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musings on April

― Naguib Mahfouz, Edna St. Vincent Millay, Anton Chekov, T.S. Eliot, Rabindranath Tagore

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“And in parting from you now, never mind, I shall avow, we left our life behind, Our days’ve been delirious dream For dying we will smile at what we see or seem, As our life was but a dream within a dream.”

— Eghishe Charents, The Starry Wanderers (tr. Diana Sisakyan)

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These images of circles and circling, revolving around a great center he names God, it makes me think of the cathedral labyrinths of Europe. Or the ancient spiral glyphs carved into rocks and cave faces. I see the circling pathway around some secret center. The road can be bewildering, twisting and turning, keeping us disoriented and uncertain of how near we are, but ever moving inward.

And that courageous line –

I may not ever complete the last one, but I give myself to it.

We walk the winding path, not out of certainty, but because it is the only path worth walking. Walking that road, quietly, with attention, one foot in front of the other, becomes meditation. It becomes worship. Each ring, whether near or far, is a layer of our lives that is blessed by our passing through it.

Walking the circling path is not only the way to the center, it is actually part of the center. We learn to participate in the center by first walking the path. Obsession with the destination becomes an impediment to reaching it. Instead, by patiently inhabiting each step, we discover the center in ourselves… and our feet naturally end up there, as well.

We walk with our whole selves –

and I still don’t know: am I a falcon, a storm, or a great song?

On this roundabout road to God, we question our own nature. We encounter the mystery of self. Who and what are we really? Ultimately, it is in that questioning of a self that eludes definition where we find the still center.

The quieter we are, the more patient and open we are in our sadnesses, the more deeply and serenely the new presence can enter us, and the more we can make it our own, the more it becomes our fate; and later on, when it “happens” (that is, steps forth out of us to other people), we will feel related and close to it in our innermost being. And that is necessary. It is necessary - and toward this point our development will move, little by little - that nothing alien happen to us, but only what has long been our own. People have already had to rethink so many concepts of motion; and they will also gradually come to realize that what we call fate does not come into us from the outside, but emerges from us. It is only because so many people have not absorbed and transformed their fates while they were living in them that they have not realized what was emerging from them; it was so alien to them that, in their confusion and fear, they thought it must have entered them at the very moment they became aware of it, for they swore they had never before found anything like that inside them. Just as people for a long time had a wrong idea about the sun’s motion, they are even now wrong about the motion of what is to come. The future stands still, dear Mr. Kappus, but we move in infinite space.

Ich lebe mein Leben in wachsenden Ringen, die sich über die Dinge ziehn. Ich werde den letzten vielleicht nicht vollbringen, aber versuchen will ich ihn.

Ich kreise um Gott, um den uralten Turm, und ich kreise jahrtausendelang; und ich weiß noch nicht: bin ich ein Falke, ein Sturm oder ein großer Gesang.

I live my life in widening circles (set me free)

Starry Night (Vincent van Gogh), Widening Circles by Rainer Maria Rilke (tr. Joanna Macy), Commentary by Ivan M. Granger, The Chartres Cathedral Labyrinth, Ouroboros, 1760  (a photograph by Granger), question mark symbol in Armenian, 지민 (Jimin) ‘Set Me Free Pt.2’, Letters to a Young Poet (by Rainer Maria Rilke), Ich lebe mein Leben in wachsenden Ringen (by Rainer Maria Rilke)

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Surround yourself with people who love you 🐰✨

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“The way to love someone is to lightly run your finger over that person’s soul until you find a crack - and then gently pour your love into that crack.”

— Keith Miller

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― Clarice Lispector, Near to the Wild Heart

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The Fall of the Damned, detail - Dieric Bouts (1468)

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never let me go, anne magill

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MY NEW “TECHNIQUE” THAT HELPS ME MANIFEST SUPER FAST!! ♡

if you’re a fucking lazy bitch that couldn’t not do shit and sometimes cannot be asked to affirm, gets distracted with something else or just completely forgets to affirm? this technique may be the one for you.

this is super easy and I am explaining it in the most simplest way EVER, so please don’t go over complicating it for yourself and others.

ok so, what I do is I set a timer for like 10 minutes and then for those ten minutes I open up notes or docs and whatever I am affirming I just write it down as I am affirming.

