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Two lovers have reincarnated throughout history, destined to find each other and fall in love all over again. There’s also this third guy that reincarnates alongside them… we don’t really know what he does.

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the phrase ‘this is my first time being alive’ has done wonders for me recently. Yeah, I don’t know how to navigate this situation! It’s brand new to me and I’m learning on the fly, aren’t humans such wonderfully adaptive creatures?

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Natsume Yuujinchou 🌷♥️ for Beat of my Heart! a Shojo Poster Collection! One of my favorite series ever 💖

🌷 shop for spare copies and pdfs 🌸

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I love pop rocks, can I have some more [x]

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Sometimes with 2 characters, I don't ship them a such but I'm still open for any 300k slowburn longfic willing to make a solid argument. Convince me.

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why does transitioning have to be so scary, I just want to be me

authenticity is always frightening but more so in a time of falseness

#Quietly whispering to myself 'everything you ever wanted is on the other side of fear' like a mantra

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Fun fact, this is actually my first attempt at trying to illustrate this idea and following more faithfully to Clockie's actual portrait but I hated how it turned out :P

I made this when I was sick and tried to rush it out to get something to post, but the end result didn't quite line up with how I envisioned the idea. I imagined Stelle hanging more ragdoll-like, and also for the general vibes to be way more creepier here. Also, I wanted the background to be less empty and ended up putting the missing emo dial sprite in the latest version.

Although I like doing this art style, I felt like I could do better So i held back on posting it and tried a different approach/art style for the illustration.

After looking at it now, this isn't the worst. Compared to the one I posted, it's got a bit more life to it and I kinda like how the strings connect to the joints and reinforce that puppet imagery that's so synonymous with Ena. The reason why I didn't do that is because I was going for a more limp/ragdoll feel in the latest version 👀

Anyways, the point of the illustration is for me to pour out my brainrot for that Satisfied clockwork because HOOOH, That never fails to make me shiver 🥶🥶🥶

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google search how to stop experiencing anticipatory grief when this world has taken so much from me already

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if you’re ever in the position to choose between giving up and accepting defeat, and actually trying to fight the ancient unkillable god that is about to peel apart reality like a string cheese, remember this: scientifically speaking, you might as well give it a shot!

1.there were trees at the beginning of the world! there were trees so long ago that they predate bacteria that causes wood to decay. when a tree fell, it would lie there in stasis and there wasn’t any way of breaking down wood xylem on a molecular level in that way.

2. it seems obvious to say, but wood eating bacteria are literally incapable of comprehending what they’re breaking down. It’s just not information conciously available to a microorganism. they don’t know what they’re deconstructing, where it came from, bacteria have no way to even fathom the existence of a tree as a concept.

3. Regardless of the facts above, the world we live in today is a world where wood inevitably decomposes

it is worth fighting the unkillable god no matter how pointless it seems. it is worth taking the risk even though youre trying to accomplish something impossible. the reality in which you live was also once reality in which trees didn’t rot. You live in a reality that allows for existence before the possibility of destruction. you live in a reality where uncomprehending microbes break down matter that is so far beyond the scope of their comprehension that it feels comical to specify something so obvious. you live in a reality that occasionally allows unshakeable physical truths to be altered with no warning.

It is worth fighting the unkillable god because trees are so old they predate the source of their destruction, and it still did not spare them. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because bacteria rots unthinkingly, because there is room in our cosmos for destruction without comprehension on the part of the destroyer. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because now and then reality retracts the promise of immortality without fanfare, and when that happens there is no mercy for the ancient. the unmaking is not softer for the desecrators ignorance. for all things, existence is endless until the exact point where it ends.

so you might as well try to kill the unkillable god. it doesn’t seem likely, but at the beginning of the world, trees didn’t rot. so you never know! you never know

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chipped

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characters who dig themselves out of their graves (whether literal or metaphorical) are at the top of the list. nothing beats a character who should have died but didn't and comes back to haunt their own life and the world around them, benevolent or violent it doesn't matter, it's enthralling either way

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White chrysanthemums for grief, lavenders for devotion 🌸

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one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

#So true and I hate it #But man a phone call can be productive tho

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adhd will have you fighting for your life to do beloved hobbies that bring you nothing but joy

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Yeah I enjoyed this movie a normal amount *opens ao3*

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6 most efficient sleep positions