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Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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playing skyrim as i reblogged this.

im crying.

one dragon’s cool, you know what’s cooler? a billion dragons.

#skyrim #tes v skyrim #dragons

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i just realized that "keep your hands off eizouken" would be the perfect slice-of-life anime for fgo mozart alter, salieri, and mozart if they were in an anime itself together

the trio fits their characters perfectly

mozart alter as kanamuri

mozart as mizusaki

salieri as asakusa

just imagine

#keep your hands off eizouken #mozart alter #fgo #fate grand order #mozart #amadeus #amadeus alter #salieri #antonio salieri (fate) #wolfgang amadeus mozart (fate)

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weeee cell shading practice! featuring no other than mozart alter himself. gave him back his yellow eyes because he looks better like that hhhhhh

i finally gave him a sane expression hhahaha oop

#mozart alter #amadeus alter #fgo #fate grand order #wolfgang amadeus mozart (fgo) #wolfgang amadeus mozart (fate) #mozart #avenger fgo #avenger amadeus #fgo fanart

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ok. serious fgo discussion time

Now you’re all wondering “Wait...Mozart doesn’t have a reason to go alter. Why do you insist on drawing him nonetheless?”. Maybe you are not...but who knows? Everyone must have a question or two about it, if you have been following up on my Mozart Alter art, and wondering “where the fuck is OG Mozart”. Well, first thing’s first. Think about what he had said back in the time of Orleans. He discussed with Jeanne Ruler (not Jeanne Alter) that he hates humans because they are naturally evil, and therefore have the natural tendency to do evil. He continued to even say that he’s completely fine with what he believes, and being alone, if he cared in the very least about that, he would be drowned in self-hatred, knowing that he himself was alive, and human once. Now that, my friends, is why you often see Marie Antoinette standing side by side with him. She is the only one who can keep him in check. Their reason for being together is deeper than you think, and it’s not just because of toilet humor going out of bounds. Without her...his darker, perhaps eviler side would likely begin to surface. When left alone, he would likely fall into the dark abyss that is his guilt and self-hatred. He needs her as mandatory emotional support. Why else would he mention being drowned in his self-hatred otherwise? That’s implying he must have felt  that in some way beforehand, until he met Marie.  Now let’s talk about my backstory on my rendition of the true Mozart Alter. He is the Mozart that would care about humanity’s woes and evils. He is the embodiment of hatred towards humans, and thus has a major gripe against both Salieri and vanilla Mozart. In a way, he has a bit of a God-complex personality, believing that there can be no other who could even stand to face him. But...his main reason for existing in the first place in my story is a bit more direct. He hates vanilla Mozart, but he hates Salieri even more. Even wanting to kill him. That is his own goal. To kill Salieri with his own bare hands. Does that sound familiar to you? It’s Salieri’s own goal, reversed onto himself. Like playing a reverse card in UNO. Or, in meme terms: Salieri: “I will kill you” Mozart Alter: “No, u.” For one, this is the Mozart that believes in the rumors of Salieri having poisoned him, and takes it to the extreme. It is further supported by the real Mozart in our world, who suspected himself that he was poisoned towards the end of his life. Now think about it even further. These rumors and speculations came from human lips. Thus bringing you back to his main human-hating personality. Salieri is the twisted embodiment of those human rumors-- his powers dependent on those rumors, and is therefore Mozart Alter’s biggest thorn in the side. He hates Mozart because of his own human qualities. Mozart Alter’s belief of himself is that he is pure, and untainted by “human filth”, justifying his own role as an “angel of death”, or simply, “Death’s Conductor.” and so seeks to “cleanse” Mozart himself, because he sees him as a demon to be exorcised utterly. He represents Mozart’s own self-hatred on that sense. Plus, when you think about his real life in detail...it was not all sunshine and smiles. Bouts of depression was common within Mozart’s life, with money troubles, and tension between him and his father for most of his life, up until Leopold’s passing. Instead of accepting that the world made him the way he was in life (supported by the quote he spoke himself, “You are what the world makes of you.”), he as an Avenger servant looks for a way to punish humanity for making him the way he was. Making him the same as any other imperfect human in life. Mozart Alter, ultimately, is the embodiment of both Salieri’s and Mozart’s guilt and hatred, combined. Suddenly, his class being Avenger befits him. Quite a violent one at that. Likely stronger than the both of them, even, because he is fueled by their own self-hatred, and humanity’s pride and other evils.  It doesn’t just end there. You’re probably now wondering “How would Marie Antoinette factor with Mozart Alter?” Well, let’s just say he could care less about Marie Antoinette. He has no intimate feelings for Marie Antoinette, but would at least sympathize with her own feelings about humans being filthy and imperfect. Other than that though, he despises the connection between Marie and Mozart, believing that Marie’s support for Mozart is a sign of weakness on her part. He doesn’t despise Marie herself, but rather the connection between her and vanilla Mozart, to rephrase it better.  “Come join me, if you truly believe humans need to learn their place. Abandon the humanity which you hold onto by the thread that is the other me.” Certainly, one with a Lawful Evil alignment would think that way. Maybe borderline Chaotic Evil, if magnified enough.  Boom. Right there, Marie Alter becomes a possibility.  Now my point? FGO needs to have a Mozart Alter (and maybe Marie Alter) soon, whether they may like it or not. So many things in the background factor into the possibility that they should appear later in FGO sooner or later. 

