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IN MY DREAMS ...

THIRTY TWO / The end

WARNINGS / angst WC / 1425

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

Life was smooth sailing until it took an unexpected turn. Where did our daily exchanges of good morning and goodnight disappear to? Why did everything crumble away so suddenly? I honestly tried to move forward. But it's nearly impossible when every little thing triggers memories of him. From guitars to flannels to apples, I even gave up sipping smoothies and nibbling on straws simply because it reminded me of when he’d say, "Biting straws is not good for you."

Flashback —

I sat waiting in a cosy restaurant for the blind date that Yunjin and Chaewon had orchestrated for me. While I waited, I could hear those two friends chiming in through the phone. "Take this one seriously!" Chaewon's voice came through with an emphatic tone. "Yeah, don’t turn him down if he wants to see you again," Yunjin added, but I couldn't help but chuckle. You see, they'd arranged blind dates for me in the past, but I had always found a reason to bail.

"I won't bail this time, I promise," I assured them. "If I do, I owe you all tickets to the new Marvel movie." Their excited, almost childlike screams of anticipation came through the phone. "I'll catch up with you later, I think he's here." I hastily ended the call as I spotted a tall, handsome man taking the seat in front of me.

“Hi, I’m sorry I’m a little late” He muttered and I shook my head. “No, it’s totally fine” I reassured him, taking a sip of the coffee I'd ordered earlier. Awkward silence hung in the air, and I was starting to contemplate asking Jeongin to fake a phone call about a car accident. Thankfully, Beomgyu decided to break the silence.

“Oh uhm, I’m Beomgyu. Chae Beomgyu”

The smile on my face slowly dropped. God, all the memories came flooding back in. My first date with Jeongin when Beomgyu worked at that restaurant. The time we took pictures together during the school’s air show. Our kiss in the storage room when we were in Seoul. My eyes then swell up with tears. “Uh, I don’t really know how these blind dates would work” He chuckles but all I could do was start to whimper. I see the worried expression he displayed when I all of a sudden started crying. “Yujin? Are you okay?” My loud cries I guess gave him an answer.

End of flashback —

Be proud that, after a few years, I stopped those intrusive thoughts that seemed to bring him to mind at the most unexpected moments. I could finally watch someone play the guitar without superimposing Beomgyu's image over them. I wore flannels without having to pretend they were his favourite black and white one. I even got back to enjoying smoothies without feeling like I was trying to hold onto a memory, and I didn't shy away from biting the straws. Companies started using paper straws, but I stuck with it.

It has been a decade since Beomgyu disappeared, I became an artist and my newest painting found its place in the city's most prestigious museum. As I crossed the threshold into the museum, eager to lay eyes on my painting for the very first time, the entire gallery captivated me. Sculptures and paintings, each more remarkable than the last, beckoned me. Their artistry was a testament to human creativity and expression.

I got to the hallway that showcased my painting and it was the first thing you’d see. A small smile grew on my face, I was proud of myself. The painting was one of the pictures me and Beomgyu took during the airshow years ago. Painting that piece was a key moment of the process of moving on.

Wandering down the hallway, I chanced upon an unassuming door. My curiosity got the better of me, so I surveyed my surroundings before cautiously pushing the door open. What lay inside was a room filled with screens and digital artwork. It wasn't crowded, but a few visitors were scattered about, engrossed in the videos and artwork on display.

Across from me, I noticed another door, marked with a stern "do not enter" sign. My mischievous spirit from high school stirred within me, and I couldn't resist the temptation. I opened the door silently and peered inside.

Inside, a small vintage TV sat, its screen entirely black at first. Then, it began to glitch, displaying blurred images of people intermittently. Suddenly, the screen glitched again, revealing an image identical to the one I had painted. It then went black once more.

The screen glitched once more, this time revealing a photo of the apple tree that Beomgyu once took me to. Another picture quickly followed, and to my astonishment, it was an image of me, hissing at the camera.

Flashback —

“You are good at one thing," He remarked, you turn to face Beomgyu. “You paint, right? I haven't seen any of your works, but I'm sure they're lovely." You tried to suppress the smile that threatened to spread across your face, but the blood rushing to your cheeks gave you away. “Really?" Beomgyu snapped a picture of the trees, capturing a moment of natural beauty. “Mhm, you should show me one of your paintings, especially the one of Jeongin—"

“Ya! Quit teasing!" you playfully exclaimed, playfully hitting his head this time. Laughter escaped his lips as he pointed the camera at you. You hissed at the camera, unaware that he had already taken another picture.