If you’re a subliminal maker like me, you would know that whenever we write the affs, they always repeat in our head and we usually get results and tingles from that. and I just thought what if we just did that for like ten minutes or more.

also, it doesn’t have to be with docs or notes, you can do this with a piece of paper too.

trust me guys this technique has made manifesting less stressful and more fun for me. I have manifested so many things super fast this way. I will continue to manifest this way even more since it’s my favourite at the moment.

You can even do this while watching something like a movie in the background if you don’t like the quiet.

let me know what you think of this technique and if you do it, please do share your success stories, I would love to see them thanks!!

kisses, fel💋

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ONE OF THE BEST SUBLIMINALS THAT I HAVE EVER LISTENED TO AND ONE THAT I WILL NEVER STOP RECOMMENDING

This subliminal is absolutely mind-blowing

it reprograms your subconscious mind to always obey you and only you

it has worked perfectly for me, and I would highly recommend it to anyone who is working on their self concept

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musings on oranges

Alessia Di Cesare, Romero Barros, Wendy Cope, David Stevenson, Rebecca O’Connor, Andrea Kantrowitz, Nina LaCour, Augustin Rouart, Ocean Vuong, Chris Krupinski, Wendy Cope, Mickie Acierno, Jacques Prévert, Robert Spear Dunning, Wendy Cope

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illicit affairs and clandestine meetings.

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Dimensions Of Creation

You are God. You are cosmic consciousness! as we’ve already established.

As the creator, your job is to create. YOU ARE CREATION. No matter what you can’t not create.

So always creating ? God is a NEUTRAL being ! He is the “I AM” nothing more ,he doesn’t have biases. YOUR job is to CONDITION the I AM that relies within you.

The 4d

The realm of all creation ! It’s a mystery you should not concern yourself with. Your assumptions = 4D. An assumption is backed with feeling ! not emotion. Feeling of acceptance; Accepting possibilities , these typically underlying assumptions etc etc . More importantly is the acceptance of your desires.

HOW DO I ACCEPT MY DESIRE AS FACT ?

Ask your self three questions ?

Why do I want it ?

How far would I go to achieve this? (are you gonna complain or persist?)

How would I feel if i had it ?

ok now persist. This story that you have decided you be apart of off is this one you will stick to in your imagination ! Your wish is fulfilled.

The 3D

The 3D is your phyical reality , it displays your current well PAST assumprions if undesired.

Facts about th 3d .

IT FOLLOWS THE 4D. This is law and it will forever be so.

The 3D is INCREDIBLY MALLEABLE !

Conclusion

The 4D is what creates. YOUR THOUGHTS CREATE. The 3D reality follows you, SERVES YOU, Its an extension OF YOU. Anything you have created can be uncreated !Because all you do is CREATE ! so take control of your creation by accepting that CREATION IS Finished AND IT IS DONE. NOTHING IS NEEDED TO MANIFEST but your feeling ! FEELING IS THE SECRET !!!!!!!!!!! . You dont need an immaculate slef concept , SATS , the lullaby, all your thoughts in check or the void. YOU JUST NEED YOUR AWARENESS AND A LITTLE FEELING. FAITH TAKES YOU SOOOOO FAR EVEN IF IT’S THE SIZE OF A MUSTARD SEED, ITS BETTER THAN NONE AT ALL. You dont need to prove you are GOD the ONLY constant thing in the universe is your godhood !

hope this helped <3

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“The broken ones will always be able to love harder than most. Once you’ve been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.”

— Unknown

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— vladimir nabokov, in a letter to his wife [24 march 1937] from letters to véra (trans. olga voronina & brian boyd)

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https://evelionheart.medium.com/on-the-intimacy-of-the-mundane-863f9efb3c39

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You may not be where you want to be, but you’re also not where you used to be. Take a second to realize how far you’ve come.