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Cream & Sugar Pt 7 (1/2)

Pairing: Jake Kiszka + Female Reader

Warnings: Sugar Daddy, Bathroom Sex, Talks About Bruising, A Little Bit of Slapping (let me know if i missed anything) 18+ MINORS DNI

Authors Notes: Hi bb’s! It’s finally here! I’m still editing half of Part 7 so I decided just to go ahead and split it in half, I promised you guys I would post it today, so I’m posting this part now and then pt 2 on Saturday! I want to give a shoutout to everybody I met in Nashville for being the sweetest souls ever :) Love you guys! As usual, let me know what y’all think :)

Word Count: 5.4k

“Ouch.”

Looking into the mirror that is placed delicately on the dresser in front of you - meeting the eyes of the long haired man standing in the doorway.

“What are you talking about?”

“Your back.” Jake pushed himself off the doorframe and slowly made his way over to you. “I guess I really did a number on you last night.”

“Oh these little things?” Turning around so your back was facing the mirror, moving your hand in a motion gesturing towards the blue spots that were kissing your skin.

You arched your back gently as he pressed a digit into painted skin, hissing softly as he gave you a small smirk.

“Yeah, these little things.”

“Well if I remember correctly, I believe it was the door that did this.”

Looking into the coffee irises that you have become very fond of before looking over your shoulder, smiling to yourself as you recalled the night prior where Jacob had you bent over - face pressed against a counter as his hands ran over your back endlessly.

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“What part of ‘drop it’ do you not understand?”

Fuck. You were positive your eyes were the size of golf balls, you started off with the whole ‘Killing my boss’ thing as a joke but once you saw it start to ignite a fire in Jake’s eyes - you couldn’t help yourself. There’s just something about him when he gets angry that draws you in - it makes you want him even more.

You stood silently for a couple of minutes just watching the way his back would tighten and then relax with every movement of his shoulders - the black linen shirt hugging him tight, showing every muscle on his frame. Jake pounded his fist on the door before pushing himself off of it, slowly turning around, making every inch of air you had in your body leave.

Maybe it was the squeak that left your body with the air or maybe it was your doe eyed look, Jake couldn’t help but to tilt his head back and let out a cackle.

“You’re so fucking hilarious. Has anyone ever told you that before?”

Jake paused for a minute, waiting for you to respond to his anger with your own.

“What? Now you have nothing to say? You gave me such an attitude at the table. Now, you’re silent.”

Jake went silent again only to be met with the sounds of you guys taking deep breaths - him out of anger and you out of anticipation for what was coming next.

“Speak y/n.”

“I’m not a dog Jake.” You bite back at him in a sharp tone.

“Oh you’re not? Could’ve fooled me, based on the way you do whatever I want whenever I say. Except you still have this one little habit that I can’t seem to break you of.”

“What’s that?”

“You don’t know when to shut your fucking mouth.”

“You know that’s not true.” You whispered, trying to find the little bit of courage that you had still stored in your body from moments prior.

“No, it is. You’re always trying to push my buttons and princess, you’ve sure perfected it.”

“Ja-”

“Don’t speak unless you’re spoken to. Are you going to be a good little girl and do that for me?” Jake made his way across the restroom, lifting up his hand to brush the hair away from the side of your neck before placing his hand on the nape of your neck.

Slowly nodding your head while maintaining eye contact with the man in front of you - scared to look away. You’ve seen Jake pissed before when it came to you ‘flirting’ with Danny, but this? This was something completely different.

“Good girl. Now, you see this right here?” He held up his black iPhone directly in your line of vision, waiting for you to give him a nod to confirm that you were staying right here in this moment with him.

“I’m going to use this little app right here and bring you to the brink of cumming, but I’m not going to let you. Only good girls deserve to cum.”

You wanted to believe that he was bluffing, but the buzz that started in between your legs just proved that he was telling the truth. Of course, Jake wouldn’t start the vibrations on a low level, he wanted to torture you - he loved the watching you squirm in front of him, the harsh vibration making your thighs jolt in surprise and your mouth part slightly as a small whimper came out.

“Quiet, princess.” Jake mumbled watching your lips in particular almost as if he was in awe with the way your bottom lip would puff in and out as you tried to steady your breathing.

“Ja- Daddy. Please.”

“I thought, I told you to be quiet.” Jake huffed, giving you that smirk that always graced his face when you were in his presence.

“Please.” You whimpered out, biting your bottom lip, knowing that it was a weakness of his.

“Look at you.” He whispered - tugging your lip out of your mouth “I don’t even have it on the highest setting and you’re already losing it.”

You got this y/n. Just keep eye contact with him and he won’t suspect a thing. You repeated that sentence over and over again, hoping that it wasn’t obvious to Jake that you were on the brink of an orgasm.

“Nope, no you don’t. Panties off now.”

Fuck of course he caught on to what I was doing.

“Oh, so you’re deaf now? Take off the panties.” Jake growled out, becoming annoyed once again by your defiance.

“I swear to God. I can’t wait ‘till we’re back home. I can’t wait ruin you, I’m going to fuck you so hard that you forget your name. Turn around.”

