kittenkelseykitten

[kittenkelseykitten]

I applied to another job a week ago (like no i dont have a job still) and it's literally making me insane because people get so mad at the thought of anything good happening for me and go fucking nuts to ruin it.. and then I'm outside and hear like 'you need a job' or like 'you're hot don't' LIKE WTF DO I DO

[kittenkelseykitten]

I'm sorry but I hate when people don't believe that i'm straight like it hurttssss my brain and i cant change this about myself.. iam fuckign weird tho ... also like if youre trying to keep a relationship exclusive maybe giving off ~i wish u were gay~ vibes is NOT the way to go about that

[kittenkelseykitten]

MEMORIES FADE LIKE PHOTOGRAPHS !!!!!!! I literally don't know who I am anymore because people looooveee to talk shit like yo I just wanna be alone im not tryna interfere with shit just tryna be my fucking self again

[kittenkelseykitten]

SOMEONE PLEASEEEE FUCKING ADOPT ME LOL GET ME OUT OF THIS APARTMENT

[kittenkelseykitten]

my messed up iphone 8 is destroying society

[kittenkelseykitten]

FUCK WHAT YOU HEARD

[kittenkelseykitten]

From my teenage bedroom

Smells like teen spirit

[kittenkelseykitten]

THE REAL FRE$H PRINCESS

these valentines are my favorite things i own !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 i love everyone even my enemies

[kittenkelseykitten]

u left me

[kittenkelseykitten]

When I dropped out of college I felt like the craziest person on this planet it was so weird.. and Kanye's music helped me and saved me and still does....

[kittenkelseykitten]

ALSO SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT BEING CAPABLE OF RESPONDING TO THINGS OR LIKINGS THINGS LIKE OK COOL... YOU DO REALIZE PPL HAVE LIVES OUTSIDE OF SOCIAL MEDIA ESPECIALLY BILLIONAIRES WITH MILLIONS OF FOLLOWERS WHO ARE DROPPING...... KEEPING CONNECTIONS HEALS A LOT... ruining them hurts :(

[kittenkelseykitten]

pleaseee dont make me go back to the days i was dyeing my hair every other day and taking 7 showers a day and throwing up or the days i was smashing my dishware

[kittenkelseykitten]

My head hurts sooooooooo bad (still) I'm just laying around in a jacket with no energy ..my brain feels like its being invaded ... im having moments from my past like flashing through my brain too mostly painful

[kittenkelseykitten]

WILL I EVER FIND SOMEONE WHO HOLDS ME DOWN CORRECTLY INSTEAD OF FEELING THREATENED BY ME AND HAVING TO BE MEAN AF ... like there's people that can hold me down and people who shove me down like lil bitches who are afraid because I have power over them

[kittenkelseykitten]

All I know rn is that the pain in my head is the worst it's been everrrrr... like why fucking target me and be mean when you can just not

[kittenkelseykitten]

I do all this shit to heal myself and then suddenly feel like my head is burning from people perceiving me to be the opposite of how I am or I was before I heal myself... so fucking frustrating I swear this is real lol damn idk what to do

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Is absolute no forever from me dude