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#malice mizer #q

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#buck tick #handsome… #q

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#buck tick #q

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Hass Idriss | Untitled Creation 2024

#fashion

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photodumppp_91 Sawada Shin of Gokusen S1

#matsujun I see you #loved gokusen #misc #q

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#buck tick #q

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#txt #q

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#the gazette #reita

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im a bit jealous of the social life the birds hanging out on the power lines seem to have.

#txt #q

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DIR EN GREY - 「ゆらめき」[33rd SINGLE『19990120』収録] (Promotion Edit Ver.) (CLIP)

#dir en grey #q

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#buck tick #q

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#oh my heart #buck tick

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#gackt #bb gackt specifically #q

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「MY BLOODY VAMPIRE - 2024.01.17.Club Citta」

➴ MYAKU

#dir en grey #fanservice is fucking back baybee #the gif made me literally lol

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˚₊‧꒰ა | 𝔎𝔞𝔪𝔦 | ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

#malice mizer #q

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Buck Tick-2010

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#…oh #txt #this is a big part of why I made so few original posts until recently