End of flashback —

I have moved on, ask my friends and they will say the same thing. But moving on doesn’t mean forgetting every memory I had with him. The next picture was the video of Beomgyu I took during the airshow.

Flashback —

You get off track, your hand absent-mindedly turn to camera towards Jeongin. You admired him but you noticed Beomgyu swinging his arm around Jeongin’s shoulder. Again, you absent-mindedly turn the camera towards Beomgyu’s face instead. You stood still secretly watching how the frat boys interacted with one another. Until Beomgyu’s eyes catch sight of the camera that was pointed at him, resulting in him tilting his head.

End of flashback —

The screen turned black once more before showing a video of Beomgyu beside a young boy. “Look at the camera. '' He told the boy and my eyes started to water. I missed his voice. The little boy started speaking “Hi, Yn. Uhm..” I covered my face with my hands, trying to keep myself composed but obviously failing. “Have a happy new year” I heard Beomgyu whisper in the boy's ear.

“Happy new year”

“Say it with more passion like this, Have a happy new year!”

“Have a happy new year!” The boy said with more enthusiasm, making me laugh. I watched as Beomgyu gave the kid a high five. “Yes! Amazing.” Beomgyu complimented.

I began to recollect the memory of Beomgyu mentioning his younger brother. I suspected that the kid in the video was probably his brother. The joy they must have felt reuniting after many years was evident. His brother began speaking, "You know, the girl working with Beomgyu is really pretty—" Beomgyu swiftly silenced him by placing his hand over his mouth. His brother wriggled free from Beomgyu's grip and playfully proclaimed, "Mhm, it's true!" It brought a laugh from me.

Now, Beomgyu stood alone in the meadow under the night sky. The stars and the moon illuminated the scene. I observed as he took steps closer to the camera, bending down to fit the frame, ready to speak.

"I got out of bed just to show you this," he said, adjusting the camera to capture the moon and stars. Memories of our late-night drives and nights spent by the Han River, gazing at the sky, flooded my mind. Beomgyu continued,

“Uh, it's two in the morning in Korea, so you’re probably asleep. I know it’s about to be a year since we last saw each other but, hold one just a bit longer. I’ll come see you soon, because I just know that it’s not gonna be an amazing year if I don’t spend it with you”

Those were his final words before the screen faded to black. I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. I was crying as intensely as I did on that blind date. I didn't care if someone found me; all I cared about was how Beomgyu could say those things but not come back. As I sobbed, I noticed the screen displaying:

In remembrance of Choi Beomgyu

(2001-2023)

MLIST / PREV

A/N: this is the end. Thank you so much for waiting. I apologise that it took too long. I started school again and everything just went chaotic. Anyways. Thank you so much for reading and I had a lot of fun creating this story. Thank you again for everything I love you guys saurrr much.

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IN MY DREAMS …

THIRTY ONE / long story short i survived

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

MLIST / THE END / PREV

A/N: this is the last chapter before the ending… im actually really busy with 6 quizzes next week so if i make a late update im so sorry :(

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IN MY DREAMS ...

THIRTY / Beomgyu's letter

WARNINGS / angst, fluff? WC / 1643

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

The following day arrived, the day Beomgyu was set to depart for New Zealand. You brushed off Jeongin's words from the previous day. Talking to Beomgyu, saying goodbye – it all seemed futile, as if fate had already preordained an unhappy ending. You chose to embrace the notion that life would simply continue, regardless of the void he was about to leave behind.

So there you stood, at the school's exit, contemplating the day ahead. Your lunchbox was embarrassingly empty, a realisation that your friends found amusing enough to chuckle at. Descending the stairs toward the exit, you noticed a figure with blonde hair seated on a motorcycle, waiting. Intrigue got the better of you, and you ventured closer to gain a clearer view, recognizing the familiar silhouette.

Jeongin's head turned, and you took it as your cue to hasten your steps. As you approached, he stood up, his gaze meeting yours. “What brings you here?" you managed between breaths, your heart pounding from both the exertion and the surprise of his presence. His response only deepened your confusion. “I'm here to give you a drive to the train station," he explained matter-of-factly, causing your eyebrows to furrow in disbelief. “Huh?"

