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‎𓊆ྀི from the start .ᐟ𓊇ྀི﹒prologue : young forever

𓂃 ୨୧ pairing idol!jungkook x fem!fan!idol!reader

𓂃 ౨ৎ summary yeon yn’s infatuation with bts’ jeon jungkook was a continuous repetitive cycle; she picks her feelings up from where she last left them, allowing her mind and body to be consumed by his very presence, before ultimately getting hurt knowing she couldn’t be with him and letting him go. recently however, the cycle broke. yn found herself falling for jungkook, as his junior in the k-idol industry and in their label. the circle became a single line that got longer and longer as time went on, knowing that he was just within her grasp, so close yet so far. yn was getting tired, chasing after him for so many years. the line was surely going to become a circle again, there was no way he felt the same, right? ❛❛confess i loved you, just thinking of you. i know i've loved you from the start..❞

𓂃 ୨୧ warnings mention of almost throwing up, parasocial relationship, delusion, mention of shaving whole body, mention of depression

may 7, 2016

𓂃 ౨ৎ the may weather wasn’t too humid nor was it freezing, yet yn could feel the cool wind leave behind goosebumps on the skin of her arms that were covered by long sleeves. in response, yn only shuddered and tightly clasped her hands together.

her mind was a jumbled mess, she furrowed her brows, staring at her beat up shoes that definitely needed to be thrown out.

the chirping of birds didn’t aid to calm her down, as she drowned out the surrounding noise with the feeling of butterflies forming in her stomach, the kind that makes you feel sick.

she stood in front of the arena that would kickstart bts’ new asia tour. there was still time until the concert started, and in the meantime, their music echoed from the arena, only serving to ring in yn’s ears.

“where even are they?” yizhuo’s high pitched voice echoed in yn’s ears, breaking her out of her nervous stupor.

yn glanced at her friend, yizhuo’s hair was bright orange, and fried, her split ends were floating around her face thanks to the wind.

“i don’t know. they’re taking too long.” yn responded, a pout appearing on her plump lips.

they were referring to yeonjun, soobin and taehyun. the five of them were gifted tickets to bts’ new concert by kim music’s ceo, so did the other trainees, though, they decided to arrive together as a group of five, separating themselves from the rest.

they arrived together, but they parted ways, with yeonjun, soobin and taehyun promising they’ll return before the concert started.

yn assumed they went to the freebie booths, or were just generally looking around; she would’ve went with them, but her nerves made her stay put.

yizhuo declined to join them as well, seeing as she’s a foreigner in a country she didn’t know well, and yn was the only person who made her feel at home.

yizhuo stared at yn with worry in her eyes, yn looked as if she would throw up, “do you want to sit down?”

“i’m fine, ningning.” yn shook her head, her hair ruffling alongside the movements of her head, “just a little nervous.”

yizhuo hummed in response but dropped the topic, opting to rock back and forth on the balls of her feet.

the sight of taehyun, with yeonjun and soobin trailing right behind him, made yn perk up, as she straightened her back and waved her hand towards their direction, “hey! what took you so long!”

“we were only gone for twenty minutes.” taehyun answered, he quickly took notice of the way yn eyed the plastic bag swinging on his arm, the one full of freebies and concert merch.

“twenty minutes too long!” yn added, averting her eyes away from the bag, and crossed her arms over her chest. taehyun only rolled his eyes.

“hey yn, are you okay?” yeonjun was the first to ask, his eyebrows scrunched up, “you look a little bit sick, did something happen?”

“yeah, you look like you just saw a ghost.” even the shy soobin, the newest trainee in the group, chimed in.

yn sighed, her gaze falling down to her shoe clad feet, “just nervous.”

“you don’t have to worry, jungkook won’t fall in love with you and take you backstage.” taehyun remarked, not even glancing yn’s way as his hand was rummaging through the bag. he missed the way yn’s anxious expression morphed into an offended one.

“that’s not what i’m nervous about!” yn addressed. frustrated, she ran her hands down her face, “besides if he fell in love with me that would be weird. i’m too young for him anyway.”

