markleeismyfatherreal

[markleeismyfatherreal]

can't do this anymore, I just want to be pretty 9th of march, 2023

Today I decided to sta*ve myself. I'm so done with my body. I look so ugly and disgusting. I just want to be pretty and skinny. I often cope my stress with binge-eating but I don't want to eat that much ever again. I know that I can do it and finally feel happy and confident. If anyone sees this who feels the same, please leave advices or just thoughts. I think I not only do this for losing weight but to get attantion and punish my parents. I'll never be good enough, I don't even deserve to consume any food.

I hope it will all go well and I'll finally feel happy with myself:)

I will keep updating on my weight loss - rn it's 58 kg

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