You were frozen in your spot - almost as if someone had glued the bottom of your Louboutin’s to the slate gray tile that made the floor of this restroom that Jake seemed so eager to fuck you in.

With a final huff, Jake grabbed your arm, turning you around so the front of your body was pressed firmly against the wall.

“Since you seem to have a hard time following directions, I’ll do it for you.” Jake hissed in your ear as he lifted up the back of your yellow sundress, fingers dipping into the sides of the black fabric, pulling it away and then letting it snap back onto your skin, before slowly inching them off your body.

“Did you really think I wouldn’t know you were about to cum? Baby, I know all the signs your body gives me. I don’t have to be in your tight little cunt to know when you’re about to cum.”

“Da- '' You were quickly cut off by Jake, him sucking his teeth at you disapprovingly - while delivering a strike to your left ass cheek.

“Shut up. I didn’t tell you to speak. Where was I? Oh, that’s right. Your inner thighs always twitch when you start to get close, your bottom lip starts trembling, and your eyes - God, your eyes. They start to gloss over while you stare at me with that innocent look you always have.”

Jake speaks into your ear, watching in amusement as his hot breath hits your cartilage, causing your body to shudder. That was one thing you noticed early on about Jake, he always seemed to find pleasure with watching you react to him. Everytime you guys would fuck, you noticed how his eyes would gloss over with lust as he saw your breathing change and when he felt your heartbeat fastening. If you were to be honest with yourself - you would admit that deep down inside you got off on him getting off on the way you looked.

“Turn around.”

Jake moved a couple of inches backwards, giving you the space to turn around, slowly moving your eyes to meet his gaze. Anger looks good on him, thinking to yourself that this version of him right now is something that you will always want to keep engraved into your brain.

“I’m going to fuck you right now. It’s going to be hard and fast, I need you to stay quiet for me. Only speak when spoken to. You got that princess?”

The man in front of you sneered out - holding himself up by the one hand that is placed parallel to your right ear - as Jake holds your gaze, eyes searching yours constantly to make sure you understand every word he’s saying.

“You know I need words, baby.” Jake mumbled out as you nodded your head.

“Yes Jake.”

Letting out a small squeal as Jake landed a harsh blow to your right ass cheek, fuck that’s going to leave a mark.

“I said I understood.” You quirked your eyebrows back at him, surprising yourself with the new found boldness that was in your chest.

“Watch your fucking tone. You know how to address me. Do it correctly.”

“Yes Daddy. I understand perfectly. Crystal clear.”

“I was going to let you cum this time, looks like that’s not happening now.”

Your mouth falling open in shock as Jake raised his eyebrows at you. It’s been a month since you’ve had any sort of relief. Due to the rules of a specific clause in the contract - it stated that you were not allowed to perform the act of masturbating without Jacob T. Kiszka present. Sure, you tried to do it on countless nights when he was busy. But, in true Jake fashion, he would always call you right when you are nestled in bed with your favorite candle lit, running your freshly shaven legs against your satin sheets - feeling moisture in between your legs rising.

“What have I told you about having your mouth open?” Jake smirking as he watched you snap your mouth shut at a speedy pace. “I would love to stick my cock in your mouth but I want to feel your pussy gripping me more than anything right now.”

You let a moan slip out of your mouth when Jake ran two of his fingers across your slit, coating them in your juices, before letting them rub two soft, slow, circles on your clit. You felt like at any moment your knees could give out - Jake was an intoxicating enigma. The long haired man in front of you let out at a little chuckle as your head hit the wall with a soft thud - leaving your neck exposed to him.

“Relax princess.” Jake breathed out against your neck, licking a line from the bottom of your throat to the underside of your jaw, pulling back slightly to blow his breath on it, enjoying the way you shuddered.

Feeling your eyes widen as a callused hand grabbed onto your right thigh, harshly hoisting it up, to wrap around his waist, then doing the same with your left leg. You let out a small shriek as you had to grab onto his shoulders that were covered by the linen clothing.

“I’ll never let you fall.” Jake whispered to you, staring deeply into your eyes, slipping the head of his cock into your pussy.

“Fuck, princess. You’re so tight. Did my pretty little cunt miss me as much as I missed her? Huh?” Jake nuzzled against the side of your neck, letting his hot breath tickle you as he buried himself deeper and deeper inside of you.

He had yet to move - both of you closing your eyes for a second, enjoying that sweet bliss of him stretching you out.

“Your pussy’s always such a good girl for me. It takes me so well. Aw, look at that. It’s saying hi to my cock right now.”

Jake nipped at your jawline when your pussy involuntarily clenched around him. You ran your hands up and down his back, gently digging your nails into his back - silently begging for him to give you some type of friction.

“What? What do you want?”

“Daddy, please.”

“Please?” Pulling his head back from your neck, grinning wide when you gave him a pout in return.

“You know what I want.” Sticking out your bottom lip - hoping that he would give in easily, but, of course Jake would never let that happen.

“Words, princess.”

