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made myself sad….oops

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Omg what if…as a birthday gift to myself…I finally got the kiribakumarq twins commissioned…

#much to ponder….am I ready for that?? #idk…. #but this is the year of taking big steps #and I’m doing the fertility thing #so maybe it’ll be good mojo? #but also I am afraid that I will start talking to an artists about it and get sad and not want it anymore #or not think I’m good enough to be in the art??? #BLAH STUPID SOOOOO STUPIDDDDDDD THEY DONT EVEN EXISTTTTTTT #blah I’m rambling ignore me I just needed to get it out

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I took a nap and dreamed of mama and woke up crying…

#it was just a hug…. #and this is why I try to get a little high before I sleep #so I don’t dream

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David count your fucking days

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I have therapy at 6:30 today. Do I get a little high before the sesh so I don’t have a panic attack or should I wait until after the sesh when I KNOW the pain attack will happen. 🤔🤔

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van Gogh inspired ~

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hello relapse my old friend….

Tomorrow is a new day tho.

#blah #BLAHHHHHH

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when I start to get the “oh no maybe I shouldn’t have made these plans” feels an hour before the plans are supposed to happen.

#it’s literally way too late #the concert has been paid for #YOU LIKE THE BAND YOURE GOING TO SEE #so whyyyyyy are we doing this right now brain??? #:(((((

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instagram | farmgirlsk

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i will always say (vintage) americana coquette is not complete without examples of black women thats pure americana and femininity right there

you can literally see where lanas early influences are 😭 (along with chicanas cannot forget them)

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Life Romanticized, part 2 | Melanin Adorned

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North Cascades, WA by Aubrey Laurence

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