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#kara danvers #supergirl #reblog: television #i killed my brother for queue

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If you genuinely enjoy being alone, do you ever wonder if it is an inherent part of your character or if it stems from feeling inescapably lonely in the first place until you taught yourself to enjoy the peace and happiness one can find in solitude? what if the reason you now prefer & choose solitude at every turn is because you were a very lonely child, or teenager, not by your own choice, and that’s how you learnt to thrive and grow, so you no longer know if you can do that around people? There might also be an element of personal pride, an unconscious “you can’t fire me I quit” point when your brain decided to switch your feelings about solitude from distress to relief. I often find myself defending my love of being alone, to people who worry that I can’t possibly be happy to live in an isolated house in the woods; I insist that I do! I really do specifically enjoy the isolated factor and chose to live here because of it, but then I wonder how to differentiate an ingrained love of solitude from an acquired ability to thrive off unchosen loneliness, to learn from it and be nourished by it; to what extent it might be a form of contentment built on a bedrock of resignation.

#i’m in this photo and i don’t like it #reblog: text

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i may only have like, three friends, but at least they’re the kind of friends who let me scream at the top of my lungs into a voice message for ten minutes and then will listen and call me to talk about it

#katie speaks #i still feel like shit #but i did yell the loudest i’ve ever yelled for like twenty minutes straight #and then my friend called just to make sure i was okay #so at least i have that going for me #tag: personal

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I'm afraid I… may have made a mistake. I think there could be something wrong with Esther.

ORPHAN (2009) dir. Jaume Collet-Serra

#orphan #reblog: movies #i killed my brother for queue

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i am THIS close to changing my phone number, the locks to my doors, the code to my garage, and never speaking to my mother again i swear to GOD

#katie speaks #if i didn’t need her help financially #i probably would’ve done it years ago #i’m so TIRED of her thinking she’s entitled to whatever the fuck she wants from me #and just because she’s my mother #she can just. control my life. and contact people in my life without asking #literally last year i was woken up by a realtor calling me that i didn’t know existed #because SHE wanted me to buy a house #but now it’s all #I GOT YOU THAT HOUSE KATIE #YEAH BECAUSE YOU WANTED IT BITCH. NOT ME #anyway i’m so fucking over this bitch #i didn’t ask to be born #tag: personal

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#lena luthor #supergirl #reblog: television #i killed my brother for queue

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i called my mom crying yesterday because i just needed my mom in that moment. just to cry. just to vent. and today she has sent me four novel text messages about how i need to be doing this, she needs to be doing that, “c’mon katie i’m trying to HELP you” and this is why i never call my mother

#katie speaks #just because i was upset yesterday doesn’t mean i want you to suddenly just #jump in and try to do everything and control everything #jfc #because now i am once again ‘not doing what needs to be done’ #and ‘procrastinating like always’ #fuck OFF carla #tag: personal

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#lena luthor #reign #supergirl #reblog: television #i killed my brother for queue

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Matilda (1996) dir. Danny Devito

#matilda #reblog: movies #i killed my brother for queue

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The United States does not want a war with Supergirl.                                                                Then I trust you won’t start one.

#kara danvers #supergirl #reblog: television #i killed my brother for queue

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ENDLESS GIFS OF KARA DANVERS. ↳ season 1, episode 4.

#kara danvers #supergirl #reblog: television #i killed my brother for queue

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#kara danvers #lena luthor #supercorp #supergirl #reblog: television #i killed my brother for queue

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top 5 favorite book trope

HMMM i don't necessarily think about tropes when it comes to published books, for some reason, but i DO love a good fanfic trope so i'll base my answer off of that because it's basically the same thing tbh

1. enemies to lovers 2. friends to lovers 3. there was only one bed 4. fake dating 5. hurt/comfort

ask me my top 5 anything!

#katie answers #hurt/comfort is a trope right? #either way #ask: obliviouskara

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@morgana-pendragon i accidentally deleted your ask BUT my top five glee characters:

1. marley rose 2. santana lopez 3. quinn fabray 4. finn hudson 5. kitty wilde

ask me my top 5 anything!

#katie answers #although full disclosure i skipped seasons 2 and 3 so #glee #ask: morgana-pendragon

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put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go

#distract me while the benadryl kicks in #reblog: ask meme #reblog: text

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get stoned and watch glee, i thought. it’ll make you feel better, i thought. LMFAO BOY WAS I WRONG

#katie watches glee #i’m only 13 minutes in and i have been sobbing the entire time #although i guess earlier proved i’m in desperate need of a good cry so

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oh NO i think this is cory’s memorial episode oh n o

#katie watches glee #my friend warned me about this #but i forgot #oh no idk if i’m in the right headspace for this