Instead of replying, you tried to optimize the doe eyed look even more - you didn’t think it was possible for you to use your words right now. The feeling of him stretching you out, the cologne, the lust blown look that was clouding his eyes. It was slowly becoming too much for you. You were positive that you could cum right then and there just from staring at each other.

“Is this what you want?” He thrusts harshly up into you, watching with a wicked grin as you let out a shrilling shriek - jumping a couple of inches into the air from the force.

Frantically nodding your head - letting out a small moan, finding yourself to be enjoying the burning sensation of his cock stretching you out. Jake had you pressed snuggly up against the wall, trapping you in with his body. He had you angled in the position where you had to move your face down to be able to catch a glimpse of his eyes. Deciding that you needed more movement now - you kicked your Louboutin’s off, grimincing to yourself as you thought about the scuff that would be on them when you went to go put them on later, you digged the heels of your feet slightly into Jake’s ass, hoping that it would give you enough leverage to start moving yourself up and down.

You found yourself being successful with this, as you pushed up and felt yourself starting to move up and slowly lowering yourself down onto his cock. God, there’s that look again, you thought to yourself, smirking while taking in that sinful look on Jake’s face. His eyes have practically turned black, keeping eye contact with you, while keeping his eyes locked onto your parted mouth.

You were positive that at the speed you were going you would be cumming soon. Thinking that taking a couple of deep breaths you would be able to relax your pussy - hoping to stop how hard you felt yourself tightening around him. Fuck, you thought as you threw your head back, feeling the sudden pressure of Jake’s hand pressing firmly into your hip bone - holding you still.

“Da-”

“No. Don’t try to sweet talk your way out of this.”

Jake delivered a harsh slap against your left ass cheek again, making sure to get his point across.

Fuck that’s going to leave a mark.

“If I remember correctly, I thought I told you to be quiet.”

“I can’t do that. You know I can’t.”

“A little fun fact about me is that I like to push people past their limits. I like to watch them squirm underneath me. I love to watch them lose control.” Jake whispered out in a menacing tone while leaning forward so his mouth was just below your ear - letting his hot breath hit your lobes, driving you crazy.

“We wouldn’t want everybody in the restaurant to hear you coming undone, would we?”

You shook your head frantically side to side - once again not trusting the level your voice would come out at.

“No? Wouldn’t that be hot though? You don’t want that couple at table eight to hear you? You don’t want them to hear you screaming and begging for me to let you cum? Huh? You can tell they just started dating baby, it might give him the courage to go home and fuck his girlfriend just right. He’ll hear you losing yourself and he’ll want his girlfriend to do the same.”

You knew exactly who Jake was talking about. Josh and Jake kept making jokes during dinner about a couple that was sitting a couple of tables over. Jake mentioned the fact that the boyfriend looked so timid to even reach out and touch his girlfriend. You mentioned that you loved it - you loved the way how he was nervous to fuck it up, not forgetting to shoot pointed looks at Jake. Going into this deal you knew that Jake wasn’t the type to be timid - he made it well known that when he wanted something, he went out and got it.

Feeling a hand tightening around your hip, you were brought back to this moment with him and stopping every thought you’ve ever had.

“Or do you think I should take her back to the house and give her the fucking of a lifetime? Give her something that she’ll never forget?”

Your jaw fell wide open as you processed the sentence that the man inside of you spoke. What the fuck.

“No.”

“Are you sure? I think that she would be a good girl for me. Don’t you?” Jake paused to look at you for a second before continuing. “She looks like the type to listen. She looks like the type to do whatever I say and not defy me. Sounds like a dream doesn’t it?”

“Ja-”

This time a harsh slap was delivered amongst your clit, making you jolt upright against him - a moan involuntarily making its way out of Jake’s mouth.

“Daddy, no. Stop. I’ll do whatever you want me to do.” You whined out to him - pleading with him to stop. The last thing you wanted to think about was your sugar daddy fucking someone else. Him entering someone else’s body the way he enters yours.

“Oh you’re actually going to listen?” Jake letting out a short breath while watching in amusement as you shook your head ‘yes’. “You going to be a good girl and listen for once? You’re going to keep quiet? Not let out a single noise?”

Jake quirked his eyebrows up at you.

“Yes, I’ll be a good girl daddy. I promise.” You huffed out, seeming to lose your breath as you made eye contact with him.

“I don’t know if I can trust you to keep to your word.”

He looked at you with a sinister smile - your eyes widening as you thought about all the dirty things that could be running through his head at this exact moment.

“Open your mouth. Now.”

Obeying his orders, you opened up your mouth - wondering what he’s possibly going to do next. Your eyebrows furrowed while Jake was digging into his back pocket, his face turning stone cold.

“Delicious.” Jake murmured after he brought the lacy fabric up to his nose for a quick sniff before sticking his tongue out to taste the remainder of your moisture that was gathered there.

“Want to try it baby?”

He didn’t give you time to respond as he stuffed the fabric into your open mouth. Your eyes opened wide as he pushed it further into your mouth - not back far enough so you would choke, but enough to make sure you couldn’t make a peep.

“God, princess, if only you could see yourself. You always look so good with your mouth full.”

