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Rachel was in deep slumber, she had stupidly stayed awake half the night to catch up on Game Of Thrones. Something she had been addicted to since Santana had shown her an episode. Now, she totally regretted it as today they had plans -- major ones. Her head was smushed into the pillows, a hand still holding onto Santana in some way. The brunettes peace and quiet was filled with a soft voice, coaxing out of her dreams. “Five more minutes.” She mumbled, rolling onto her stomach, hoping Santana would just curl back up with her and join her in the sleeping fest. 

Santana had been spending the summer at her New York brownstone, commuting back and forth to New Jersey for summer training. She wanted to be close to her girlfriend without being up under her. She knew she had roommates and didn’t want to get in the way of their routine seeing as she already had places to stay. Santana was laying in her bed, haven just woken up and stretches before turning to her side to see her girlfriend still fast asleep. Rachel and Santana had been through a lot together, and she couldn’t think of having someone else by her side. Santana kissed the girl’s shoulder then forehead. “Baby wake up, Quinn and her new boo is going to be here soon with the twins and we are having a family trip to the zoo. Come on we have to get Nora ready then get ready ourselves.”

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She blushed, smiling brightly that there were crinkles next around her eyes. She never smiled this way unless it was Santana making her happy. She was the only one she really smiled for. “I understand.” Rachel placed her hand on top of her girlfriends own hand, her thumb rubbing against her knuckles comfortingly. “I’ll be here for you, always. Even if you just want me to hold you, I will.” She understood how hard it was for the Latina. After dealing with the mafia and her family, it would take a toll on your life. It was never easy when your girlfriends mother despises your existence. The brunette could only hope her love was safe now. She would do anything to protect her from any more pain; physical or emotional. The girl couldn’t help but giggle at her ladies words, the compliments were making her heart flutter. “And so are you, football star. The amount of success for her relationship didn’t matter like it used to. She wasn’t worried about anything, she loved Santana for more than just her future football title and she knew it was the same for the other. Rachel complied with her girlfriend, kneeling against the bed and spreading her legs. “Mm.” She bit her lip, relaxing as she felt Santana’s soft hands on her lips, until she was surprised with the next more. “Fuck.” She hissed loudly, gasping as she thrust into her. “Oh yes, fuck me so good.” 

“That’s because you aren’t busting into song at the drop of a dime like you use to as well as you’ve matured more. We’re both work in processes but we’ll better ourselves together. Because there is no way I’m letting you go anytime soon.” She looked at her girlfriend and shook her head. “I do, I just feel the need to rectify my time with the mafia and all the shit I’ve done. I just want to be better I need to be better.” She explained. She knew where her girlfriend was coming from and was trying to say but she had her demons that she still needed to deal with. She had to grow up and mature fast but in the process she made some incredible mistakes that to this day messed with her mind from time to time. When she saw tears begin to roll down Rachel’s face, for a minute she thought she had said something wrong and upset the shorter girl. That was until she muttered those three words that always the Latina’s heart flutter. “I love you too Rae.” She gave the younger girl a look saying ‘are you serious?’. “Of course I do. Rachel you are going to be a household name. You are so incredibly talented. There is no way that you won’t meet and go past your goals you have set for yourself right now.” She told her honestly. She knew Rachel was probably going to be the more successful of the two and she was perfectly okay with that. She didn’t need to be the more successful one in the relationship unlike the other petite brunette’s exs, because she knew that wasn’t how relationships worked. Santana smirked and nodded before pulling her girlfriend closer to her by her hips. She raised the girl’s hips so that she was on her knees and kept her face on the bed. “I’m going to fuck you so good you won’t be able to get out of bed for day” She husked thrusting into her.

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“I’m sure I’m a work in progress as well, I’m much less annoying then I used to be.” She giggled, slipping closer to the older teenager. “You don’t have to try you know, I love you so much and that will never change, no matter what. Understand?” She knew the pair had grown up a lot since high school and matured much quicker than their friends due to being parents at such a young age, but Rachel wouldn’t change her life for the world. Sure, her teenage years had been much more traumatic then Marley’s or Sam’s, but somehow she survived, alongside Santana and Quinn. Two people she would have never thought would give her the time of day, but were now her best friends. Those two women knew more about her life then even her fathers were aware of. Luckily, they didn’t ask too many questions about their daughters life. She sighed, reminiscing in the past was never something that appealed to the brunette, but she had to talk about it sometime or another. She looked down at her freshly painted pink nails, wiggling them as she thought about the way she used to be treated by so many men in her life. She felt a tear roll down her cheek, not due to sadness, but happiness of the woman who could give her so much love and support, even when they were miles apart. “I love you.” The girl smiled brightly, bringing her hand up to wipe the trail of tears from her tanned skin. It was nice to heart that Santana thought so highly of her, Rachel felt the same with her girlfriend. She knew she was going to be a football superstar. “You really think that?” She knew the answer already, but she wanted to hear it from the Latina’s lips. She laid back against the bed, running her hands down her chest. She had never felt comfortable with her body until Santana came along and showed her that her body was perfect to her. “Maybe this?” She rolled over onto her stomach, looking over her shoulder innocently. “But not just this. I wanna try a lot of positions tonight.” 

