marvelswhitewolf

[marvelswhitewolf]

Eddie needs some attention

[marvelswhitewolf]

good morning. (i love the way you look at me, like we’re both still dreaming.)

[marvelswhitewolf]

Looking for more Stranger Things characters for our Camp Au rp discord server!

Come check it out! Some characters might be open soon do to being inactive.

[marvelswhitewolf]

Looking for some spooky fun? Is there something in the woods or is it all in your head?

Come join our Stranger Things Au!

Camp Mirkwood is waiting for more counselors and campers! 18+ ocs welcome!

[marvelswhitewolf]

Looking for some spooky fun? Is there something in the woods or is it all in your head?

Come join our Stranger Things Au!

Camp Mirkwood is waiting for more counselors and campers! 18+ ocs welcome!

[marvelswhitewolf]

Looking for some spooky fun? Is there something in the woods or is it all in your head?

Come join our Stranger Things Au!

Camp Mirkwood is waiting for more counselors and campers! 18+ ocs welcome!

[marvelswhitewolf]

Join we need more of the party!

[marvelswhitewolf]

Comic Con 2022: “Meeting” Sebastian Stan

I’m a very depressed person, and I find comfort in different things such as movies, tv shows, games, and music. Marvel has really been a big comfort for me and Bucky Barnes was that character that really stuck with me. If anyone knows me in real life, they know that when I like an actor, I tend to watch everything they’ve done. I became a huge fan of Sebastian Stan because of his movies and how he treats and socializes with his fans. He’s very open about mental health and I find that super important.

So when I found out, last minute, that he was coming to New York City Comic Con, I immediately was beyond thrilled. I had a ticket for Saturday sadly, but my friend got me a ticket for Friday and I was so thankful. I sold my Saturday ticket and bought a photo op since the autographs were sold out. I was freaking out about it because I suffer from body dysmorphia and I was not happy to be in a picture but it was the only opportunity I was going to have to meet Sebastian Stan. I have three kids, so I had to make sure my mother could watch them, I had to book a hotel, and set up my train schedule. My anxiety was high. Then all of a sudden autographs came back up for sale and I begged my mom to loan me the money and she did. I was so excited and happy and just I can’t explain it. When you have bpd you tend to really idolize people, especially people who make you feel happy. I’ve done this all my life.

I knew he was going to have plexiglass for the photo ops but I didn’t know he’d have it for the autographs. Which is fine; we all need to feel safe. I just think it got in the way of having that personal connection. But better safe than sorry; he has filming to do.

The day comes and I’m thinking about what’s going to happen. What I’m going to say? What is he going to say?

Long story short, he didn’t say anything. He didn’t look at me nor did he talk to me. I never expected a full on conversation because there are A LOT of people in that line, but I did expect a hello especially when I said it to him. The fact that he ignored my existence really fucked with me. Not only with the autographs but during the photo op. I wanted to cry and yeah I did a little bit because I spent a lot of money and I just wanted acknowledgment. Isn’t that the point of these things?

I heard from people that the con over booked him and I can totally understand the frustration; it just sucks that my experience was so heartbreaking.

I hope, if there is a next time, that when I meet him, he’ll be in a different state were he can communicate a little better because this really did break my heart.

[marvelswhitewolf]

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/19th-century_London

It’s the 1800’s!

How are you surviving?

Are you wealthy?

Are you dirt poor?

What’s your story?

Server was inspired from the television show dickensian. Go back in time to 19th century London and let’s see what sort of shenanigans we get into!

Oc’s are welcome!

Fictional characters from books are welcome!

Let’s have fun ✨🤍✨

-supernatural creatures are allowed, but must lay low and be secretive

[marvelswhitewolf]

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/19th-century_London

It’s the 1800’s!

How are you surviving?

Are you wealthy?

Are you dirt poor?

What’s your story?

Server was inspired from the television show dickensian. Go back in time to 19th century London and let’s see what sort of shenanigans we get into!

Oc’s are welcome!

Fictional characters from books are welcome!

Let’s have fun ✨🤍✨

-supernatural creatures are allowed, but must lay low and be secretive

[marvelswhitewolf]

If you are interested in role playing Stranger Things, come check out my new server.

This is an 21+ server

https://discord.gg/qu5cx24Zxp

[marvelswhitewolf]

If you are interested in role playing Stranger Things, come check out my new server.

This is an 21+ server

https://discord.gg/qu5cx24Zxp

[marvelswhitewolf]

If you are interested in role playing Stranger Things, come check out my new server.

This is an 21+ server

https://discord.gg/qu5cx24Zxp

[marvelswhitewolf]

If you are interested in role playing Stranger Things, come check out my new server.

https://discord.gg/qu5cx24Zxp

[marvelswhitewolf]

Looking for rpers who want to start a stranger things discord server with me. If so just send me a message and I’ll send you the link. I’m looking for everyone but Eddie Munson. Ocs are welcome.

18+ pls

[marvelswhitewolf]

Looking for rpers who want to start a stranger things discord server with me. If so just send me a message and I’ll send you the link. I’m looking for everyone but Eddie Munson. Ocs are welcome.

18+ pls

[marvelswhitewolf]

Looking for rpers who want to start a stranger things discord server with me. If so just send me a message and I’ll send you the link. I’m looking for everyone but Eddie Munson. Ocs are welcome.

18+ pls