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it will get better again :)

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Arundhati Roy, The End of Imagination

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𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒 🌙

this New Moon will help give us clarity about our intentions and visions for this year

make sure to rest and recharge

let go of your old self, let go of the past, let go of what no longer serves you

this New Moon opens a path for positive transformations

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Do you think someone can fall out of love?

Or people really can fake love?

people can fall out of the ingredients that keep love together; for example they can feel out of patience, commitment and trust. of course everyone has their ups and downs, and love isn't easy. sometimes you get stuck and blockade the way of love. but all in all love has to be nurturing.

i think what people fake is their interests or their "attachment" which is in that case only based on the fulfillment of their own interests.

#fall out of the ingredients that keep love together #I needed that

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#omfg I just turned 20. #its fleabag :)

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Tell me about the pain that made you more gentle. Tell me about the wars you fought in silence. Tell me about the inside of your soul.

#tell me about the love that softened you #tell me about the love that proves you wrong #tell about the love that broke the expectations of what you deserved

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fleabag's fourth wall breaks being a metaphor for dissociation, and her doing them every scene EXCEPT when she has sex with the priest where she physically shoves away the camera. it being the first time in the entire show where she's fully present in the moment... poetic cinema.

#IM CRYING

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in fleabag episode 4 when the bank manager says “i want to take clean cups out of the dishwasher and put them in the cupboard at home, and the next morning, i want to watch my wife drink from them. and i want to make her feel good.” phoebe waller-bridge why would u write that.

#fleabag has changed my life #i feel so seen in such a bad way

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my main goal in life is genuinely just to have a good day

#your purpose in life is whatever you are currently doing #there is no more precious moment than the present one

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when georges bataille wrote, “no greater desire exists than a wounded person’s need for another wound” & when gillian flynn wrote, “a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort” & when ocean vuong wrote, “sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined” & when lisa m. basile wrote, “did you inherit a sickness? did you blame god? do you believe in god? do you believe in yourself? are you still on fire? did you ever put out the fire?” & when stephen a. guirgis wrote, “why didn't you make me good enough so that you could’ve loved me?”

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sometimes while healing or being triggered or even just being in pain, we focus so much on what is causing our problem, that we forgot that we're not just that. we're much more than anxiety, adhd, our cptsd or anything else. we're more than our pain. we don't start not stop there. the more we focus on our issue and what we lack, the less we pay attention to what we already are and have, and let it slid away from us. being present and taking breaks from healing, is also about this, about coming back to your whole self.

#healing

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#my boyfriend said to me you cant hate the past you its still you #ad he was trying to tell me I deserve to be soft towards myself #and not be so harsh on myself about my mistakes #so heres my self compassion #thank you to all the past versions of me and im sorry i belitted and hated you for so long

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#waking up everday even though its the last thing you want is beautiful #surviving through life can be and is beautiful