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im noticing that for a lot of americans “free palestine” has been an ideological motto and symbol rather than them actually believing in their heart that freedom is attainable and necessary

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I genuinely actually believe Julien Baker is the greatest living songwriter and it just goes unnoticed because people are too focused on her appearance to appreciate her lyricism and art. Like yeah I have a crush on her as much as the next person but I haven’t come across a more honest, raw and vulnerable lyricist before. I hope she gets the recognition she deserves someday because that’s truly a once in a generation talent.

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souvenir by boygenius who else agrees

#something insane about julien’s verse in that one tbh

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🐂 🤠 💚

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“From the River to the Sea.” A Poem by Samer Abu Hawwash, translated by Huda Fakhreddine

every street, every house, every room, every window, every balcony, every wall, every stone, every sorrow, every word, every letter, every whisper, every touch, every glance, every kiss, every tree, every spear of grass, every tear, every scream, every air, every hope, every supplication, every secret, every well, every prayer, every song, every ballad, every book, every paper, every color, every ray, every cloud, every rain, every drop of rain, every drip of sweat, every lisp, every stutter, every yamma, mother, every yaba, father, every shadow, every light, every little hand that drew in a little notebook a tree or house or heart or a family of a father, a mother, siblings, and pets, every longing, every possibility, every letter between two lovers that arrived or didn’t arrive, every gasp of love dispersed in the distant clouds, every moment of despair at every turn, every suitcase on top of

every closet, every library, every shelf, every minaret, every rug, every bell toll in every church, every rosary, every holy praise, every arrival, every goodbye, every Good Morning, every Thank God, every ‘ala rasi, my pleasure, every hill ‘an sama’i, leave me alone, every rock, every wave, every grain of sand, every hair-do, every mirror, every glance in every mirror, every cat, every meow, every happy donkey, every sad donkey’s gaze, every pot, every vapor rising from every pot, every scent, every bowl, every school queue, every school shoes, every ring of the bell, every blackboard, every piece of chalk, every school costume, every mabruk ma ijakum, congratulations on the baby, every y ‘awid bi-salamtak, condolences, every ‘ayn al- ḥasud tibla bil-‘ama, may the envious be blinded, every photograph, every person in every photograph, every niyyalak, how lucky, every ishta’nalak, we’ve missed you, every grain of wheat in every bird’s gullet, every lock of hair, every hair knot, every hand, every foot, every football, every finger, every nail, every bicycle, every rider on every bicycle, every turn of air fanning from every bicycle, every bad joke, every mean joke, every laugh, every smile, every curse, every yearning, every fight, every sitti, grandma, every

sidi, grandpa, every meadow, every flower, every tree, every grove, every olive, every orange, every plastic rose covered with dust on an abandoned counter, every portrait of a martyr hanging on a wall since forever, every gravestone, every sura, every verse, every hymn, every ḥajj mabrur wa sa ‘yy mashkur, may your ḥajj and effort be rewarded, every yalla tnam yalla tnam, every lullaby, every red teddy bear on every Valentine’s, every clothesline, every hot skirt, every joyful dress, every torn trousers, every days-spun sweater, every button, every nail, every song, every ballad, every mirror, every peg, every bench, every shelf, every dream, every illusion, every hope, every disappointment, every hand holding another hand, every hand alone, every scattered thought, every beautiful thought, every terrifying thought, every whisper, every touch, every street, every house, every room, every balcony, every eye, every tear, every word, every letter, every name, every voice, every name, every house, every name, every face, every name, every cloud, every name, every rose, every name, every spear of grass, every name, every wave, every grain of sand, every street, every kiss, every image, every eye, every tear, every yamma, every yaba, every name, every name, every name, every name, every name, every name, every name, every name, all…

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thinking about “and i’m pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free” and “give me back my girlhood, it was mine first” is actually making me feel sick to my stomach

#these lyrics shattered my heart the first time i heard them

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I’m fine

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If a worker who isn't the owner says ANYTHING similar to "I'm not really supposed to do this but-" and then does something that helps you, under no circumstances inform the business, including through reviews. You tell them that the worker was polite, professional, the very model of customer service and why you like to go there. You do not breathe a word of the rulebreaking.

#yeah except i’ve been BEGGING to get fired for months now lol

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#i think about this a lot #i hope all my old friends are doing well

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i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point

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when chappell roan said “you’d have to stop the world just to stop the feeling” and when troye sivan said “give me a call if you ever get desperate” and when renee rapp said “so keep on pretending, pretty girl” and suddenly you’re in seventh grade again in love with a straight girl who never liked you but maybe once she did

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oh my god

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this is so djskalsadjsj

#thank god this has been resurrected #i missed it

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thank you for the tag!!

1. rejoice by julien baker

2. pitchin’ fits by drayton farley

3. salt in the wound by boygenius

4. first love/late spring by mitski

5. chinese satellite by phoebe bridgers

6. talk too much by renee rapp

7. ketchum, ID by boygenius

8. a little mercy by city and colour

9. even by julien baker

10. nonbeliever by lucy dacus

tagging everyone who sees this HEHEHEH

Tagged by @starchild--27 to post the top ten songs on my On Repeat playlist 💚

In The Stars by Benson Boone

Nightwalker by Ten

Bad News by Bain, Bitsaeon, and Minseo from Mnet’s Build Up

Dangerously by Bitsaeon and Jay Chang from Mnet’s Build Up

Good Things by Ekoh and Lø Spirit

Beautiful Things by Benson Boone

Grab Me by AB6IX

Meos (The Real) by DKB from Peak Time

Slow Dive by A.C.E

What Do You Want by Benson Boone

I’m still not over Peak Time clearly 😂 also if you wanna cry just give In The Stars a listen

Tagging: @groovychimera @kim-woonhak @toxicrevolver @sunminshine @onmywayv @babytunninjadrac @elevators-and-things @apencilandpen @a-moth-to-the-light and anyone else that wants to!

#stfu jess #julien baker #boygenius #lucy dacus #phoebe bridgers #city and colour #drayton farley #mitski #renee rapp #tag games #<3

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WHAT DO THEY MEAN?? Julien at All Things Go? Really everything is moving now

JULIEN AT ALL THINGS GOOOOO!!!! if only i lived closer to there because the lineup is soooo good

#stfu jess #julien baker #boygenius #anon <3

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Can we see the bracelet??

these are the 2 i’m wearing in the pic i posted the other day! i got the top one at nashville pride last year (it was made by a catholic) and the strawberry woman one at the jason isbell show last month <3

#stfu jess #anon <3 #jason isbell #pride