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It seemed I was so carefree about money. It seemed I was giving way too much. So yesterday I got victimized by being so overly generous and naive.

And I cannot afford to be stingy, or else the flow wont be the same.

Im hoping the schedule this time around will work out fine. Im hoping to get a full load. Im hoping earnings will be higher but with lesser stress on my part.

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It was a roller coaster week for me. Was receiving dough left and right but used it to pay bills outright upon receiving.

Finally got my project salary but the other half of my main salary has not yet arrived. I worked on that clearance as fast as I could and really hoped things would turn out well but to my dismay the money has not been credited yet.

Ive still got two thirteenth month bills to cater oh well and Ive got to put myself last again.

This may have been the most tiring year and im hoping we could get a proxy or a person who could work well for us.

Ive got some friends too who really need money. Oh well thats life I guess.

All I want is a nice vacation to recharge myself.

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Another post

This is the only account where I could rant freely.

Our venture needs to be sorted and ironed out by months end.

My other colleague who is well supported by the staff feels like giving up as if this person does not need any money (passive income specifically). Because of the unruly attitude of one of our colleague, she feels like giving up. Peace of mind is much more important nowadays and toxic behavior is not well tolerated. Cash advances, VLs and SLs putting a financial strain on our venture. Not to mention a not so good feedback from a lot of people. 

I have been trying to get a hold of things left and right lately. Financially and mentally. I am trying what I can do to keep things intact. 

It’s unbelievable how much sacrifices I made for this. I missed out on a lot of family occasions and I have forgotten about my personal growth and relationships with other people. I have not been gaining anything visibly lately, or is it just me who is drained from all of this mess. Since I have sacrificed a lot in this, and my beloved colleagues are needy I am hoping we could sort this out. All I ask for them is understanding and cohesion so that our venture which can help us in the long run can still go on. 

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This is the time of the ywar when my stress is so high.

Been on duty since June 7 till tomorrow. To make things worse i cannot afford to rest because the main branch is always closing early and oftentimes closing late. Whats worse is it can be closed due to an important family event of our colleague.

No main man in duty, no clear sales. Whats worse is the absentee main man demands sick leave, vacation leave. Talk about being entitled despite not knowing how things are. Not so good chemistry with the staff and clients too.

To add to the worse things is that i have not been cleared yet. No half of the final semestral pay.

I have a lot of backlogs on my sideline

I have clients which had not responded yet.

This started when one of my co trinities was found to be on gestation.

It meant she wont be there on the main branch. It meant the other one will man the main branch on her own. We predicted that this can happen and so it did.

Finances doing ok but there would be times it got sucked by leaves despite not having a clear income. Demanded a load allowance yet i was the one responding mainly to the chats. Gave a lot of money to this co trinity of ours but i can still feel ungratefullness and insincerity on her part. Might be due to frustrations.

I hope after this everything does get settled. Need to find a way how to talk this one nicely so that everything goes well.

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AGAIN

its this time of the year again where in I am anxious.

And hello waiting game of teaching load!

Hello another adverse effect! 

Hello tons of payments!

Hello there family people who needs help!

These are my triggers to my anxiety which can be yearly.

Adverse effects can be common in our practice so its best to explain a lot of things to our clients but time does not permit it at all instances.

Bills shall be part of our life. If you are on business its really relevant. 

As a needy person and one who understands situation especially if you have a lot of kids at home, I feel those parents who really do a lot of things for the sake of their families. There are 3 dads who need financial help right now. They are selling their collections to me. They think I can help them and I do hope so.

Teaching loads at my work can be a long waiting game but I got used to it. Its like this every semester. 

I just hope our patients are fine and improving.

I just hope our teaching loads will be ready soon.

I hope my schedule at work and business will be doing well with each other. 

Hoping that sales will be very okay so we can pay of our business and personal bills. 

Hoping we can finish wrapping things up in the requirements section. 

Hope I can pull it off. 

Hoping I can pay my bills and help others. 

The beginning of every year is filled with a lot of missions to complete!

-max, 1-26-23

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Important notice!