#fgo #fate grand order #mozart alter #wolfgang amadeus mozart (fate) #marie antoinette (fate) #amadeus alter #wolfgang amadeus mozart (fgo)

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a lot of people don’t really seem to have a good grasp on what alter servants are/what happens when a servant becomes alter, which is fair really because they’re weird. it’s not like I’m the absolute authority on them either because the inner machinations of nasu’s mind are an enigma but I’ve been able to fairly accurately predict the personality and motivations of two separate alter servants before they were even hinted at being released so I’d say I’m on the right track.

the two main things I’ve seen people get wrong are these

alters are not just “[servant] but EDGY”, but rather what would happen if the anger/resentment/regret/etc that is already there is brought to the forefront and taken to its logical extreme. everything about an alter servant was already there in the original (with the exception of jeanne alter), it’s just been amplified

alters all had some way in which they coped with said anger/resentment/regret/etc before it was amplified. this doesn’t mean they no longer try to cope with it, in fact their prime motivation is to find some way to still have the things that happened to/because of them make sense.

the key to understanding what’s up with any given alter servant is to figure out what it is they want in order to keep their peace of mind, and how being altered changed how they try to get it. what’s more, a returning theme in how alter servants go about this is an inability to accept that the world is a neutral and uncaring place, and that sometimes bad things happen regardless of whether they were deserved.

let’s take saber alter as the first example since she’s the most well known alter. vanilla saber expresses regret over her rule ending in the fall of britain even though she always had her subjects’ best interests at heart, and wants to use the holy grail to put a better king in her place. saber alter instead is a tyrant with no regard for her subjects, and who only allows the strong to live. what they’re both trying to cope with is the fact that even though they always had everyone’s best interests at heart, their rule came with the deaths of countless people. what saber wanted was to be a just king, but she found that her best efforts still resulted in many deaths. 

vanilla saber reasons that this means she was inadequate as a king. those people died because she wasn’t good enough, but somewhere out there should be someone who is. it’s a very idealistic approach all things considered, one that saber alter can’t uphold. instead, saber alter reasons to herself that kingship simply comes with lots of death. if being a king means being a tyrant who only respects the strong, then it makes total sense that she would sacrifice smaller villages to a greater victory. if she was a tyrant with no regard for her people, then it makes total sense that her subjects would come to hate her and that britain would fall at the end of her rule. they were things within her control, and they were her fault, so it makes sense.