Jake loosened the grip he had on your hip to bring both of his hands upwards to your neck. You were expecting for him to choke you, but instead he took you by surprise as he let his hands trail down to the v shape neckline you wore, tugging gently, freeing your breasts in the process.

“I wanna watch your titties bounce when I’m fucking you. That okay with you?”

You quickly nodded your head yes as Jake continued smirking, enjoying how eager you were to please him - even though you would deny it if he ever mentioned it.

“Good girl.”

Jake moved his hands back to your hips, slowly stepping away from the pale gray wall - bringing you with him. Him stepping back enough to the point where just your shoulders were pressed against the wall, your lower body at an angle that he would be able to control. Your body shuttered as Jake slowly lifted you up and then slowly brought you down.

You didn’t think you could ever get tired of this feeling - the burn of his cock stretching you out, filling you to the brim. Everytime he moved inside of you, you swore that you could see the stars that shine bright in the darkest skies.

Jake seemed to feel the same way about you, judging by the way his eyebrows furrowed together, except for this time it wasn’t out of worry, it was due to the immense pleasure he was feeling from every flutter your pussy would do around his cock.

“My god princess…. You’re squeezing me so tight. You missed me, didn’t you?”

Jake looks up at you through his hooded eyes as he picks you up a little bit higher and slams you against the wall a little harsh this time.

“Shut up and take whatever I give you.”

Jake hisses out at you as you let out a small whimper, you could already feel the bruises starting to form. It seemed as if your whimpers turned him on even more - he started picking up a brutal pace.

You were positive that the entire restaurant knew what was going on in this restroom. There’s no way they couldn’t. Jakes' thrusts made your shoulders hit the wall with a loud thud every time. Not to mention the loud noise of skin hitting skin.

“Fuck. I missed this pussy so much. I missed the way it would always welcome me. I missed hitting that little spot that turns you into a soaking mess.”

The long haired man in front of you gave another wicked smile as the tip of his cock grazed that exact spot he was talking about. Your head joining your shoulders this time, meeting the wall - your eyes fluttering shut as he did it over and over again.

“I said no cumming.” Jake spit out through his teeth as he lifted a hand up from your hip and delivered a tap to your cheek, forcing your eyes to open in shock - while your pussy squeezed his cock involuntarily.

“Looks like my dirty girl liked that, didn’t she?”

Jake lifted up his hand again to give you an open palm harder tap to the face - he didn’t slap you yet but you could feel him testing out the waters. You watched as he threw his head back, a couple of hair strands sticking to his sweat-ridden face. His adam’s apple moving up and down as he gulped a couple of times, almost as if he was trying to hold onto the last bit of sanity he had.

When Jake finally moved his head back into an upright position - his eyes were pitch black.

“ Turn around.”

He unwrapped your legs from around his waist, dropping them to the floor before he grabbed your right arm, pulling you over to wear the sink sat on a lifted platform. He didn’t say anything, grabbing a fist full of your hair, forcing you to look at the scene in front of you. You widened your eyes as you saw your eyeliner starting to smear down your face, your hair looking tangled, roaming your eyes down to the view of your tits pulled over the neckline of your dress - nipples hard from the lust or the cold air that was circulating in this small room.

Maybe it was both.

Lastly, you took notice of the man behind you, but he wasn’t looking at himself. He was studying your face in the mirror as well, taking a mental image of how you looked right now. His eyes kept flickering towards your mouth, looking at the pair of black panties that separated your mouth slightly. Jake watching with a parted mouth as he heard you let out a small moan when you tasted yourself on them again. Fuck.

“We gotta hurry up. Don’t want poor little Josh to know that i’m fucking you into oblivion right now, would we?”

He took you by surprise and pushed your face down towards the sink - letting you choose which way you wanted your head to lay. Wow, such a gentleman. You rolled your eyes at the action, choosing to lay your right cheek down on the laminated wooden counter, knowing that in this position you could move your eyes a little bit to the side and see bits and pieces of Jake losing himself.

You felt a drop of spit hit your cunt, before feeling Jake’s tip rubbing up and down outside of your folds before slowly slipping in.

“Fuuuck.”

Jake let out a shaky breath as he started moving again. You tried to lift your head up a little bit to look in the mirror - but he wasn’t having that. He lifted your head up for a second before slamming it back down against the counter, while mumbling ‘be still’.

He’s watching himself.

You came to the realization as you looked out of the corner of your eye and saw him staring straight ahead - not breaking his intense glare from the mirror. Your legs started to buckle, knees hitting the cabinets under the sink as you felt yourself starting to get closer, but Jake was coming undone faster than you were. With the mix of this angle, his cock reaching deep inside of you and watching himself was driving him crazy.

Your name was tumbling out of his mouth like a mantra at this point, he was pushing down on your face harder and his other hand moving all over your back, pressing in deep to random parts as he felt himself slowly slipping away.

“I’m almost th-” Jake couldn’t even finish his sentence, him being cut off by the animalistic groan that came out of his mouth as he finished inside of you. Your eyes rolled into the back of your head as you felt the spurts of his cum filling you to the brim.

