happyhayley-blog

[happyhayley-blog]

Is it just me or you don’t really realise how drunk you are until you are in a bathroom alone???

[happyhayley-blog]

How is it possible to miss someone so much? Maybe it's the fact that I don't see you anymore. Or maybe it's the fact that I can't see you anymore. Seeing you hurts me. But I wish I could have a second chance to actually fuck up instead of leaving this as nothing. It sucks that you got to walk away and I had no choice. It sucks that I still see you in my dreams sometimes. It sucks remembering what we used to have. I keep hoping something may change what happened between us but I know it won't. When I asked you if you were over me you said you were over trying. That's not the same, and in my mind I still believe we have a chance. Is that so wrong? But I wish I could have a second chance to actually fuck up.

[happyhayley-blog]

Rant 25,

Wow. It's been a long time since I've been on Tumblr, and even a longer time since I've written a rant. However, this rant is much needed as I have been bottling up all my emotions the past few weeks and I can't talk to you about anything because of how crazy it's going to make me seem and also because you don't respond. Jake, where do I begin. You gave me a run for my money. Dating or going on dates with you (whatever you wanna call it) was an eight weeks well spent. You made me laugh, frustrated me, treated me like a real princess, had NERF gun wars with me, took me to weekly dinner, got into football with me and told me everything about anything, sang along to my *NSYNC Pandora, and now...everything reminds me of you and all I'm left with are these memories. Baskin Robins, Karma, Brix, pumpkin carving, the "Flagstaff Earthquake", Tuesday's, the Seahawks, Lacrosse. All of it gives me a pain in my chest. It's hard to think I let you slip out of my life the way I did. Maybe this was my way of closing you out so I wouldn't get hurt later. But I also think that you wanted me to do this, that you wanted this to happen. I may have begun to close you out, but you let me and you never once came after me with questions of why. Once things started going downhill, I didn't know what to expect. However, I didn't expect to lose you completely and never hear from you again. I wish I knew when our last kiss, last dinner, or last goodbye was going to be. Trying to remember those moments are hard for me and now I try to bury myself in anything and everything else to distract myself. Late nights are bad with my constant over thinking, but sleeping and dreaming are the worst. Sometimes I dream we're still together, or I dream I get a text from you. I wake up and I'm all alone with no texts. These past two weeks have been some of the hardest times I've had in a while. I cry randomly and have emotional breakdowns. I constantly have to remind myself that if we are meant to be, maybe we'll find our way back to each other again one day. Or maybe we aren't meant to be and we'll find our happiness with other people one day. The hardest part is not knowing if I'll ever find someone like you with as many similarities as we have. Having no closure has made this situation a 100 times harder on me though, not gonna lie. I don't really know where we went wrong and all I can do is make up different scenarios and different reasons why you or I may be at blame. Any text or communication I try to make is completely disregarded and I'm not gonna be that crazy bitch who just shows up asking to talk. Besides being one of the best guys I've dated in a while, you were one great friend before anything else began. I miss your friendship the most and being able to watch the Hawks game with my fellow 12s. I don't know if you'll ever see this but I needed some sort of release, as I've felt I've been going crazy the past couple of weeks. Who knows what will happen but thank you for the time we've spent together. You had my heart.

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

this christmas i want clear skin

[happyhayley-blog]

Warning: Do not watch if you’re not prepared to cry.

Father-Daughter dance, but because the father passed away just before the wedding, her brother had a small surprise for her.  Moreover, I love how the brother turned a tragic event to something that would be beautifully remembered. Like, all my feels guys.

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

[happyhayley-blog]

The Sing Off: Season 4

AcoUstiKats: Blurred Lines

The sing off is known for having their all male groups from colleges and they do extremely well. This one in particularly is from the University of Kentucky. Most people know Kentucky for their basketball but they are about to be known for this musical group. Also, they also have a male black leader singer who kills it every time! Hey don’t fix what;s not broken! This performance last was great and they all sang their behinds off. The leads sang the verses perfect and all the runs were clear and crisp! There is so much vocal range in this group! It’s going to be fun watching them perform!

- Branford

[happyhayley-blog]