maevewinchester

[maevewinchester]

My blog is a safe space for the cursed, the damned, and those marked for death. Wronged lovers and unfulfilled enemies. Brides who came back wrong and pianists with the hands of murderers. Decadent poets buried in shallow graves. Unavenged ghosts. And. Draculas. 

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my girl wronged by the narrative, my girl haunting her own story, my girl dead in the first act, my girl the blank in between the lines, my girl the phantom of the past the apparition of the future

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Cattedrale di San Sabino, Bari, Italy by @icharous

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“Wendigo”, S01E02

Supernatural (2005-2020)

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Craving something so obsessive that it borders on religious devotion

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how the fuck is march almost over???? wasn’t it just valentines day?? wasn’t it just new years???? wasn’t it just christmas???? wasn’t it just treat yo self day???? didn’t man just go to the moon in 1969????? life is so crazy

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Pandemonium by Kim Jakobsson.

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consumed by this feeling every waking monent of my life. a nostalgic longing too. i always think that the best parts of my life are gone. the bsst friends are gone. and now i am here. trying to chase and feel those feelings again. but DAMNNIT. i am already 23 and i haven't lived much. i am 23 and i am not where i thought i'd be. i don't have the resources, the money, the connections to pursue what i want to. this is violence. i hate to live such an unfulfilled life.

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

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Flower petals cause blood-like stains on the grave of opera singer Jane Margyl in Batignolles cemetery in Paris.

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to be loved is to be changed

#cannibalism is a metaphor for love #pomegranate #my wounds are all exacted by love love love #love as religion #to bleed for love

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मैं होश में हूँ तो तेरा हूँ दीवाना हूँ तो तेरा हूँ

हूँ राज़ अगर तो तेरा हूँ अफ़्साना हूँ तो तेरा हूँ

बर्बाद किया बर्बाद हुआ आबाद किया आबाद हुआ

वीराना हूँ तो तेरा हूँ काशाना हूँ तो तेरा हूँ

-ज़हीन शाह ताजी

#love as religion #sufism #devour me #sanctify me #Spotify

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Fallen Angel with light, Chicago, 02-02-24

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is anyone else haunted LOL. is anyone else feeling the haunt

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The jump from 2019 to 2024 is sooo violent.

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practise disappearing

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anyone else going about their life missing everything all the time