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IT'S SOO TRUE

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floral thinspo 🌸

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Reasons why I wan't to be skinny:

To be dainty and cute

To look fragile and innocent

To be flexible and able to move without sweating

To sit on someones lap without crushing them

To wear skin tight clothes without feeling horrible

To be able to dance without my fat flopping around

To spend less on food

To be in control

To be weak and not able to protect myself from being used - since Iam a masochistic cUnt

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“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating 

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy 

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it 

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't 

- body dysmorphia 

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed 

[irinitus]

me when i find out who’s eating everything and preventing me from losing weight

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At this point I just wanna trigger myself so I stop eating like a cow everyday, I'm so scared of gaining more weight I already feel so bad about myself, if some of you have any trigger I take it

#ana #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorder #fat #thinspo #skinny #binge #bulimia #weight #weightloss #thin #mia

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No, something that really hurts me, skinny arms.

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i just wanna be small

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My short, skinny best friend in chunky platform sneakers: fashion icon

Me in chunky platform sneakers: awkward tall whale

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✨80s Thinspo✨

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Can’t wait until I’m the Thinspo

But until then,,,,

♡ Pink ♡

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It’s been mad 😔😔😔

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Did I gain 3629484 pounds over the last 3 days? Yes. Am I gonna update my bio? Hell no.

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idk man if my child would isolate herself and wouldn’t get out the bed and wouldn’t go to school,being mad about it would be the last thing on my mind.