“To bid Beomgyu goodbye," he clarified, and a wave of dizziness washed over you. The ground beneath your feet felt unsteady. “My role seems to have changed, from your love interest to your chauffeur," he continued with a hint of playful teasing, his words bringing an unexpected lightness to the moment. “You should be grateful. Now, get on." He turned his attention to the motorcycle, retrieving a spare helmet and extending it to you.

Caught in a moment of uncertainty, you hesitated. This felt like a crossroad, a chance to retrace your steps and perhaps alter the course of events. Yet, the weight of uncertainty holds you in place, grappling with the prospect of exposing yourself to more pain. As your fingers brushed against the offered helmet, A soft, reassuring smile played on Jeongin's lips.

The motorcycle takes a halt when you and Jeongin arrive at the train station. It was around 2:30 p.m. so you were in a hurry when getting off the motorcycle and taking the helmet off. You say bye Jeongin, thanking him for bringing you here before running as fast as you could to find Beomgyu.

You ran around halls and corridors looking for a specific boy with brown hair who is most likely wearing a black and white flannel or a grey sweater. You ask people if they have seen anyone like him but you kept getting the same response of no. You reached a railway and started looking. You were about to lose hope until your eyes landed on the boy you were looking for. Your eyes and heart started to melt, seeing him again.

The past weeks have been a drought. Not receiving any messages from him at any point of the day almost brought your heart into madness. Your eyes watched him walk with a big backpack probably full of his favourite things. You yell his name, but of course he hears nothing and continues to walk. A voice from the speakers made you worry. You examine your surroundings, trying to find a way to get to where Beomgyu was in the fastest way possible. Thankfully you find a stairway. You immediately started running again.

You made it to the other side but you lost sight of Beomgyu. You practically looked crazy while spinning around in hope of trying to find him. You turned to the side for people to reveal Beomgyu behind them. You shout out his name once more but this time he finally sees you.

Water started to swell up your eyes when he looked at you. You sprinted towards him and you stopped on your tracks when you were a foot away from him. He locked eyes with you. He watched as your eyes started to puff and turn red, and he hated that he might be the reason you wanted to cry. He already made you cry once, he doesn’t want it to happen again.

The sobs you let out broke his heart, but he couldn’t help but feel quite happy that you went to see him, that you went to talk to him. “I’m sorry” He hears you whisper “What for?” You sniff before speaking.

“I’m sorry for all the times I was mean to you” Another sniff “I’m sorry for all the times I hurt you unknowingly and for all the times I didn't put effort into photography” A tear fell “I’m sorry for all the times I called you an emo frat boy” A small laugh came out of him. “But mostly I’m sorry about how I didn’t try to reach out to you after you gave me your letter. Or how I never tried to tell you about how I felt about you”

“I was really sad when I read about you leaving for New Zealand, and you never knew because it was always you who was talking, it was always you expressing your love and never me” Beomgyu’s heart broke a second time. The relief he felt earlier quickly washed away. He never looked at it that way. He never thought about how it was always him who showed affection because it never really bothered him when you didn’t. He didn’t care if you liked (loved) him back, what mattered to him was that you felt loved. I guess that was why he never thought of it that way.

“I tried to act like I never had feelings for you, but I can’t help but fall in love with you every time you smiled or looked in my direction. I always acted like I didn’t like you because I was too afraid I was gonna get hurt, but in reality I love you more than I love myself. Now you’re actually hurting me by leaving and I don’t want to hurt myself even more by never telling you. I’m sorry, Beomgyu.”

You broke into more sobs right after your whole monologue. It felt good to let out everything you kept bottled up, but at the same time you felt like it was a bad decision. Especially when you noticed Beomgyu starting to chuckle. You quickly wiped your tears and looked him directly in the eyes. “What’s so funny?” Your voice asked shakingly.

“What are you so sorry for? You could’ve just told me you love me instead of reciting a whole monologue” His mischievous grin you have grown to love appeared on his face. “How can I say something like that here?” Another chuckle fell off his lips “Whenever I’m with you, no one else matters”

“Everyone else disappears because you make me so happy, do you ever wonder why?” You shake your head “It’s because I love you” You looked at him with tears in your eyes and disbelief. He loved you?

“I love you, y/l/n y/n”

He said it. He finally said it. After years of keeping it to himself. After all the hours, minutes, and seconds he spent imagining him telling you that, he finally said it.

He finally said it. After all the mixed signals you received. After all the nights you spent awake wondering if he was just playing with you. He finally said it.

