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i love when. poems are. ❣️🌷💖

#queue have more friends than you know

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EDDIE & CHIMNEY → 3.13 'Pinned'

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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marisol being a nun and the catholic guilt he still doesn’t know how to let go off and eddie with his arms open fucking crucifixion style as people remove the layers he lets people see. strip him bare until he’s just skin, drunk and loose and happy, letting buck drape himself all over him. carefree. liberated. thinking about it.

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marisol being a nun and the catholic guilt he still doesn’t know how to let go off and eddie with his arms open fucking crucifixion style as people remove the layers he lets people see. strip him bare until he’s just skin, drunk and loose and happy, letting buck drape himself all over him. carefree. liberated. thinking about it.

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OLIVER STARK as EVAN BUCKLEY 911 | 1.02 Let Go

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"i'll never leave," never mind.

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now i'm curious

#oh hell yeah #ill reread the hungergames when im sad #or listen to the audiobook if i need noise #same with pjo and hoo #ive reread they both die at the end at least once a year since i first read it #love rereading things so much #especially audiobook versions

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Internet Safety

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no idea where i was going with this but i abandoned it at the most disconcerting moment possible

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i think we should all consider getting emotional over this xkcd. as a group. let's get emotional about it

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Do you ever talk to your mutuals?

not really i just post things and hope they fall in love with me

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AI defenders will make it seem as if art is this gatekept pastime that only the most elite can partake in and they’re making it possible for the “normies” to create meanwhile one of the most memorable pieces of recent art I’ve ever seen is “My son’s drawing of safe”

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Buck and Eddie are DJing with drag queens. That's going to be an actual scene of the show. Dude what the fuck.

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Wait… Isn’t Ed Balls day coming up? ED BALLS DAY, I HAVE TO GET READY TO CELEBRATE 

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I'm working laaate 📝🕐 cause I'm a singerrrr 🎤💃🏼🎶 oh he looks so cuuute 😍🥰 wrapped round my fingerrrr 🤞🧎‍♂️ my twisted humor 🤪 make him laugh so often 🤭😇 my honey beeee 🍯🐝 come and get this pollen 🌸🌼 too bad your ex don't do it for ya! ❌️🤷🏼‍♀️ walked in and dream came trued it for ya! 💭🔮 soft skin and I perfumed it for ya! 😌💋 I know I mountain dew it for ya! 🥤😋 that morning coffee brewed it for ya! ☕️ one touch and I brand newed it for ya! 💅✨️ now he's thinkin bout meee 🙋🏼‍♀️ every night 🌙🌌 ohh that's that me espresso 💁🏼‍♀️☕️ say you can't sleeeep 💤 baby I know! 🤭 that's that me espresso 💁🏼‍♀️☕️