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🚫don't touch me spell🚫

in theistic satanism and in general, consent is a very important and good thing to have, whether it be physical contact or anything else. unfortunately though, people still decide to touch in ways they’re not allowed. this spell is to keep people off and protect yourself from unwanted contact.

what you need:

a box or a bag of sorts

needles, tacks, toothpicks, anything pointy should do

cayenne, red pepper, dirt, sage, or anything else particularly offensive/nasty

garlic salt (regular salt, sea salt, black salt, himalayan, etc. will all do)

a black and white candle (two white will suffice!)

a pen and paper

what to do:

light your candles. the black one is to protect you from negativity (aka the nasty who won’t stop touching you) and the white is to protect, purify, and heal you from previous offenses.

on your slip of paper, write down who you want to leave you alone as well as any other exceptions, for example:                                           “(INSERT NAME) will not be able to touch me, (INSERT YOUR NAME), without my consent. This spell will protect me from this unwanted contact, but should it happen anyway, the offender will face a painful consequence.”

remember to be very specific about it! magick can be very finicky and you wouldn’t want to make a wrong move.

if you want, burn the paper, and then put it in your vessel along with the yucky/spicy ingredients. think about them and how gross they are, and how they’ll keep the other away.

add the garlic salt for protection, and then stick the needles through the inside so they poke outside of the box or bag (it should look kind of like a porcupine, a bunch of spikes to keep things away).

charge the spell however you want, and then close the box or bag. from here, drip candle wax on it to seal it shut with protection.

CAREFULLY put the spell somewhere dark, dirty, or simply out of the way (i’d suggest burying it, but an animal might dig it up and get hurt which would be super bad).

EXTRA NOTES: this spell can be changed up to suit your needs or magickal practices. please stay safe and healthy and remember that magick can’t always solve every problem. if you find yourself in serious danger in the hands of someone else, please, please call for help and do whatever you can to survive. best of luck to you, friends, and blessed be. 

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I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real

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being hungry and about to grab something to eat, and then you immediately pull you hand back>>>>>>>

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I wanna look in the mirror and be proud of myself. Not feel disgusted.

I wanna wake up and go to sleep with an empty stomach knowing I made progress….Not going to sleep regretting a bad decision I made for 10 minutes of pleasure.

I wanna step in the scale and see the number go down. Not see the number stay the same.

I wanna be the person I’ve always Dreamed of being. Not the nightmare person I am right now.

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For those stuck on a clear liquid diet due to gastroparesis, bowel or surgery prep, or some other medical reason here are some fun ways to spice up cartoned broth!

- chicken broth with lemon juice, garlic powder and ginger powder

- beef broth with garlic powder and rice vinegar

- unsalted bone broth with soy sauce and garlic and onion powder

-chicken broth with curry paste and maple syrup

I also like to blend up herbs with broth and then strain them out in the end. These combos are good:

- any broth with fish sauce, lime juice, cilantro, basil, and green onion

-chicken broth with lime juice and parsley

If you like spice, hot sauce is always a good addition to all of these!

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ik liquid diets aren’t good to do for a long time but it’s the only thing that has made me lose weight this quickly. idk how to stop myself.

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the best thinspo atm

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- 35kg/77lb

cw 65kg/143lb

Im still a fucking pig so pls don’t judge me lololol but I’m getting there ig 🤘🏻👺

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the first day of a fast is always the hardest n then after that it just… is easy,,, yk? its just to get through those horrible 24 first hours that is the hard part

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My Reasons To Keep Going

- Being the smallest friend

- Feeling comfortable wearing skirts

- Not wearing through jeans

- Not feeling humiliated while shopping

- Feeling pretty sending pics to my girlfriend

- Buying smaller jeans

- Eating without feeling guilty

- Buying tights

You can do this. I know you can.

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Why not me?????

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Why has it taken me this long to understand that food isn’t going to solve anything.

Binging won’t make anything better.

Food serves no purpose.

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:)) a few kilos to be happy

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i have some thinspo for you <3