A couple of minutes had passed before Jake finally let up on your head, pulling out slowly and quietly saying ‘wait a minute’. You closed your eyes as you could hear him pulling up his pants, adjusting himself, letting out soft sighs. Your body shuddered against the counter as you felt a wet paper towel hitting your pussy, he was trying to be gentle but you were a little sore - given that it had been a while since you’ve fucked.

“I know baby, I’m almost done.” Jake spoke softly as he was finishing up.

Once he moved away, you stood up straight, looking in the mirror and tried as much as you could to make yourself look presentable, wiping away the smeared eyeliner, jumping as you felt a hand starting to rake through your hair, brushing out all the tangles. Looking in the mirror to make sure that you weren’t hallucinating, you saw Jake smiling back at you as he ran his fingers through your locks, smoothing them down.

“I forgot I grabbed these before we left.” He mumbled as he dropped to his knees, holding out a pair of tan panties, lifting each leg separately as he put them on you, slowly shimmying them up your legs.

“You brought me a pair of underwear? Did you have this planned the whole time?” You looked at the man that stood before you, finding yourself starting to get lost in the chocolate eyes that were staring back at you.

“Did I plan it? No. But I was hoping it would happen.”

Yep, I’m definitely hallucinating. You thought to yourself as you watched Jake look back at himself in the mirror, fixing his shirt, before grabbing a singular rose out of the bouquet that was currently sitting on the counter in a glass vase.

“What are you doing?” Lifting up your eyebrows as you took the rose out of his outstretched hand.

“I thought you knew I was a hopeless romantic.” Jake rolled his eyes, opening the bathroom door - but making sure to land another slap to your left ass cheek.

Fucker.

Walking back out into the restaurant you were shocked to see your food already put into boxes while Josh was sitting there taking a phone call.

“Oh! They’re back. I gotta go now love. I’ll be home tomorrow night…..I know, I miss you too. I love you.”

You were sure your eyes were as wide as golf balls as you just heard Josh end the phone call. Your heart swelling as you thought about the idea, everything was starting to make more sense now. The way Jake’s brothers told you that Josh was nosey when it came to Jake’s personal life - the way how Josh questioned you about your feelings for his brother. Josh wanted his twin to be in love too.

“You guys ready to go?” Josh beamed at the two of you.

“You boxed up our food up?” Jake looked at Josh with a quizzical look.

“Yeah, it was the least I could do. I ate while you two were in the bathroom playing checkers. That’s what you were doing, right y/n?”

You felt your cheeks flushing red as the curly headed man looked at you.

“Leave her alone.” Jake mumbled, grabbing the boxes off the table, placing a lower hand on your back, leading you towards the door.

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“Y/n, earth to y/n?” You snapped out of your trance to find Jake snapping his fingers in front of your face.

“Yeah, I’m ready to go.”

Nodding his head at you, Jake made his way out into the hallway - looking over his shoulder to make sure that you were following him.

“Have fun you two!” Josh chuckled at you two, flashing you a toothy grin watching your face starting to redden again. It’s almost as if the twins have a game going in between themselves to see who can make you blush the most.

Climbing into the black suv, you couldn’t help but to stare at Jake. Everything just felt so weird. Besides the one night you spent at his house when you were drunk, this was the first time you’ve seen him in casual clothes. Usually he was dressed up in a suit or some type of linen shirt with dress pants. But today? Today he was wearing regular jeans and a red t-shirt.

You felt his hand inching it’s way over your thigh, trying to make it’s way closer to you - watching in amusement as a little smile formed on the man’s face. His pinky coming in contact with yours, rubbing smoothly against yours.

“Are you trying to hold my hand right now?”

“Jesus. Way to kill the romance.” Jake chuckled into the air.

“What’s up with you today? You’ve been nice. Are you dying?”

You raised a hand up to Jake’s forehead trying to see if he had a fever. There’s no way in hell that he was trying to be romantic with you. This isn’t something that you two do.

This is wrong.

Jake took your hand off of his forehead, interlocking your fingers, kissing the back of your palm before settling your hands onto your thigh.

“I’m not always a dick.”

He took his eyes off the road for a split second to look over at you, laughing when he saw the confused look on your face.

“Relax, I’m not dying.”

“I hope not.. I would go back to being super poor.”

“Haha, very funny.” You weren’t looking at his face but you were almost certain that he was rolling his eyes at you.

“Where are you taking me?”

“Can you just relax and look out the window or something?”

“No, I want to know where you’re taking me.” You filled your air up with cheeks and slowly blew the air out, waiting for him to respond.

“Do you remember clause nineteen, section four?”

“You can’t be serious right now.” You rushed out as you turned your body to face him - well as much as the seatbelt would allow you to.

“That’s right. I planned us a little date.”

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Rhythm and Blues

I have had Jackie and Wilson on repeat in my head all day so I whipped this up. It is minimally edited but it is here! I suggest listening while reading.

Pairing: Sam Kiszka x f!reader, dad!Sam Kizska

Word Count: 3.5K

Summary: You and Sam were an instant connection from the moment you met. When Sam is away touring you find that you're pregnant and aren't sure how he will react.