We have been getting a lot of messages from pet owners regarding their furbabies. Answering questions and helping them out is not much of a problem especially from our regular clients whom we know very well.

The sad thing about about such online consult or inquiries is that a lot of owners who are not yet our clients are asking us a lot of questions yet not availing our services in return. Its very obvious you are asking us for a miracle drug that will cure your pet immediately. If you are asking our page for some questions, I do hope you will be one of our clients soon or just make sure you are one of our clients. We cannot just risk our name and give an advice that easily. Who knows what can happen to your pet.

We also know that you are desperate for help but its best to have your pet be checked by a vet regularly. We know some owners are saving up money, so its quite obvious they are asking for a free advice and ask the 'wonder cure' for the illness of their pet. Mam/Sir, pets surely cost a lot of money and we should have been ready that upon getting that cute puppy means you need to have a certain portion of your finances and your time be taken away.

Asking us is ok. As long as you are our client. Helping you out is our pleasure, especially if we could see some relief from your pet. Please be reminded that we are allotting TIME AND EFFORT in answering your inquiries.

To keep things short. We cannot answer easily to pet owners who are not yet our clients. Avail our services 1st, and be sure you are a REGULAR client. And by that time, we will try our very best to help you out and keep your furbabies safe, we are just 1 message away.

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The downfall of the pink taliban?

The supporters: self righteous, reeks of elitism, morally superior kuno. These people further alienate the majority

The people surrounding her: everybody voted for them a long time ago and we got tired. We never felt what they did. Thats for the information of the so called informed youth.

The youth, and the rest of the GenZ and millennials, are way too naive. They do not sense that their emotions are manipulated to the maximum level that it cloud their judgement.

Let us differentiate E-Socialiast, and E communist leftist from being informed ok?

Your so called fact check is nothing more than an anti right wing propaganda powered by feminist and beta males.

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This year may have been the most tiring and hardest of them all. Mentally, physically, and financially. It was like entering a baptism with raging fire awakening your other self which nonetheless pushed yourself to the limit.

I realized i hate emotional people which hampers productivity, i hate noise, i hate inefficiency, i hate dumb people but my inner conscience tells me to understand them.

I was so busy that I forgot to renew my ID, i forgot the taste of proper food, i forgot to enjoy day offs, i forgot to have fun with my gunpla. Everything was poured on this endeavor. But alas, complaints and grievances were abound which weakened our inner souls. Sometimes if I would travel far up north I would always ask myself, where would I get the strength to go on?

Adversity was abound with little to no inspiration. Carrying it alone was so heavy that I want to sleep for 10 hours a day but my tasks says I cant. I need to wake up, make the rounds with the suppliers, attend to my online classes, and modules.

I just hope people would understand me. How tiring it is going to the north back and forth just to earn good money which could boost up our finances. How tiring and hassle it is to restock our supplies. Sometimes I dont know where my money went. Maybe I already gave it as a change, or I have spent it on a refreshing cold drink to revitalize myself. I have forgotten to watch fights.

Apps in my phone were almost useless.

There were times when my efforts seemed so useless to some.

I never told majority of my close friends with this endeavor, and most of all 99% of my family never knew I had this mission.

I preferred to work in silence, like the one in charge of the background of a theater. My goal was to keep things going. It was always my obsession to accomplish my objectives no matter what it takes.

After many months, in less than one year, somehow we accomplished a lot.

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I started the day right somehow. Had a good cup of coffee, and I discussed about the brain and stress response for my class. After my class, guess whaaaatt somehow i got stressed.

The line in BPI was lloooooooong.

LBC? Waited for almost 30mins just to confirm again on my face that my package has not been sent. Am I scammed? I hope not. I searched the tracking number days before and it indicated record not found.

Then I went to grandmall to buy milk and razors. Guess what? Another looooonggg line. Waited for almost half an hour I guess.

As I was going home, luckily I never felt pissed since I ate siomai with puso. I hailed a motorcycle. Thankfully, there was no traffic but there was this rider who counter flowed and nearly sideswiped us! The driver was so pissed that a fight would have ensued had he been able to catch the one that counterflowed. Luckily before I rode, I told him to go slow since I was not on a hurry.

