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illholy Β· 13 hours
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my bitch wife took my mortality in the divorce and now I am cursed to walk the earth a shambling husk forever trapped in the gray nothingness between the beauty of life and the release of death πŸ‘ŽπŸ‘ŽπŸ‘ŽπŸ‘Ž
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illholy Β· 18 hours
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"Don't make light of Earth's policemen."
#LANDOFSAMURAI
INDIE SEMI SELECTIVE GINTAMA MULTIMUSE FT. OKITA SOUGO 18+ ONLY
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illholy Β· 18 hours
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ooc. telling myself imma slowly get through my owed stuff on here ( & finally misbehave over my manbaby la.ios ) , but i've been fiddling with my dumb character oc ask blog.
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illholy Β· 2 days
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Visions of Ecstasy (Nigel Wingrove, 1989)
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⭐- I suffer in work so I am sliding this through your window as i chew on the frames.
β–ˆ π’Žπ’–π’•π’–π’‚π’ π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’ˆπ’ 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅, accepting. β€Ώ @macabretcles.
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Aby ! You know, you know ! when my activity on sucrose decreased over time , I was sad because I was thinking that I'd end up losing you, I was like " wow that was so fun, but it's time to say goodbye. " but here we are, still bothering each other. Thank you so much for staying with me all this time, I truly appreciate it ! & also I get so worried about you, you know! I feel like you rarely get any rest these days ! I hope your days get brighter and that things are kinder to you! I care about you so much !
Your Pantalone & Fatui! Zhongli lives inside my head always, they are my beloved . . . I am always entertained by them, but even if you stop writing for them, I still go to your blog and look at your stuff ; you made me go and look at the welcome home lore ! ( It's so interesting ! ) - anyway, no matter who you write for, I don't think you'll get rid of me anytime soon.
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illholy Β· 2 days
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⭐ wuv ? Spare wuv ? shakes my tin cup
β–ˆ π’Žπ’–π’•π’–π’‚π’ π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’ˆπ’ 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅, accepting. β€Ώ @dayrisen.
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My sweet darling Yasu βΈ» ! There might not be a bingo here, but you have the bingo in my heart , you're one of the sweetest person I've met on here, such a wonderful and warm energy & just someone I so love having in my dash, I also just love how you edit your things , you are so creative ! An actual inspo. - I hope over time, I get to know more about you and that we can be good friends. ( saying this while being horrendous at consistent messaging. )
I'm a broken record, SO you already likely know my opinion on Koto. When I say she is ' my favorite oc' I'm actually super dead serious about it. She is so super interesting and it's so incredible how much she stands out amongst the crowed. A total gem of a character. I talk about how I love the 'kindness and the warmth' etc , but lowkey hateships her with doma. THERE I SAID IT HAHAHHA. logsout.
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❛❛ It's me again. ❜❜ Lips pursed, just a little too petulant, but she goes on nonetheless ! Quick ! Before he walks away ! ❛❛ I just wanted to see you again . . . oh, don't send me away tho, if I say I'm hurt, would you give me some of your time ? If yes, then I'm most definitely aching. ❜❜
❝ β™• ⟢ @illholy liked for a starter.
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    ❝ you again . ❞ salvatore breathes out a soft , exhausted sigh . ❝ what is it this time ? are you hurt ? lonely ? how do you even β€” ❞ he cuts himself off . there's no point in asking how she got here .