“exactly, glad you came to that conclusion by yourself.” taehyun nodded in approval, “an eighteen year old idol wouldn’t fall in love with a fourteen year old trainee.”

yn faltered for a moment, she wanted to shield herself from taehyun’s words, raising her shoulders up in a form of defense, “i know that…”

yn couldn’t describe the pain that took hold of her heart at taehyun’s words, and if she tried, she’d just seem crazy. the feelings she had for jungkook were intense, it seized her mind on a random unexpected day and since then she wasn’t the same. every single thought was accompanied by his face, or his smile or his doe eyes. it drove her mad.

yn recalled that ever since she became infatuated with jungkook, taehyun kept telling her it was just a phase, it was just something every teenage girl goes through.

yn knew he had good intentions, even if he seemed pretentious at times, he was still her day one; he just made her feel so not special.

“don’t you think you’re being too harsh?” yeonjun wondered, staring at taehyun, who was still busy rummaging through the plastic bag in his hands.

“i have to bring her back to reality.” taehyun replied, shrugging his shoulders.

yn tuned out their conversation, choosing to observe the area, taking note of every girl she saw. some were older than her, some were younger than her, but one thing was for certain, yn was just a girl in a crowd of others just like her. she wasn’t special, and that devastated her.

weirdly enough, despite knowing she had no chance, she hoped and prayed jungkook at least would take notice of her. and the thought of him possibly looking at her through the crowd made her feel all jittery.

“yn.” taehyun’s call of her name entered her ears, once again bringing her out of the maze that were her thoughts.

yn gazed at him with curiosity swimming in her round eyes, watching the way the corners of his lips lifted up to form a smile.

taehyun was holding something towards her, yn glanced down at his hand to notice a boxed army bomb.

“you’re kidding.” yn huffed in disbelief, before tenderly grasping the box in her hands.

“i managed to grab only one.” taehyun mentioned, “we agreed that you would want it the most.”

“you guys…” yn jutted out her bottom lip, though her eyes were twinkling with excitement, “thank you! thank you!”

“wave it like crazy for all of us.” soobin grinned, while moving his arm as if he held a lightstick.

yn nodded hastily, pure joy bubbling from within her, whilst she turned towards yizhuo, who shared the same thrilled expression as her.

“wait yn. that isn’t everything.” yeonjun added, suppressing the smile that was threatening to take over his face from the anticipation of yn’s reaction.

“huh?” yn breathed out, tilting her head to the side.

taehyun reached his hand inside of the bag, and pulled out a photocard, he flipped it, revealing the front of it.

it was a jungkook photocard, the kind you could only get during that particular concert.

yn’s eyes widened and her lips parted, she hurriedly stepped closer towards taehyun and gently took the photocard from his hands.

jungkook was holding a bouquet of flowers and had his lips pursed, his dark brown hair styled in such a way that squeezed yn’s heart in a tight grip.

“i might start sobbing.” yn uttered in a breathless tone, “i will keep him so safe.”

the others reacted to her response by laughing, almost in unison.

“are you gonna put him in your phone case?” yizhuo beamed, pointing at yn’s phone that was tucked in the back pocket of her jeans.

“can’t.” yn deflated, slouching her shoulders, “my phone case isn’t clear.”

“put him in your wallet.” soobin suggested, enjoying the way yn’s face lit up at his words.

“you’re so right, soobin!” yn exclaimed, she fished out her wallet from her cute shoulder bag, and carefully slotted the photocard inside of her wallet.

now every time she would open her wallet, she would be greeted with jungkook’s face. yn was absolutely elated.

“so much for telling her she has no chance with him, now he’s in her wallet.” yeonjun chuckled, watching the way yn animatedly chatted with yizhuo, her eyes wide and bright, opposite to the storms that were brewing in them only moments ago.

“at least she’s happier now.” taehyun noted, a small smile on his lips, “she’d understand eventually that it’s just a phase.”

“what if she doesn’t?” soobin questioned.

“i doubt she won’t.” taehyun concluded, nodding his head in conviction, “she’s smart.”

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𓂃 ୨୧ taglist @ahnneyong @goldenjeonkoo @lil0u0 @alessioayla @fr0ggieth1nk (send an ask to be added!)