She laughed at her girlfriends reaction, knowing it was probably just what she was going to do. She caressed the girl’s cheek before leaning in to capture her lips for a short but meaningful kiss. “Not everyone, but then again than who don’t, they don’t matter. Just, thank you for loving me. For helping make me into who I am today. I know I’m still a work in process but just know, I’ll never stop trying to be better for you, Nora, or the twins.” Santana conveyed. She wrapped her arms around Rachel and comforted her. “Rae, don’t. What he did wasn’t your fault. He manipulated you and took advantage of you. Never feel like a fool because he didn’t leave you, you left him. He walked away and only the strong can walk away from terrible situations likes that. You live and you learn and you have become such a strong and admirable person now because of it. Never hate yourself. Look at your life now, you’re here in New York with a gorgeous daughter and someone who loves and supports both you and said daughter as if she was my own. In the end he didn’t break you Rae, nor did he make you. You made you.” The Latina explained to her girlfriend. Santana whipped Rachel’s eyes and kissed the tear tracks. “Just like your number one fan always tries to make it to every single performance the future EGOT winner has.” She nodded and pulled Rachel into her chest as she got out the tube. The dried off quickly before the taller girl threw her girlfriend over her shoulder and made their way to the bedroom and laid the shorter brunette down. “How do you want me to fuck you this time mi amor?”

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“Rae you just don’t know how much you have change my life just by knowing you. And I swear to god, I will get out this tub and we won’t have sex for the rest of my time here if you bust out in For Good.” She warned her. “But seriously you, your family, Quinn, everyone had a part of making me into who I am but you had a very significant part. I don’t think I’d be who I am today if I hadn’t met you.” Santana was never the extremely sentimental type, but when she was anyone who her knew she meant every single word she said. “You know as much as I hated and probably will always hate Drew for what he did to you, I was always kind of jealous of him. He had one of the most genuinely caring girls on his arm and he just mistreated you. I know I haven’t been the best girlfriend to you, especially in the beginning, but I am trying to hard to never hurt you like he did. All I ever want to do is love and cherish you. I don’t even look at another girl because I know where I belong, and that’s here with you.” She honestly couldn’t picture the rest of her life with Rachel by her side. She knew in her heart that in the next few years she was going to marry the future starlet. She was just waiting for them to either finish school or maybe earlier if the Latina feels like she can’t wait any longer. She felt the shorter brunette’s hand wrap around her cock and began to pump up and down. The Latina attached her lips to the girls neck as she moaned. “I love having you at my games. You’re my good luck charm.” 

She rolled her eyes, but couldn’t help but laugh at her girlfriends accusation. She place her hand over her heart. “I promise I won’t.” Her heart fluttered at the girls words, it always surprised her when Santana got sentimental. It wasn’t because she never did, but when she did you should always listen because her words always meant the most. “Everyone will always love you Santana. Tey just can’t help it.” Some people who knew them thought it was odd that Santana’s ex-girlfriend and current girlfriend both had children but Rachel didn’t mind. Sure, Santana would always have a special spot in her heart for Quinn, but they both moved on and understood each other. If Rachel didn’t have the Latina she would probably be stuck with someone degrading or worse; with Drew again. “Sometimes I still feel like a fool for letting him do that to me.” She sighed, those months of terrible memories flooding her mind again. The girl hated it when she was alone with her thoughts, it would get bad sometimes. She had told herself when she was younger that she would never depend on a man, and look what happened. “I hate myself for it.” She muttered, a tear rolling down her cheek. She didn’t mean to cry, she just hated herself for letting it get so bad. “I know you love me, and you don’t have to try so hard. You already have my heart.” She gave her girlfriend a smile. “You always will.” Rachel had no idea if they were going to get married or not, but she didn’t mind. She had her love and that’s all that mattered. But she definitely wouldn’t be opposed to making it official. “You’re number one fan always tries to be there for the best football player in the world.” She winked up at the other girl, sitting up and placing her legs on either side of her body. “How about we get out of this tub and go back into the bedroom?” 