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illholy Β· 2 days
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She is QUICK to drop to her knees, quick to bow and press her head onto the dirty floor βΈ» the fright is unfamiliar but palpable all the same. This isn't good, the pitter-patter of her heart painful against her chest & it's hard to breathe ; scared ! she's scared ! ❛❛ ah . ❜❜ Her voice cracks, a whispered attempt to absolve herself of her crime against him. ( whatever it may be. )
When she looks up, bravely tries to meet his gaze, her nose bleeds, a tickle of blood : human's were weak after all, she thinks she could die just like this. ❛❛ You, I am. With you. ❜❜
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βΈ» ❛❛ I love you ! ❜❜
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❝ heh , i'll give you five seconds to give me a reason to spare you . ❞ the king of hell , the royalty of curses , the culmination of all negative energy and hatred had no affinity for being needlessly stared at , and he knew how to quickly settle on a solution to that repugnant problem . ❝ better be convincing . ❞
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@illholy
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Β Β βΈ» oh no. is this breaking & entering ? what is she breaking into ? Judith stares for a long moment, allows the silence to marinate for a long while before finally pointing at herself. ❛❛ you mean me ! ❜❜
❛❛ I'm sorry for not being super impressive, I am trying to run along, but it proves to be rather difficult. ❜❜ and she motions towards her bare legs, bruised and sore but ultimately okay. ( human perseverance and so on and so forth ) ❛❛ Something pushed me into a sewer hole and here I am. ❜❜
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❛❛ I might be dying. but are you okay yourself ? ❜❜ points to his face.
@illholy || starter call.
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❝ Boo ... I'm not quite impressed by ... WHATEVER it is you're up to. Why don't you run along? ❞
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illholy Β· 4 days
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Virginia Woolf from a diary entry wr. c. February 1920 in The Complete Works of Virginia Woolf
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⭐
β–ˆ π’Žπ’–π’•π’–π’‚π’ π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’ˆπ’ 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅, accepting. β€Ώ @unladielike.
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Livi ! Livi ! Livi ! Our relationship lore cannot compete with nobody , we've known each other for so long ; I think you might be my oldest mutual on here ? ( Thank you for never getting tired of me, thank you for always being there in spirit even if we don't chat at all. ) I've told you this before, but my tumblr experience just wouldn't be complete if you aren't around , I think if you decide to leave permanently, there will always be a great hole in my heart that will never heal.
& with Vivian ? She'll always be the BREATH OF FRESH AIR, in my life. She is simple & perfectly wonderful, I love her so much ! I think she's unique & unapologetically written, she reminds me of a shoujo manga protagonist but BETTER. I love seeing your edits of her btw - & the headcanons ; hehehe , I'm always tickled fancy how similar Judith and Vivian look, but I like thinking that when they're together, the Vivian energy just shines through that it hardly matter.
ALSO I've always wanted to THANK YOU for adding Judith in Vivian's story, thank you for thinking of her and I, thank you for allowing us to be part of your narrative even if just a little bit. It means SO MUCH to me. I have a whole verse for them because of this.
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illholy Β· 4 days
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⭐
β–ˆ π’Žπ’–π’•π’–π’‚π’ π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’ˆπ’ 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅, accepting. β€Ώ @sosordid.
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Lo βΈ» ! Where do I begin ? ( what haven't you heard already ? ) but you're honestly my FAVORITE find ; I will forever be thankful to Jazz for introducing me to you , thank you so much for having me in your private discord & being so absolutely welcoming. I'm still a little shy in spite of how I talk with you and I do love you so, so much , in all my capacity of loving etc ! I could go on about how much I like you. As for your content. I eat it all up ! I love your character choices, it's always so engaging and it's so fun to see them grow & get to know them ' organically ' , I go to your blog like newspaper. ( you're such an inspo tbh ) I haven't met some of your characters yet - this is my bad, cause Im super slow. But I hope I get to kiss them in the lips at least one time.
Anyway, hope you're having a fun day out. You are in my thoughts and I pray for your safety and happiness always.
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illholy Β· 7 days
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Send me a ⭐ and I'll fill this out for you!
(Feel free to use, edit, steal, or share this as you like.)
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illholy Β· 7 days
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@sosordid , @n0fa0e
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Has this been made yet /hj
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illholy Β· 9 days
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illholy Β· 10 days
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smol ( @darabeatha ) has a particular way of capturing judith's essence. w/ suggested music included.
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