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Kavos and Blue making up Snippet

Authors Note : Hope you guys enjoy this one shot of Kavos and Blue making up ! Don't be shy to leave me a comment and like , it motivates me !

Kavos's point of view :

Guilt .

It was an emotion that was incredibly foreign to me and something that I had only felt twice before .

The first time when I gauged out the eyes of Ron in the restaurant and had scared Blue and the second time after I beat up Aztec for harming Blue and she stopped speaking to me .

I wasn't necessarily sorry for my acts , in fact I would probably do them again , but I was sorry for upsetting mate .

Blue was my entire my world , my sole purpose for existing and knowing I had hurt or upset her made my heart squeeze painfully and me feel ... weak. I didn't like feeling weak so therefore I avoided doing anything that would hurt her .

I wondered if she knew the power she had over me .

I knew people saw her as submissive and meek but she had me at the palm of her hands , there was nothing I could deny , I would do anything for her.

She had total control over me.

I belonged to her as much as she belonged to me , maybe even more . Not being in presence was almost crippling , especially if she was angry at me , I couldn't think straight. My only thoughts were of her.

Was she okay ?

What was she doing ?

Was she hurt ?

Would she forgive me ?

I hadn't felt the need to tell her about what I had done to Crystals family , I seen no need to do it as it would cause unnecessary upset to Blue . I had dealt with her and her family in the way that I had seen fit , an eye for an eye if you will .

She insulted my mate and tried to imply Blue was inferior due to her skin tone and I had slaughtered every single member of her family and cursed them to enteral fire .

Honestly, I don't think I reacted any different to what any other man would have done .

Blue was perfection in my eyes , the embodiment of flawless ness and was the beauty standard that I believed everyone should model themselves off . My wife was a literal goddess amongst these creatures and she was deserved to be treated with the upmost respect .

Her spotless dark skin , large brown eyes and kinky curls made her the most beautiful woman I had ever encountered.

Her beauty and grace should never be questioned and therefore I gave that little blood sucking bitch exactly what she deserved.

However , it had been four days since I had seen Blue and it was getting harder and harder to stay away . I had given her space , more than enough time to get over her feelings and forgive me despite the fact I wanted to demand that she stop being childish and get over it .

I wanted to tell her I didn't regret it and I would do it again but this time prolong the process and torture them all individually, nobody disrespected my family and got away with it . But I was learning and trying to be a good husband who was understanding and knew the importance of giving your partner space and all the other stupid things that Aztec drilled into my head .

Blue belonged to me and I didn't see why I had to give her space , she was mine and she needed to be by my side consistently and these days apart were ridiculous.

I was very very annoyed at Zia for spilling my secret , especially in the manner she had done as if I was some vicious monster that would hurt her because of what I had done to Crystal .

She was my daughter for godsake, I wouldn't harm a hair on her or her brothers head , despite the fact they were all equally annoying and whiney. I tried to be the best father I could , I taught them how to harness their powers and defend themselves, I turned up to all their silly school parent - teacher meetings ( even though the teachers didn't dare say anything negative about them in fear of me ) and provided for them .

I left most of the other parenting duties to Blue , she was a born parent with great maternal instincts but I was still around and cared for my children . I just didn't spout out that I loved them 24/7 but they knew that so for Zia to act like that , I was not only angry but disappointed and upset .

I was also aware of the fact that something behind the scenes was going on , there was no way she could have just stumbled upon that information . Someone had told her purposely and I would eventually get it out of them and of course , kill them for causing me grief .

~~~~~~~~ I teleported back into the house , determined to see Blue and walked into the kitchen she was sat listening to Gabriel and Ivan talk about something . Even though she feigned interest I could tell her mind was elsewhere and I took in her appearance.

She had dark circles around her eyes , she wore one of t shorts that came down to her knees and some ratty jogging bottoms and her leg was shaking anxiously .

She wasn't okay .

"And he was thre-" Ivan immediately cut off from his story as I walked into the room , his eyes widened in surprised .

Ivan really was a mixture of both Blue and I in the looks department, his skin a tawny very light brown colour , his mother's hair and eyes but with my height and jawline . He was definitely our problem child , always getting into trouble and being incredibly mischievous which was a trait he picked up from Aztec no doubt .

Gabriel was the spitting image of me with his olive tone skin that matched mine , sharp jaw? Soft blond hair and height but he had his mother's large caramel coloured eyes . Gabriel was the most serious out of his siblings , all action and no nonsense and determined to make us proud.

The only child that was missing was Zia which is something I would be getting to the bottom of .

"I need to speak to your mother" I declared , the double meaning of them needing to leave evident .

"Of course" Gabriel nodded , getting up immediately.

Ivan looked wryly at his mother before saying " Mom , I- "

"It's fine sweetie , go with Gabe" Blue interrupted, giving his hand a squeeze.

From the corner of my eye , I saw Gabriel wince at the nickname before leaving his room with a reluctant Ivan in tow.

"So, have you forgiven me yet ?" I asked , my eyebrows raised .

"Like I have much choose" Blue snorted , bitterness lacing her tone .

"Meaning ?"

"The mate bond makes it impossible for me to be really angry at you , I-it makes me miss you and" Her eyes welled up with tears as she took a shaky break " It makes me weak"

"Weak? There's nothing about you that is weak Blue"

"Of course you'd say that" She snorted , roughly wiping her tears with the back of her hand .

Seeing her tears made my heart physically ache , I needed to make her feel better and now .

"You are the mate of the ruler of this world , you were hand crafted by the Gods themselves to be able to reign me in . What I did to Crystal and her family was on the first few days of knowing you, I was a different person back then. I hadn't been infected with your kindness , love and compassion . I was weak. I ruled with emotion only , only seeing vengeance as an answer but you've taught me so much more than taht . I've not killed like that since that day , you've changed me . I no longer get Aztec to kill and get rid of enemies and it's because of you . How can you label yourself as weak when you've changed how I view and run the world singlehandedly . You're helping me slowly redeem my soul back , yoire making me good and in time making me worthy of your love " I explained passionately , clutching her hands .

"Do you mean that ?" She breathed out , her tone shaky .

"Of course I do . Blue , you've done more for this world than you can imagine. So don't ever put yourself down when you are a true hero"

"A-and do you regret it ? Hurting her whole family like that "

"No" I answered honestly.

"What ?" Blue jerked away from me , her eyes shining in hurt " Itvwas wrong"

"Wrong ? No . Excessive ? Yes . I did what I felt was best to protect you , they wouldn't have let me just killing her go unanswered for . They would have come after you and I eliminated the problem . I would handle it slightly different if I had the chance but I don't regret it" I replied honestly.

I could have easily lied to her and said I do but I didn't want that type of relationship with her , I wanted her to know every part of me and love every part as much as I did her .

She mulled over my words for a few minutes before saying "Okay. I forgive you but I want you to tell me everything , all the bad things you've done so I don't get any more nasty surprises"

"And do you know where Zia heard that from ?"

"No , I have no idea. Speaking of , she went over to Ravens house really late last night she said and she's not answered any of my messages. I think maybe we should go and take a visit to Ms. Reid and Margret , see what's going on. She's looked so stressed these last few days" Murmured Blue , chewing her lip anxiously .

"Let's go " I agreed instantly, getting a very bad feeling .

Something was going on with Zia and I was about to find out what

THE END .

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