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GET YOUR BODY OUT OF SURVIVAL MODE SO YOU CAN CREATE FROM YOUR HEART

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modders be like: "this here is a beauty pack for female characters!" *presents you with the most terrifying, artstyle-breaking thing in the universe*

#good lord

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God, something about Homura giving Madoka back her ribbons in rebellion. Something so tender about it yet so sad.

She gives Madoka back what she gave away when she became more than human, the ribbons she loved so dearly, returning her token of love after she has, in a way, finally saved her, yet there also comes rejection in that gesture.

Madoka gave her those ribbons so Homura would remember her, and Madoka only gets them back after Homura concludes they’re to be enemies. It’s relinquishing her gift, declaring herself undeserving of it, and leaving her behind without a trace left to remember the good days before it all inevitably collapses.

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Calne Ca

#love this #💙

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The thing about Microsoft shutting down Tango Gameworks and Arkane Austin is that it isn't really a case of finance bros not understanding how game development works. Sure, saying "we need smaller games that will win us awards" while shuttering studios which have a record of producing smaller, award-winning games looks dumb on paper, but you need to know how to parse corporate doublespeak.

In brief, they want the prestige of producing smaller, award-winning games, but not the risk. The way you get the former without the latter is by constantly buying up independent studios which already have successful titles in their portfolios, keeping them around long enough to provide post-launch support, crank out paid DLC for their already-proven properties, and finish development of whatever is currently in the pipeline, then dismantle them and shut them down before they get any funny ideas about risking your money on new, unproven projects.

If you're thinking "hey, that sounds a lot like a predatory business model", well, exactly.

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ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚

#pmmm #mighty need

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"homura is an evil abuser who wants to control madoka and hates their friends" tired trope, canonically untrue, congrats on falling for the facade put up by a middle schooler.

"homura sees herself as inherently evil and abusive due to her upbringing, past actions, and status as a witch, which is still ongoing even at the end of rebellion" fresh, new, actually closer to canon, doesn't demonize a child for being mentally ill.

#love the ops tags

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hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???

i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)

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people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

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????? They canceled her fucking birthday?????

It is indeed official.

https://x.com/aniplexUSA/status/1789113325797716136

#omfg #birthday denied #poor kyoko

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when i rebrand my trainersona into a leg/fighting-type specialist and his team is just this nonsense

#swap water duck with blaziken and you're golden

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Sorry I Spent all mY spoons this week already and it's fucking Tuesday. We're heading to the knives

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Me: *to my therapist* I had the spoons, so I did heaps of stuff and now I'm so exhausted I feel sick.

My Therapist: This is where you got to treat spoons like cash. Just because you have them, you need to figure out if you have enough to spend, or else you're going to be in debt. Remember, you're autistic, so you regain those spoons slowly and use them quickly. Everything, good and bad, uses that cash for you. You may enjoy the activity but it's going to exhaust you just as much as a bad activity if you're not careful.

Me: Goddamnit....

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

#me on vrc

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Peacocks are hilarious, really. They really are just like