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hater of socks

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having to sit there for 20mins trying to dig ichneumon spawn out of her foot

i like to imagine siithi just leaves her daiklaives haphazardly lying around her apartment. Like at the end of the day she just whips off her slayer khatars and tosses them in a random direction and hopes they dont wind up accidentally slicing her mattress in half

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i like to imagine siithi just leaves her daiklaives haphazardly lying around her apartment. Like at the end of the day she just whips off her slayer khatars and tosses them in a random direction and hopes they dont wind up accidentally slicing her mattress in half

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my friend events this week:

I reached out to an old high school friend after 12 years of not speaking, only to find that she's in Greece doing a phd on psychiatric euthanasia. I confessed to being ignorant about the topic, so she emailed me 19 research papers and said "this will be a good start"

I asked another friend to provide a professional reference for me as part of a grant application. she agreed to, on the condition that I log into neopets, collect the daily free item, and transfer it to her account

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i hate it when the chocolate guy airbrushes his creations. takes all the joy out of it for me

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Commission of a Steller's Jay for @eilyssen.

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#yeah .yeah .yeah .yeah .yeah

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First you procrastinate on the task because it is not a big enough deal to get done urgently. Then you procrastinate on the task because it has become such a big deal that doing it is overwhelming. You would think that this implies a middle point where it is just big enough of a deal to get done easily, however the inherent perversity of the universe's causal geometry prevents this

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also working on tamping down the voice thats like "ok but did you really lock the door???" because like. why wouldnt i have locked the damn door??? i do that every time there is no logical reason for me to assume ive forgotten it this time. but like. more broadly applicable than that specific instance. You know what i mean

ive been trying to change my internal dialogue lately to "hey, you annoyed somebody, something which is entirely normal to do and in many situations entirely harmless! you made a conscious choice to do something for your own comfort and happiness, and i am proud of you for coming to terms with it and moving on instead of stewing on it and feeling bad. good work!"

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ive been trying to change my internal dialogue lately to "hey, you annoyed somebody, something which is entirely normal to do and in many situations entirely harmless! you made a conscious choice to do something for your own comfort and happiness, and i am proud of you for coming to terms with it and moving on instead of stewing on it and feeling bad. good work!"

#its not easy but like. im turning 28 in a week and im ready to move into the part of my life #where i to a healthy degree no longer give a shit about what people think

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i can never fucking change my discord av from dancing metagross because a. its so fucking on brand i dont think anything will ever be more My Discord Av b. its cut really nicely so that the static img of the dancing metagross is perfect as is the rest of the gif and c. cant remember where i got the rips from and i dont want to lose it forever

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This scam made the California University study 124 imported oils and found that over 70% of samples failed the tests.

These failed:

Mezzetta

Carapelli

Pompeian

Primadonna

Mazola

Sasso

Colavita

Star

Antica Badia

Whole Foods

Safeway

Felippo Berio

Coricelli

Bertolli

These brands passed:

Corto olive

Lucero

McEvoy Ranch Organic

Omaggio

California Olive Branch

Bariani Olive oil

Lucini

Ottavio

Olea Estates

Cobram Estate

Kirkland Organic

Also, test the olive oil yourself at home. Put the bottle out when cold, or in the fridge for 30 min. if it gets solid, it is pure and has monounsaturated fats.

#colavita how could you do me like this #bye bitch im switching to KIRKLAND

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ok lets settle it. which laios is getting the best dick rn

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The two twins…

#do they know.... do they know #i think they do. i have to believe #sobs