Warnings: Pregnancy talk (nothing detailed), dad!Sam, Hozier references, cheesy shit, fluff !!

Spring 2023

It wasn’t the easiest path that you and Sam had found yourself upon. With him constantly away on tour and you working long hours it wasn’t often that you got to spend quality time.

So naturally when you found yourself wrecked with morning sickness you were terrified to confirm your suspicions. Slowly making your way to the local clinic you knew what they were going to say but that didn’t change the shaking and tearing at your insides of telling Sam.

~~~

You met at a bar one night in Los Angeles. He was there filming a music video and you were chasing after your sister who had once again took after her long dead dreams of acting. He and his brothers came in like a whirlwind making the small dive bar come alive in an instant. You were instantly drawn to them. After one too many Vodka Crans you found yourself at the bar at the same time as the one that you couldn’t help staring at all night. Next thing you know there was a soft hand on the small of your back and a drink being brought to you at no cost. You looked up to see him giving you the wildest grin and you knew you were done for. Those caramel eyes were calling your name. The night turned to more drinks and dancing but in a new booth, where you learned more about the beautiful strangers. You were squished into a booth between Danny who sat beside Josh, and beside him his twin Jake. On the other side of you was the handsome man that ushered you over here. You learned his name was Sam but after hearing his brothers call him Sammy boy that’s all you kept saying. Even through the daggers he sent at Jake for that one he blushed every time you uttered it.

The night was honestly a whirlwind and you barely remembered the end of it once you woke up. What you didn’t expect was to see your phone with a notification waiting for you.

Sammy Boy: Hope you made it home safe. It was lovely spending the night with you. May I suggest we do it again tonight?

You read the messages smiling and quickly responded planning what bar to meet him in that night.

From there everything happened so fast. For the two of you it was an instant spark, a connection meant to last.

~~~

And that’s how you found yourself here. Helplessly in love with a man you won’t see for another 2 weeks, carrying his child. You left the clinic holding back tears. You’ve never had this conversation with Sam, hell you weren’t sure you ever wanted this yourself. You were both content with how your life was. God how were you going to handle an infant with him on the road? But first you had to figure out how to tell him. In a moment of panic you called the first person on your mind as you began your drive home - Josh.

You were frantic once he picked up.

“Hey Mama! What's u-“

“Josh I really need to tell you something and you need to be alone” you rushed out cutting him off. He was concerned by obliged quickly making sure he was in a private place.

“Y/n are you okay? What happened? Why are you calling me and not Samuel?” he asked with a hint of worry in his voice.

“Josh I-“ you kept stuttering as you pulled into your driveway. You just couldn’t get it out.

“Y/n you’re scaring me” he pleaded with you on the other line.

“Josh I’m pregnant” you all but yelled into the phone once it finally came out. He was silent for a moment, you could hear him take a breath as he thought of what to say next.

“Y/n. Is it not my brothers?” he asked quietly and you began to hold back choked sobs hearing that question.

“Of course it’s your brothers Josh! That’s why I’m so scared. What should I do? How do I tell him? What is he gonna say? Oh my god I am so sorry I can’t ruin his career! Will he even want this?” you word vomit to Josh as you’re rushing into your home. Josh paused for a moment before starting to laugh. You get angry for a second but for some reason that sound coming through the speaker calms you down.

“Oh Y/n” Josh spoke softly. “He loves you so much. It will be okay. Okay? Listen, we have a few days between the next few shows. Do you want to come see him? Or do you want to wait until we are back? Anything you need y/n I’m here. He’s gonna be happy I promise you. And if he’s not I’ll find us a new bass player.” He joked with you. You were praising whoever was up above that willed you to call Josh. He always knew how to help.

“I think I want to come see him, is that okay? As long as you don’t think it will mess with the band.” You were hesitant.

“Go put on some music and get packing. I’ll have our team getting you to us by tomorrow morning. Tonight even. I’ll see you soon Starshine!” and with that the line went dead.

You stared down at your phone and wiped the tears from your eyes. You did as Josh said and began to pack thinking of how you were going to break the news to Sam when it hit you. You would go to your favorite bakery and get him his favorite cake. You quickly threw clothes in a bag and then went on your way.

With perfect timing as you arrived your phone pinged with a text from Sam.

Sammy Boy: Was that you on the phone with my brother earlier? What are you plotting my sunny girl?

You took a picture of yourself out front of the bakery and sent it him doing your best to pretend in your reply.

“Just planning on what to get you once you return! Miss you so much! Can’t wait to see you so soon”

You pocketed your phone and went in to browse what they had to offer. While you wanted to get Sam his cake you realized it might not fit well onto a place so you decided on the next best thing and got two cake pops. Conveniently being able to get one pink and blue you just smiled at the cashier you’ve grown to know over the years as she eyed your choice. As you left you got a text from Josh.

Joshua Micheal: Found a flight tonight, can’t wait to see you MAMA!!!!