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Santana smiled and held Rachel a little closer to her. “I love you too mi amor. I’m only great because of you. You helped me become who I am now.” she responded and bit her lip to the open mouth kisses she received. “I wouldn’t have thought that we would be here either in the beginning. But I am so glad that we have. I can’t see my life without you now. You’re my everything Rae.” She said honestly. They had been through hell and back together but when it came down to it, they always found each other and figured things out. She rubbed her girlfriend’s back when she started to get emotional, knowing that’s just how she was. “You know I would do anything for you. I love you with all my heart and soul Rae. And that ain’t never changing.” She said before watching her girlfriend’s hand travel back to the water. “You know I can never get enough of your lips wrapped around me or being deep inside of you.” She loved to make Rachel smile, and if giving her gifts did that then she would. She kissed the shorter girl back and nodded. “Okay baby. I brought you the tickets you asked for too.”

“I may have had a teeny tiny part of it.” She raised her hand, using her index finger and thumb to show her the size before speaking. “But you are great because you’re you.” She touched her heart with her palm, smiling as she felt her heartbeat. The soothing sound she loved to fall asleep too. The steadiness and how it felt beneath her fingertips. She owned that heart inside Santana, just like Santana owned the heart in her. Her smile grew wider at her confession, her fingers drawing hearts on her skin. “I still remember when I was dating Drew and I would try my best to sneak glances at you when you were at your locker.” Rachel confessed, it may have seemed childish, but even when she was dating someone, she always craved Santana’s attention, even if she didn’t know it herself. She never thought she loved the Latina, but everything that happened since they first met made sense to her now. Rachel knew what her girlfriend was saying was true, they always loved each other, especially when they tried to pretend they didn’t. It was silly of them to try and fight it because in the end, they would always be together. She smirked, her hand hovering over her girlfriends cock. “Well than maybe we should have a quick round two.” She teased, pumping her girlfriend with her small hand. “Lovely, I can’t wait to see you in action.” She always loved visiting Santana and going to her football games. She was one of those cute but embarrassing girlfriends. Wearing eye black and one of her girlfriends spare jerseys. She would always go all out to support her girlfriend. 

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Santana watched her girlfriend trace over her ink clad skin, looking as if she was in deep thought. When she realized that the tattoo she was tracing over was the one she got in New York with Rachel when they were in high school she smiled and kissed the top of her girlfriend’s head. “What’s going through that beautiful head of yours, estrella?” She asked. She laughed and mentally thought of how it wasn’t hard to get that motive of hers done. “Well you know me, all I gotta do is hear you moan and I’m right back hard and ready if you want to go for a round two later.” She smirked “It’s a teddy bear with a Rutgers jersey and my number and last name on the back. I know I can’t be there when you need me all the time. But maybe this little guy, or girl, will help you through it until I can.”

She hummed at the feeling of the kiss placed on her head, reminiscing in the times they shared together. “Just thinking about how much I love you and how great you are.” She mumbled against her girlfriends skin, placing a few open mouth kisses along her chest. “I never would have thought I could be here with you right now. Having you as my girlfriend for this long.” The two had been through so much, and in the end they would always seem to get back with each other somehow. “I just keep thinking about everything you’ve done for me, and taught me.” She didn’t mean to get this emotional, but she knew Santana wouldn’t make fun of her for it. She giggled, placing her hand back in the water, warming her skin up again. “Well I’m definitely not opposed to the offer.” She was always surprised when Santana showered her with gifts, but this one meant a lot to her. Now she had something to help her sleep when her girlfriends usually did that. “Thank you, baby.” Rachel sat up a bit, pressing a kiss to the Latina’s lips. “That’s really sweet of you. Maybe I’ll bring him when I come see your next game.” 

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Rachel raised her hand, carefully tracing the tattoos that were scattered along her girlfriends skin. When they were teenagers, should could never understand the point of tattoos, she had seen many that were so pointless and quite creepy. But she realized they weren’t that bad and got her first tattoo with Santana. It was funny to think back and notice how much Santana was involved in her life, and changed it for the better. She sighed happily, shaking her head a little. “Not really, getting you in bed was actually my next motive.” She smirked, leaning her head back to get a good look at her girlfriend. “Definitely not. They could never.” Her brow quirked, usually Rachel didn’t mind presents but what could possibly be something she could have that could help on a rough day? “What is it?”

Santana kissed the top of Rachel’s head and relaxed. “I love you too mi amor. Always will until I take my last breath.” She spoke and smiled down at Rachel.”So did you have anything else planned other then dinner? I don’t want to ruin anymore of your plans for us. Though I don’t think you could count those orgasms I gave as ruining things.” She joked. “Oh and brought you something so remind me later to give it to you. It’s not much but just something for you when I can’t be here and you’re having a rough day.”

