly proud of this glam, so please like it! The pants looks so good with the chestpiece, the metals match. It was a joy to put together! :)

Details here!

#ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv glamour #ff14 ffxiv #ffxiv endwalker #ffxiv viera #ff14 viera #gposers #vierapril #final fantasy xiv #ffxiv screenies