The other half of the day deserves a long rant. But looking at another perspective it is better to keep your mouth shut and never ever be swayed by emotions.

I considered that the line in the bank would be long since Its a monday.

I gave the seller a chance to explain himself. Who knows what moment or fix they are in?

It was my fault that I got delayed at the grocery since I was not able to see my line was for the big carts. I later found out that the salesladies and baggers were new and its a monday and a lot of shoppers would surely be there.

I learned today how important it is to control emotions and to be kind and considerate to people. That any burst of emotion could trigger an eye catching scene that would make the public disturbed. This is one of those times wherein we need to show compassion to others since we do not know what they are going through. After all, I was able to accomplish what I need to accomplish and for that I should be thankful

#cebu #grateful

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Here we go again

Its this time of the year.

I am quite anxious again.

Teaching load is the 1st reason.

The other reasons could follow in any order. My funds almost shrinked after paying all.my bills. Credit card, rent, supplies, payments for plans.

Loan approval can also be thrilling.

The pandemic makes things so unsure. Lockdown now scares people economically.

I hope we can establish it for sure.

I hope there will always be our load.

I hope it will be approved.

Got so many needs. Got so many things to be anxious about. And it is still January 20, 2021.

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I really had a regret of not investing during the pandemic. Look at ETH, XRP, and BTC now! Uuggghhhhh

Well what can I do? I was too scared to release money during that time.

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Memories

It was 2012 when I got my license. It was a victorious year yet seeing The Pacman lose twice miserably.

It was 2011 which was like a turning point. I fell in love and got a heartbreak. It was discouraging from that point onwards. I fell on love with the same person in 2013 AGAIN, and it left me broken. I fell in love again to her in 2015 because of some look alike coming in to my life, but in 2016 I found out that she was with someone else already. Despite all those selfless aid that I gave, it was a good thing I never expected something in return. But the heart still aches and its going to take time to heal maybe. They said I have not moved on from what happened. And I said to them, “at the very least I know what it was like to be in love, truly in love” It was a love that could easily differentiated from lust. AHHH memories. Significant moments I could easily remember.

2013. I worked my ass off at AKVH, got burned out and resigned during September at the time of the fiesta at our homeplace leaving Cebu City. I attempted to join networking yet I failed and lost a lot of money. I was jobless September to December. It was depressing. Add to that my application to my alma mater to teach that never came to fruition.

2014. Turning point year again. I worked as a research assistant at my alma mater for 4 months. I could not believe I was over qualified for the job that I was doing what an intern would do. But still it was a job. I had a salary and at the very least I had money to spend on things which I like.

Yet I was still never accepted after almost a year of waiting. It was so painful and depressing that I developed psoriasis. Then another opportunity came.

I had an offer to teach at another vet school. I was back at Cebu. And I was busy again. With little cash on hand I was even able to make my ends meet.

2015. Was a turning point of the things to come. I started as a research vet, then after many months I got promoted to an assistant vet hospital administrator. As a research vet, i met so many wonderful future pharmacists and medtechs whom I became close friends with until now. 

After some ‘envious’ colleagues said that I was to step down from the said position, then I got another offer to teach at another vet school at Barili, Cebu. I met a lot of wonderful people despite of the slow and unprogressive system.

It was in Barili where I was able to laugh again. Made new friends. Had those great breakfast and luncheon memories at the cafeteria with some colleagues from other colleges. The air was fresh and the food was very affordable. It was a nice place despite of its flaws. I would last for 4 years in the rural institution due to my heart’s desire to help out my profession. For the next few years I would spend less and less time in that school since I found other greener pastures.

2016. This would have been the most memorable.

Presented twice in national conventions. 

Got introduced to an elite university later in that year.

Got to to be a research adviser for medical students.

Was able to fortify my experience as a research vet. 

Got to a sideline at a pet store. 

And met many good people.

It was the start of so many good things to come. Looking back, I could not help to be very thankful.

#memories cebu

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So im quite stressed lately again.

Its that time of the year wherein a faculty of a university will be very anxious about his/her teaching load. Its very troubling to think of it.