“I love you too” you whispered, still afraid to say it. The train arrived. “What was that?” He shouted with a wide smile on his face “I couldn’t quite catch that” He playfully and teasingly put his hand against his ear.

If you said it out loud, would he still leave? If you said it out loud would he still catch his stupid train and go to the other side of the world?

“I love you too!” You shouted with all your love. His smile became wider because as he says it ‘in my dreams, you love me back.’ Now, it was no longer a dream. “I love you too! I really, really, really love you! So please don’t leave” His smile slowly dropped. He wishes he wouldn’t leave and he wishes he could just stay forever with you, but that wasn’t up to him.

He takes steps closer to you to wrap you in his arms. His left hand fell on your waist and his right rested on the top of our head as he nuzzled you into his chest. Your arms slowly wrapped around him as well, trying to cherish the moment while it was still happening. You two stood there for a few good seconds. The train door opening and an indistinct announcement was heard over PA. You thought he wasn’t going to leave anymore. You thought he would stay with you in this position instead of leaving. But no.

He lets go of you and fear fills up your body once again. “Wait for me just a little bit, I promise I’ll come back to you”

With those words said, you finally accept that he actually and really has to leave. Tears fell again as he pushed you away “I need to go now, okay? Don’t cry.” His hands went up to wipe your eyes. He then held your face in between his hands before he heard the horn ring. You let out a loud sob as he let go of you and started stepping on the last train.

When he entered the train, he immediately looked over at you. His eyes held pain as he watched you wipe your tears away. You spun to your right and looked at him. This was it, this was the moment you never waited for.

He fakes a smile, attempting to keep you happy, and waves. The doors shut right when you started to wave back. You walked closer to the train as it slowly started moving. Seconds later it was gone. You were waving at nothing anymore.

MLIST / THIRTY ONE / PREV

A/N: i cried

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lqbeo · 8 months

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this photo is giving the next chapter of imd..

#lqbeo #in my dreams #poong woonho 💔

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hi could i be added to the in my dreams taglist ^^

helloo >< ofc u could be added ill add u rn 🏃‍♀️

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IN MY DREAMS …

TWENTY NINE / rachel and ross

WARNINGS / swearing, another typo 😭 (‘last night’ should be ‘that night’), jeongin being the best person ever

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

MLIST / THIRTY / PREV

A/N: its almost time ☹️ jeongins speech is inspired by joshua best man btw :(

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recent chapter of ‘in my dreams’ … you’ll be hearing from my lawyer ‼️‼️🥲

BYEE HAHSHSHHA JUST WAIT 🫣🫣

#lqbeo #in my dreams

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IN MY DREAMS ...

TWENTY EIGHT / Beomgyu's letter

WARNINGS / angst, not proof read, pls try to recall the past chapters 😭 WC / 1389

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

The moon hung high in the sky, casting a silvery glow over the tranquil waters of the Han River. You sat on a bench overlooking the shimmering expanse, your mind awash with a mix of confusion, hurt, and anticipation. It was around 2 am, an unusual time to meet someone, especially for a serious conversation. But Beomgyu had asked you to come, and despite the uncertainty in your heart, you found yourself there, waiting.

Your 21st birthday had come and gone, and the absence of any message or celebration from Beomgyu had left a bitter taste in your mouth. Even the memory of your recent date held a tinge of sadness now. You felt like something was amiss, like a puzzle piece missing from your story.

As the minutes ticked by, the quiet ambiance was disrupted by the soft rustling of footsteps. Beomgyu appeared in your line of sight, his silhouette a shadow against the night. Your heart skipped a beat as you watched him approach, a bundle of emotions building within you.

“Hey," he said, his voice carrying a hint of tension. You offered a small smile in return, your eyes searching his face for answers that you couldn't quite articulate. “You wanted to talk?" You finally broke the silence, the words catching in your throat. Beomgyu nodded, sitting down beside you on the bench. He seemed distant, lost in his own thoughts, and your curiosity only grew. You stole glances at him, trying to decipher the storm of emotions that played across his features.

“I’m sorry about not being with you on your birthday, I've been going through some stuff," he began, his gaze fixed on the river's surface. “It's been on my mind for a while now." Your heart ached at the vulnerability in his voice. You wanted to reach out, to ease whatever burden he carried, but you held back, sensing that he needed to say his piece first.