You laughed and rushed back to your home to finish packing and be ready for your ride to the airport. Before leaving you stopped outside your guest room and stared for a moment reminiscing the drunken nights you had found another Kiszka passed out in here. Soon these walls would house a nursery. You looked down to see your hand shaking once again. You and Sam were known for getting yourself into trouble but you couldn’t help but wonder Oh god Samuel what have we done this time. The ride to the airport and the flight itself were a blur. When you landed it wasn’t a team member waiting to greet you but Josh himself sitting in the transport van.

You began to sob as he pulled you in for a hug. “Come here starshine” he said quietly rubbing your back as you hiccuped. “He’s going to be so excited to see you. He might be asleep so we’re gonna have to wake him but I won’t think he’s mad for this surprise.” he said with a wink releasing you and letting you settle into your seat. He was giving you a questioning look as if he had something to ask and you couldn’t help but laugh at his thinking face. You knew what he was thinking.

“I brought cake pops from our favorite bakery. I was thinking of giving him them and saying something cute but I’m not sure if I can get the words out. I might have to write it down.”

Josh just smiled and handed over his little yellow book that he seemingly pulled out of nowhere. “Need help?”

You sighed in relief and nodded as you retrieved the two cake pops from your tote bag. He saw your color choices and beamed, handing you a pen.

“2 cake pops, one pink and one blue, soon we will be expanding our family, no more just me and you!” Josh said with a smirk.

“That’s so fucking cheesy..I like it” you quickly ripped out a piece of paper and scribbled it down. Taking a deep breath you turned to Josh as he looked at you with an endearing smile. The radio began playing a familiar tune by Hozier as you continued your ride to the hotel. As you approached your destination and the song finished Josh turned to you one last time.

“Sammy boy sings this song and says it’s how he feels about you. Room 514!” He all but jumped and ran out of the van as you followed, still terrified.

Up to 514 you went and with a shaky knock at the door you stood trying to hold back tears. You went to knock again, nervous Sam was asleep but the door was unlocking and opening before you could. There he stood with plaid pajama pants loosely hanging from his hips and a worn out hoodie, hair in a messy bun clearly ready to sleep. You couldn’t stop yourself as you burst into tears looking up at him scared of what to say. He looked extremely concerned and you were in his arms in an instant.

“My love, are you okay? What happened? How did you get here?” as he was asking Josh scurried past to his room sending Sam a wink before slamming his own door. You continued to cry into Sam’s chest before stepping back and taking a deep breath.

“I’m so sorry this is late but I really didn’t want to keep this from you for too long so I called Josh and he got me out here and-“ as you continued to ramble Sam was slowly pulling you into his room and closing the door and taking you to sit at the edge of his bed.

“Y/n did I do something wrong? Is..is this the end?” he asked terrified himself now. You gave him a look and started laughing before leaning forward and playfully pushing him.

“What is with you Kiszkas and assuming I’m not faithful my god?” you took a shaky breath and reached into your tote bag for the note and cake pops slowly bringing them out unable to stop your hands from shaking “Sammy I love you so much and I know this is not what we ever planned for right now and I understand you may decide you don’t want this but-“ you were trembling handing the items to him and he was eager to take them wanting to be clued in. He was kneeling in front of you at the end of the bed, eyes scanning the note in one hand and cake pops in the other. It took him a minute for it to click. He looked up at you with those caramel eyes and softly sighed with tears now at the corner of his eyes.

“Oh honeysuckle, you’re pregnant?” All you could do was nod. In an instant he was taking your hands in his and resting his head in your lap. He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to your stomach and then stood up kissing you. He then paused, and when you expected him to speak, he turned and ran out the room. You were stunned in fear for a second until you heard it. Sammy banging on the door across the hall and yelling as if it wasn’t 2am.

“I’m gonna be a dad! I'm gonna be a dad!” You got up from the bed and walked to the door to see him running down the hall knocking on each door you presumed to be his brothers until he got to the final one where Josh was already waiting to give his little brother a hug. After Sammy successfully woke up the entire floor you were greeted with hugs and congratulations from very tired fellow members of the band. Jake’s fiancé however held you close in your hug and warned you.

“If you think the Kiszka boys are bad now wait until you have your own mini one running around!” you both laugh and as if on cue. Jake’s son could be heard stirring in their room in response to all the commotion. You shot her an apologetic look for Sam waking him but she waved you off and returned to their room. You and Sam had finally retreated to his where he laid you down in his bed and held you close the entire night whispering the sweetest things in your ear.

You were terrified for what this new chapter may bring but for now you were to soak in the joy.

Fall 2023

The band had finally finished touring and you were able to spend quality time at home with Sam for an extended period of time. They were finalizing a new album so he still had work to do but at least for now he was always nearby. You were 8 months pregnant and ready to rid yourself of Sam’s spawn as you have dubbed them any day now. Through all the aches and pains he was still there to help and that’s all you needed. Deciding to go on a full leave from work and have Sam be the sole provider was hard for you but it’s not like you guys would struggle with that decision. And with the inevitable tour being on the horizon, you knew you wanted at least one of you with your child. Every night Sam would lay next to you as you sat in bed and hum melodies to your ever growing bump. The first moment you started showing he was over the moon. He couldn’t keep his hands off of you and took every chance possible to show you off.