Loads.

Bills

Credit cards

Future plans

Patrons

A lot of these were hampered and smirked upon by the treacherous COVID 19 pandemic.

I know that some are suffering more than we do but it doesnt mean we dont have problems to deal on our own.

Well its night time and there are things to work on tomorrow.

Here is a gunpla for attention.

#covid19 #nightthoughts

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Felt bad today.

Usually in times of quarantine, only the surge of cases would make me worry but as time goes by i got used to it.

Today was like a hammer just hit me

My patient Aki who was on medication died at dawn. He was on meds for tick borne disease

The pet of my co teacher at our department died. Seemed like leptospirosis, babesiosis. There was jaundice, hematuria, and severe anemia. The prognosis was grave.

To make things worse when i tried to withdraw money from the atm, nothing came out yet there was a deduction in my balance. It happened around 9:30am in the morning inside the campus. But knowing i had experienced it before with CBC, in which they were able solve. I felt not so panicked. Still i have my worries since its the ECQ here in the city

Transfer of credits to my paymaya from my credit card failed. I succeeded on my 1st try, today just didnt do it.

And so here i am anxiously waiting for the epidemic curve to flatten, so we could have the new normal and of course our earning schemes to be back. Guess we all have a lot of bad days. Today its just one of those for me.

Still let us not lose hope that good things may come our way

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Social media has become so toxic right now.

It is better to stay away indeed.

People have conflicts now with their ideologies and opinions especially regarding politics.

A lot are trying to be relevant and try to make noise as much as possible since it is their contribution to the motherland 'kuno'.

If you are silent or do not voice out an opinion, you are siding with the oppressor says the Woke Republic of Twitter.

Cant they just accept that a lot just wont bother to mess with other peoples timeline?

Criticism can be good since it can lead to improvement. But we should remember as people that once a spectator in an arena gets into the fight ring, he/she will realize that its not easy to fight at all. It is easy to say something when you are on the bleachers.

Aside from virtue signalling by sharing posts, what people are just doing is simply bandwagoning and intellectual climbing. They should check facts also and try to read and hear both sides of the issue to make a better judgement. They should try not to be impulsive in sharing posts.

They should remember that social media is a good facade. That not at all times it can reflect how you do in life. I've known so many people who are so damn active yet in real life they are struggling about their financial and personal matters.

The trending anti terror bill is one hot topic right now. With the majority of wokes trying to highlight only the warrantless arrest of people who are doing their freedom of expression. Let me throw a punch to them that they are fond of using. Wokes please have empathy on those who need it like some people in certain parts in Luzon and Mindanao who are living under the threat of insurgency over these many years! Try to think of parents losing their children to these terrorists hiding under the guise of nationalism, activism, and freedom of speech. How come you are fond of siding with the rebels and terrorists when in fact this is real life and not some sort of movie. Do not tell me you are waiting to feel their bullets and blades to make you realize that you need protection after all.

Always remember that the military will not be there to torture you as what some radical teachers and media men would say. Army personnel are not that abusive and rude as what the media portrays. Have you heard of abuse of power in the recent martial law? Oh yes, you wont know, you just care about yourself at all.

While it is correct that some parts of the bill would irk a lot of woke people, why not ask or protest about revising or amend some parts which are quite hazy?

No to bandwagoning.

Yes to ground truth.

Listen to both sides.

While it is correct that there could be abuse of power, please think that some people actually need it.

And wokes, please act accordingly to your posts mired with social justice and activism. Let us hope in real life you walk your talk.

Social media has become so toxic nowadays since a lot of people are into it. Gone were the days when it was peaceful and was an area of sharing thoughts with your co geeks on a certain topic. Now morals are twisted just to fit certain peoples feelings and ideologies.

People seems to have forgotten to pray and faith of good things will come. As the scriptures would say, let us turn to the ways of the old.

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I have come to accept that this sem has ended

I wont be meeting with them anymore

Its a pity because the sem was really doing good.

Modes of learning had improved.

Their scores really got up.

Alas COVID 19 came and spoiled the fun.

#covid19 #quarantinethoughts

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