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Rachel laid still, trying to hide the mad blush that was covering her cheeks or the fact that she knew people could hear her, and she sort of liked it. Having sex with Santana was always different, the Latina knew every single inch of Rachel’s body and could make her cum any way she wanted to. She licked her lips at the mention of Santana’s dick, she always loved having her mouth fucked by her girlfriend. She cuddled close to Santana once she was picked up, her sore muscles instantly relaxing when she was put in the tub. “Mm, this is too good.” Rachel cuddled into Santana’s chest, kissing her neck. Her eyes flickered to to older girls, smiling. “I love you.”

Santana looked at her girlfriend and laughed. “Rae stop acting like the neighbors can’t hear your moans when you I’m fucking you so damn good your eyes roll into the back of your head. Or my moans when my dick his hitting the very back of your throat.” She retorted with no shame. Santana made sure their bath wasn’t too hot for them before walking back to her girlfriend’s room and smiling at her petite frame looking as if she was sleep. She scooped up the girl she loved and carried her to the bathtub and placed her inside before getting in herself and wrapped her arms around Rachel. “I love moments like this.”

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Rachel blushed madly, her brows raising at her choice of words, her finger placed over her lips to shush her loud girlfriend. "Santana! Don't say that." She didn't want her neighbours to her the dirty things she did to her. She was a polite young lady, she wasn't supposed to show her vulgar side. "I'll give you that." Grimacing at the thought of the old man using the recording for his own pleasure. "Thank you, babe." She called after her girlfriend, relaxing against the sheets. She closed her eyes for a few minutes, her ears perked up as the water began to run.

“Rae I get to do that because I’m your girlfriend. I’m the only one who gets to have that talented mouth of yours wrapped around their rock hard dick. He can think all he wants, but you have do admit him recording our moans is creepy as fuck.” She shrugged. “Spare me what Porcelain likes to play with, I still want to have some type of appetite today.” She said before getting out the bed. “I’ll go run it and come back for you.” With that she went to her girlfriend’s bathroom and got their bath ready.

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"Oh he isn't that bad. I'm fine, believe me. And it's not like you don't jerk off to the thought of me, right? It's a nice compliment. Sort of." She moved some of the loose hair that fell in her eyes behind her ear. "Kurt isn't much help, especially when he's playing with his boyfriend. Which is extremely gross by the way." Her nose scrunched up, pursing her lips. "Okay." She shrugged. "Only if you join me."

The look of pure disgust was evident on Santana’s face. “He’s a creepy guy and I swear he has the hots for you. If you ever find yourself alone with him, call me or Kurt.” She said not wanting anything to happen to Rachel. The Latina was about to protest her girlfriend rolling off of her until she cuddled into her side. “Babe don’t worry about dinner. I’m not even that hungry right now and I’d much prefer dinner to be cold than burned. I can just warm it up and eat it later.” She turned her head to the other girl and pecked her lips. “Want me to run you a bath? I heard you wince, sorry if I was a little too rough.”

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She smiled, leaning forward to place a gentle kiss on her lovers soft lips. "You know he sometimes masterbates to us." She crinkled her nose, remembering the time she had went to deliver those cookies, only to hear a recording of their moans coming from behind the door. "It's gross." Rachel rolled her eyes, shaking her head. "No, you don't have to, this definitely made up for whatever you missed." She rolled off Santana's body, cuddling into her side; wincing at the pain between her legs. Her thoughts went to the dinner she had made earlier. "Shit. Dinners probably cold now. I'm sorry."

Santana laughed at the thought of the last time they were woken up by the angry man rambling about them being too loud. She nodded her head and kissed the top of Rachel’s head. “I’ll put them on later. For now I just want to hold and talk to you.” She said holding her girlfriend tighter. “When is your next performance? I gotta make up for the last one I miss?”

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Rachel placed her hand on her girlfriends chest, resting her chin there. She took a moment, translating the sentence that was spoken, thankfully Santana had been teaching her more Spanish through FaceTime and her weekend visits. She let out a laugh at her true statement. "I've got leftover cookie mix from the last time it happened, that usually makes Mr. Clifford happy." She nodded. "Probably not, but I kinda like it that way."

As Santana slid out of Rachel, she immediately missed the warm hug around her dick. When her girlfriend rolled on top of her she smiled and wrapped her arms around her, making sure she wasn’t going anywhere, and kissed her. “Te amo tambian mi estrella.” She told her. “I’ll handle the noise complains we’re bound to get soon. Pretty sure if I was as good as the last time you won’t be able to get out of bed.”

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