𓂃 ౨ৎ note this is like a prologue of sorts but also the first chapter hi so nervous!!!! thank you for the likes i never expected so many …. ♡

#🎀 ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི₊ from the start #jungkook smau #jungkook social media au #jungkook x reader #jungkook imagine #jungkook imagines #jungkook scenario #jungkook scenarios #bts smau #bts social media au #jungkook fanfic #jungkook fic

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miffette · 6 days

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SO SOOO EXCITED FOR YOUR NEW FICC, i haven’t been excited for one in a while. i keep checking your profile to see if you updatedshhshsj

HELLLLOOOOOO!!!!!!!! THE WAY THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY!!! I PROMISE IM WORKING ON IT <3<3 ☹️

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miffette · 6 days

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Hiii (⁠✷⁠‿⁠✷⁠), i am so excited for "from the start" because i really wanted to read a smau for jungkook. If it's not a bother can i get in the taglist? (Sorry for my english, it is not my first language) Thank you so much (⁠灬⁠º⁠‿⁠º⁠灬⁠)⁠♡

hi !!!! ur english is actually really good don’t worry!!! & of course ♡

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miffette · 6 days

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Could i please be added to the taglist?🥺🫶🏼

of course!!! <3

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‎𓊆ྀི from the start .ᐟ𓊇ྀི﹒tubatu

𓂃 ୨୧ pairing idol!jungkook x fem!fan!idol!reader

𓂃 ୨୧ warnings mentions of fat shaming a plushie, a death threat, mention of the underworld

𓂃 ౨ৎ tomorrow x together, also known as txt, is a multinational south korean boy group that debuted under kim music on march 4, 2019 with their debut ep ‘the dream chapter: star’. despite their rocky debut, with the postponing of their comebacks due to their health, they’ve managed to become an inspiration to newly debuting fourth gen groups. they’re leading the generation alongside their juniors, aespa.

𓂃 ୨୧ choi yeonjun﹒’99 liner. kim music’s legendary male trainee who consistently ranked first in vocal, rap and dance. he used to brag about it in his trainee days, but nowadays feels a bit bashful every time someone mentions it. he used to want siblings when he was younger, now has four of them, whether it’s to his dismay or delight, he hasn’t decided yet.

𓂃 ౨ৎ choi soobin﹒’00 liner. he’s so calm and rarely gets angry, even when he’s agitated and he yells it’s as if he yells in lowercase. a passionate anime fan, has seen just about any anime somebody could think of, and would jump on the opportunity to recommend some. he has a really strange humour but it’s okay because he’s cute.

𓂃 ୨୧ choi beomgyu﹒’01 liner. insane, crazy, mentally deranged, all the words describing crazy people. does not ever shut up, has to keep constantly babbling and yapping, and extremely loudly too. knows he annoys the people around him and actually loves it. considers taehyung as his muse, and it’s quite obvious even before he says anything.

𓂃 ౨ৎ kang taehyun﹒’02 liner. he’s yn’s childhood friend, he’d known her since kindergarten. she went to his audition with him to support him, and surprisingly got scouted because the staff found her pretty. thinks he’s the most rational person, well, ever, maybe not more than namjoon, but he’s definitely a close second.

𓂃 ୨୧ kai kamal huening﹒’02 liner. the first foreigner to debut under kim music; once ningning told him that she thought she’d stay in the kim music dungeon if it weren’t for him. he doesn’t know much about kpop outside of the groups in his label, his playlists are full of songs belonging to his labelmates and he isn’t ashamed of it.

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miffette · 8 days

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Can I also be added to the taglist?🩷

yes!!!💗

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miffette · 8 days

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CAN I BE ADDED TO FTS TAGLIST PLEASE?

YES OF COURSE!!!!