similarly, cu chulainn wants some way to make sense of how he always ended up fighting and killing people he cared about. vanilla cu is able to accept that the world is just shit sometimes and can still be proud of his life as a whole. cu alter can no longer be proud of a life in which he killed his friends & family, so instead he reasons that it makes sense he’d kill them if he was a monster that only knows how to kill all along. vanilla emiya was made to kill many innocents because the world is fucked up, and he still tries to do something about it. emiya alter killed many innocents because he was just a tool for killing from the start. jeanne alter, although someone who doesn’t actually exist, represents gilles’ inability to accept the unjust cruelty jeanne suffered, and she tries to justify jeanne receiving divine punishment by being a blasphemous witch who would deserve that punishment. sakura alter reasons that being tortured, neglected, and used for 10 years would make sense if she just deserved it, if she was just the absolute worst person on this planet and was going to kill everyone if left unchecked, because even being the worst person alive would be better than accepting that terrible things just happen sometimes and the world does not care about her in the slightest.

this inability to accept that the world is uncaring and just lets terrible things happen sometimes is a strong sign of how it’s angra mainyu’s influence specifically that corrupted alter servants. he is, after all, the very pinnacle of “bad shit happening to innocent people”. whoever angra was before he was made into all the world’s evils had been an average kid who’d done nothing particularly wrong, and yet he was chosen by pure coincidence to be tortured and hated and vilified for decades, centuries even, as if he were responsible for everything that was ever done wrong. it doesn’t make any god damn sense, and it would be far easier to accept if he did somehow deserve it, so angra mainyu as we actually see him tries to be the kind of person who’d deserve to be hated as the sole cause of everything evil. this same behaviour then repeats itself in the people he corrupts.

in a way it’s childish. it’s throwing a tantrum that it’s just not fair. it’s also a kind of backwards idealism: the world isn’t fair but it should be. these bad things happened for no particular reason but there should be a reason. finally, it’s a kind of powerlessness. despite being jacked up on pure unfiltered holy grail contents they don’t have the ability to make the world make sense, so in their desperate backwards attempts to still have things make sense somehow they become the kind of person they think deserves whatever happened to them.

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,,,,threatening indeed

i know. i did post a shitpost just before this, but im feeling a bit edgy today ;)))))))))

*internally sobs*

#wolfgang amadeus mozart (fgo) #wolfgang amadeus mozart (fate) #mozart alter #fgo mozart alter #fate grand order #amadeus alter #fgo mozart #fgo fanart

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bold of y'all to assume i still have inspiration at this point

have a mozart alter dancing like an idiot on this beautiful day hhUEHUEHE-

#mozart alter #fgo #fgo mozart alter #fgo mozart #fgo fanart #keep your hands off eizouken #wolfgang amadeus mozart (fate) #fate grand order #amadeus alter

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They just fell in line so easily, it was criminal not to make one for myself.

update: I’m sticking with my decisions! You can’t make me change them! ;__; 

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Cassandra and Leliana: We need someone to lead the Inquisition.

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i’m almost done with my millionth play through of dai if you can’t tell

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//KICKS DOWN DOOR

NEW AU IN STORE

mozart as a witcher //thrown into oblivion

he's an angry nilfgaardian who hates his own kind. he became a witcher just to spite his people, and actually likes it when people call him a monster. he doesnt see it as racism, but as compliments. he likes the nickname given to him by the others in the wolf school, "snarling wolf of nilfgaard". wolfgang went through the most brutal procedures compared to the rest of the witchers (did some of the experimental witcher trials in a separate group from geralt's) , and essentially discarded his humanity.

yeah. he's one angry wolf. dont mess with him is my only advice.

#wolfgang amade mozart #nilfgaard #the witcher #witcher au #sketch #witcher mozart

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I am THE WORST

#dragon age inquisition

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person: ok who's in charge

cassandra: [points at inquisitor]

inquisitor: [points at cassandra]

#dragon age inquisition

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thinking about ur son in the fade

#dragon age inquisition

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i watch them follow me down ladders and i just think ^ 

#dragon age inquisition

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