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Bruh I'm gonna kms, this evening was Murphys law for her, and by extention bc ur a good friend, for you. 3.5 hrs of her freaking out at your house about smth irrational and insane that you can't coax and convince her out of and she doesn't want to do anything but freak out about it... then she gets a flat on the way home, and now you're up till 2am on a fucking work night kfnfhsgdvshhs I'm never answering my phone again

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your feelings matter as well

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Dear me

You thought it might be kind of nice of you to drink with him. It was kind of nice. And now, the next morning, you feel like fucking garbage. So sick you cant move, cant eat, cant think of food or smells or anything. And you are an hour late for work. You took a pepto.. 2 hours ago.. it didnt work. You finally were able to eat some burger (to soak up the sugar from your disgusting drink last night) and now...... you are getting ready for work. You feel like shit still, but you are not calling in [last minute] for this bullshit reason. Dont ever drink again, please and thank you.

#no headache just severe nausea #because the only alcohol i can stomach is the overly sugary kind #its fucking nasty too #im gonna stop thinking about it because its making me feel worse lmao #and i need to go to work #and suffer u_____u #fck me....

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I’m so fucking heartbroken and hurt and I dont know how not to cry I just wish he would be honest with me.. my self esteem just keeps dropping…. how can I believe anything he says when he says such horrible words when he drinks… I….

I dont know if he loves me..

I dont know if I just make him worse…

I cant let go, but I have to if he needs me to…..

I just want us to be happy together..

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Knowing barely anything about the scandal.. and let's assume it's true in the context of this post.....

The happiness you felt listening to music and supporting a band < Women's lives, safety, and consent

OK end of post.

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🧡 March 1st is Self Harm Awareness Day 🧡 Sending love to all of those who have struggled/are still struggling with self harm. Trust me, you are not alone.

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I get that you feel upset at times

But don't take it out on me

And don't act like I should just get over it and be okay.

It's not fair and it's not reasonable for you to lash out and me to just "be happy" for your sake. At least fucking apologize.

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you ever just get so sad and tired to the point where you can’t even explain your sadness anymore to people because you’re just so sick of repeating yourself and there’s no point really because you feel like you’re annoying everyone and they probably don’t really care and you’re so sick of having to hold back and having to try and pretend everything will be ok when in reality you want to fucking die every second of every day

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I’m sorry for permanently being sorry because I fucking hate myself.

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#ugh me

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“Everywhere I look there’s all these happy people. And I think ‘what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I be like them?’ ”

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#not currently but before.. honestly..

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#tbh big mood always

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#my mom #and han and maybe a couple others