He turned to you, and his eyes held a mixture of regret and longing. “Everything I want to say is in this letter." He withdrew an envelope from his pocket, holding it out to you. “I couldn't find the right words to say it all, so I wrote them down." Your hand trembled slightly as you accepted the letter. You held it in your grasp, its weight a testament to the weight of your unspoken feelings. “Beomgyu, what's going on?"

His gaze wavered for a moment, as if he were wrestling with his own emotions. “Yn, there's something I need to tell you." He paused, his voice heavy with a mixture of regret and sadness.

“We can't continue this."

Your heart clenched as the weight of his words settled in your chest. You looked at him, wanting to see some sign of reassurance, but all you found was uncertainty.

“Beomgyu, please," you whispered, your voice trembling. “Don't shut me out like this." He looked at you, his expression a mix of pain and longing. “Yn, I want you to read the letter. It's all there."

With that, he stood up, his gaze lingering on you for a moment before he turned to walk away. You watched him go, your heart shattered into pieces.

Alone on the bench, you clutched the letter in your hand. The moonlight danced on the river's surface, a reflection of your own turmoil. Slowly, you opened the envelope, your eyes scanning the words that held Beomgyu's unspoken feelings.

To Yn

Hey, it's Beomgyu. I'm writing this because I'm not sure if I can say these words to you in person. I met you for the first time when school started. We were in the same class as Ms. Park. I remember how you reacted when she gave us another research paper. I also noticed how you looked at Jeongin when he was across the hall. You were so flustered, I almost thought it was because of me. Back when I arrived in Korea, I rarely found reasons to smile. Then, you joined the photography club, and suddenly, everything changed. Your unpredictable nature caught my attention

Flashback…

“Does Jeongin have a girlfriend?” You asked with a dull voice still staring at him and without thinking before speaking. You snap back to reality and widen your eyes, realising what you said to Beomgyu. God he’s gonna judge you for liking his friend. He’s gonna tease you every moment of the day. But fortunately he didn’t mind and replied “No he doesn’t.” Your eyes widen even more if that’s possible, How did he answer so calmly?

Back to the present…

and I couldn't help but smile whenever I looked at you. But you always seemed interested in Jeongin,

Flashback…

Beomgyu's gaze was fixed on the cash register, but his attention was far from his job. His eyes were drawn to you, enveloped in laughter and playful banter with Jeongin just a stone's throw away. He couldn't help but watch every movement, his jealousy growing as Jeongin's hand brushed against your chin, wiping away the ketchup stain. He continued to stare at the two of you with envy, not being able to fight the feeling of how he wanted to be the reason you were laughing and smiling like that.

Suddenly, an interruption jolted Beomgyu from his reverie. “Excuse me?"

He flinched, the reality of his surroundings snapping back into focus. Clearing his throat, he shifted his attention to the customer in front of him, his movements a little less fluid due to the distraction. As he carried out his job, Beomgyu couldn't help but sneak glances your way every now and then, unable to tear his eyes away from the scene you and Jeongin were creating.

Back to the present…

and that made me a little jealous. Sometimes, my feelings get hurt too. I never knew if you knew how I felt about you.

Flashback…

“Your eyes are so pretty” You held Beomgyu’s face in between your hands as you looked directly into his mesmerising eyes. “Your smile’s also so pretty” You continued, only making Beomgyu’s heart the only thing he could hear. His ears turned red and his cheeks painted a faint pink. “Your lips too, this isn’t good” Your words did something to him.

“I think, I like you”

One thing led to another, He found his lips against yours. His heart got all excited, his mind said no.

Back to the present…

That time you kissed me, it felt like a dream, but then you seemed to forget about it the next day. Did you really mean to kiss me, or was I just a blur to you, mistaken for Jeongin? I've wanted to ask you so many times, but I held back—I was afraid of getting hurt. Now, things are clearer to me. I finally understand how you feel. But I have to go back to New Zealand soon. It breaks my heart to stay away from you, but I promise I'll come back. I like you, y/l/n y/n.

Tears welled up in your eyes as you read his heartfelt confession. The night seemed to grow even quieter as the weight of his words settled in your heart. The river flowed on, reflecting the moon's gentle glow, and you sat there, lost in your thoughts and emotions. The city lights continued to twinkle, but your world felt a little dimmer without Beomgyu by your side.