In your downtime you both worked on the nursery, deciding to do a neutral nature theme. Both of you deciding on keeping the baby's gender a surprise. Josh was over all the time excited to be “the babies favorite uncle” and Danny frequently argued with him on the matter. Jake however was often found in quiet conversation with Sam as your love bombarded his poor brother with all of the questions about fatherhood he could possibly think of.

And then one day as you were musing about in the kitchen making tea waiting for Sammy to come home, you felt an excruciating pain and a rush and you knew it was time. Looking at the clock you know Sam wouldn’t be home for another hour so you tried calling him. It went to voicemail over and over again as you held onto your kitchen counter crying out in pain. Giving up on Sam you called Josh who thankfully picked up on the second ring. He couldn’t even get a hello in before you were crying into the phone. You heard yelling in the background and before you knew it there were 2 jeeps in your driveway and 4 men rushing to your side. You looked at Sam and grabbed onto your arm and steadied yourself as he panicked.

“Y/n is something wrong are you okay” to that Jake smacked him from behind and muttered something that sounded like fucking idiot.

“Samuel it’s time” was all you gritted out. And off to the hospital you went.

By the next morning you lay in the hospital bed surrounded by Sam’s family holding the tiniest little girl in your arms. Sam couldn’t stop smiling and kissing the top of her head.

“Everyone meet Mirasol, our little sunflower.” he said happily to everyone in the room.

Summer 2024

It would take some time to finally get Mira into a decent sleeping routine but after a few months it was finally settled. You and Sam have finally been able to get a good night's sleep. Oftentimes you’d awake to find the other side of your bed empty and walk down the hall to peer into what was once the guest room to see Sammy standing by the window as the sun was coming in, rocking her back and forth and quietly singing to her in between pointing out the birds and the flowers outside.A soft vinyl was almost always playing in the background, todays being some Blues. Sam was humming to her but she wasn’t listening; she just kept staring at her dada right there like he was her whole world. You leaned against the door frame with a drink in one hand waiting for him to settle her back to sleep so you could pass his off to him. It didn’t matter how long it took you could watch him and his sunflower all day. As the record began to crackle signifying its end Sam gently placed your sleeping girl back into her crib and came to you gratefully accepting his mug of coffee. You both smiled at her sleeping peacefully before going to sit on the couch where Sam moved to put on whatever playlist was left running on the TV. Once again that familiar Hozier song became the backtrack of the moment and you were transported to that night in the van with Josh. Setting your drink down you reached your hand to Sam as you stood up.

“Care for a dance?” he leaped to his feet with a grin abandoning his coffee on the table.

You both twirled quietly through the living room and into the kitchen as the music carried you throughout your home. As the song came to its end he leaned forward and pressed a kiss to your temple.

“Are you sure we couldn’t have named her Jackie?” you giggled in his embrace as he brought you back to the couch to your now cold morning drinks.

Things were exactly how you wanted them to be.

Spring 2026

Watching the clock tick to 6pm you knew that Sam would be home from the studio any minute. You began to cook dinner and within a few minutes you heard the front door opening and felt Sam softly approach and wraps his arm around you from behind. You leaned into his touch while your sleeping toddler lay in your arms. He presses a kiss to your cheek and leans down to press a gentle one to your daughters head that’s rested on your shoulder.

“I love my girls so much I miss them all day” he whispers softly, running his hand down your back. You smile and continue to work on dinner but he doesn’t walk away like he normally does after saying hello. He’s standing quietly watching you work in awe of the woman he’s chosen and the beautiful little girl you’ve both created. His hand comes to rest on the small of your back and he’s rubbing gentle circles.

“We did so good mama, she's so perfect. How about another?” You laugh and smile once more as you begin to turn him ad you realize once you see his soft gaze, he’s not joking and you melt a little. You hum in response and go back to cooking and think for a second before turning your head back to Sam.

“How about we finish dinner and we ask Danny to watch our little sunflower for the night?” Sam grins and presses another kiss to your cheek. He shakes his head with a laugh and his hair falls into your face eliciting a quiet laugh from you as it tickles your cheek.

“It’s really no pressure but I can’t say I haven’t been thinking about it lately. Just love my girls so much.” At this point his hands have found themselves a home on either side of your hip. Leaning his head back down and resting it on your shoulder that your daughter doesn’t occupy. You stay like that admiring each other in silence.

“I am so lucky to have found you that night.” he says to you and you blush.

“And I am so grateful for being able to call you my little one” he coos softly while gently rubbing your daughters back as she begins to stir hearing his voice. Soon you have wide brown eyes blinking at you from either side and you can’t help but feel an ache in your chest wondering what it would be like to have a new set of them join the mix and how you’ve gone so long without them.

Your moment of content did not last long as Sam snapped you out of it by whispering in your ear “Are you really sure we can’t name this one Wilson?”

You just laughed as Mira blinked at you now fully awake and began reaching for her father. You just shook your head and passed her off with a kiss to her cheek and then Sam’s once she was in his arms.

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