Beomgyu's departure had left a void, but his words gave you a glimmer of hope. The promise of his return held the potential for a new chapter in your story, one that was yet to be written. The stars above seemed to twinkle with their own secrets, as if whispering that the night held more than what meets the eye.

With a soft sigh, you tucked the letter into your bag, holding onto it like a precious treasure. The river's gentle current mirrored the ebb and flow of your emotions, and as you sat there, you realised that this chapter was far from over. The Han River witnessed your journey, your moments of vulnerability, and your unspoken connection with Beomgyu.

In the end, all you could do was sit there, alone on the bench, and let the waves of emotions crash over you, just like the gentle ripples of the river beside you.

MLIST / TWENTY NINE / PREV

A/N: finally i posted this chapter...

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can i pls be added to the “in my dreams” tag list?

HELLOO!! im so sorry for just seeing this now but ofc tysm 🫶

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IN MY DREAMS …

TWENTY SEVEN / angsty vampire romance drama

WARNINGS / swearing, typo 😭 in huenings tweet it should be ‘he’ not ‘be’ 💔

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

MLIST / TWENTY EIGHT / PREV

A/N: im gonna have to speed run this series since im back to school 😭💔

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IN MY DREAMS …

TWENTY SIX / turning 21

WARNINGS / swearing

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

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A/N: SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING YESTERDAY 😭 i met up with a friend..

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IN MY DREAMS ...

TWENTY FIVE / you've got yourself a deal

WARNINGS / Swearing WC / 552

IN WHICH / You join the photography club to be with your crush, jeongin. But on the first day of the club you notice he wasn't there but instead his best friend, beomgyu, was.

The chilly night air swept around them as Beomgyu parked his motorcycle in front of your house. You both just got back from your movie date. You two watched a random romcom. You and Beomgyu held hands all throughout the movie. And as you watched the movie, you couldn’t help but picture you and Beomgyu instead.

you carefully removed your helmet, your hair falling back into place like waves retreating back to the sea. You swing your leg over the motorcycle, landing lightly on your feet. Beomgyu watches you, his gaze warm like a summer afternoon, making you feel a strange fluttering sensation in her stomach. Your gaze drops to the motorcycle.

“Did you let Jeongin borrow your motorcycle?" You ask, attempting to fill the silence that hung between the two of you, and genuinely curious. You suddenly had flashbacks to when Jeongin brought you to that place and asked you out. YBeomgyu looks surprised for a moment before chuckling softly, the sound a pleasant melody in the quiet night. “Yeah, he mentioned needing it for a bit," he replies. He pauses, taking off his own helmet and ruffling his hair, a soft smile gracing his lips as he looks at you.

“You know," Beomgyu begins, his tone playfully coy, “I can't help but think I'm a bit jealous. It seems you've been enjoying motorcycle rides with someone else." His playful smirk makes your heart race. He gets off his bike and takes steps closer, the air between them growing warmer despite the cool night air. Your cheeks heat up, but you don't back down. “Oh, really? And what are you going to do about it?" She counters, a glint of mischief in her eyes.

Beomgyu steps even closer, their faces now mere inches apart. “Well, how about we make some new memories with my motorcycle?" He suggests, his voice low and tinged with flirtation. Your breath hitches at his suggestion, your heart pounding in your chest. The air crackles with tension, and you can't tear your gaze away from his lips.

Before she can respond, Beomgyu leans in, capturing her lips in a gentle, lingering kiss. Her eyes flutter closed as she melts into the kiss, her hands instinctively finding their way to his chest.

If you were to ask your past self if she would ever kiss Beomgyu you would normally hear the response “Never, even if my life depended on it.” Now the only thing in your mind was how’d it feel like to kiss him again. After the night where you two almost kissed, all you could think of was what if you both did kiss? You never thought that you would be willing to do anything associated with Beomgyu, but look at where you are now.

When they finally pull apart, Your cheeks are flushed, and your lips tingle with the memory of his touch. Beomgyu looks at you, his eyes filled with adoration. “You know, I've been wanting to do that all night," he confesses, a bashful smile gracing his lips. “What stopped you earlier?” you ask with a soft voice. “There were people in there! I wanted you all to myself” You couldn't help but smile. “Oh and I wouldn't mind making more memories with your motorcycle."

Beomgyu's grin widens “You've got yourself a deal,"

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A/N: just a few more chapters and this story’s done.. IM ALSO EXTREMELY SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT!! i hope the next chapters are worth the wait 😭

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