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miffette · 8 days

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OMG!! hi, again xD i love the fact that you choose aespa as yn’s group, i LOVE them ^.^ (btw, who’s your aespa bias, mines is ningning :p) have the GREATEST day ever xx

HIIIIIII!!!! so happy to see u again <3 you’re the only anon who’s sending me asks makes me really happy :]] oh yes i love aespa ☹️ i’m ot4 but if i had to choose then aeri is definitely my bias <\3 have an AMAZING day anon ♡

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miffette · 8 days

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‎𓊆ྀི from the start .ᐟ𓊇ྀི﹒aes

𓂃 ୨୧ pairing idol!jungkook x fem!fan!idol!reader

𓂃 ୨୧ warnings mention of not going to heaven, mention of death, description of dying, mention of hysteria, delusion

𓂃 ౨ৎ aespa is a multinational south korean girl group that debuted under kim music on november 17, 2021 with their debut ep ‘savage’. their debut, although confusing due to their extensive lore, peaked the general public’s interest, as they helped them achieve their very first pak. they quickly became the faces of fourth gen, leading the generation alongside their seniors, txt.

𓂃 ୨୧ yu jimin﹒’00 liner. she’s such a sweetheart that it’s a mystery how she ended up in a group full of people who are out of their minds. she’s the biggest my, she’s always complimenting her members and cheering them on. babies the maknae line the most. scolds her members occasionally but can never stay mad at them.

𓂃 ౨ৎ uchinaga aeri﹒’00 liner. her aesthetic is so cohesive yet at the same it’s all over the place, but she makes it work. is she emo? mcbling? 2014 tumblr? nobody knows and neither does she. at least, she looks hot figuring it out. claims she isn’t as crazy as the maknae line, but her track record of screaming bloody murder says otherwise.

𓂃 ୨୧ yeon yn﹒’02 liner. has been infatuated with jungkook since she was thirteen, even if her love for him was waning and waxing as time passed, she always found her way back to him. lately, she refused to let her feelings go, due to him being just within her reach. however, she’s slowly giving up, at least inwardly, she still appears insane outwardly. gets babied the most because of how she acts and how she looks.

𓂃 ౨ৎ ning yizhuo﹒’02 liner. she chooses the weirdest emojis for her twitter display names and katalk nicknames, while giving no context whatsoever. she would’ve chosen a really crazy nickname on katalk, sadly, she has to keep appearances for their manager and their ceo. attached to yn’s hip, as a result of them being the trainees who trained the longest in the group.

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miffette · 9 days

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‎𓊆ྀི from the start .ᐟ𓊇ྀི﹒tannies

𓂃 ୨୧ pairing idol!jungkook x fem!fan!idol!reader

𓂃 ୨୧ warnings gun mention, suicide mention, drowning & funeral mention, mention of skin swelling & itching, suggestive jokes

𓂃 ౨ৎ bangtan sonyeondan, more commonly known as bts, is a south korean boy group that debuted under kim music on june 13, 2013 with their debut single album ‘2 cool 4 skool’. they brought their company out of bankruptcy with the immense accomplishments they achieved both domestically and internationally, paving the flower road to success for other kpop groups globally. since june 15, 2022 bts is prioritising on releasing solo music.

𓂃 ୨୧ kim seokjin﹒’92 liner. the youngest son of kim music’s ceo, consequently he’s seen as someone who benefited from nepotism. even if the nepotism in question was debuting under a bankrupt company with no real way of knowing if you’d be popular. he makes fun of himself for it, regardless. loves his face and aims to protect it at all costs.

𓂃 ౨ৎ min yoongi﹒’93 liner. claims he was forced to join an idol group, but really that’s just him being overdramatic; he just liked the bond that he had with his members to the point where it overshadowed the dawning realisation that he would have to dance for the rest of his career when he didn’t like moving his body at all.

𓂃 ୨୧ jung hoseok﹒’94 liner. the smiling hopeful persona was just that, a persona, during bts’ debut, but eventually it became 90% of his personality, and now a day won’t go by where hoseok won’t smile brightly, have an optimistic attitude and loudly support the people around him. though the same can’t be said for the remaining 10%.

𓂃 ౨ৎ kim namjoon﹒’94 liner. has seen trainees come and go before bts’ lineup was finalised. cannot see a life without his members, but sometimes he feels like being the leader is exhausting, especially when each member’s personality bounces off one another to create a cacophony that makes him want to live in self isolation.

𓂃 ୨୧ park jimin﹒’95 liner. has been almost kicked out of the bts lineup a whopping 15 times. his members, taehyung in specific, won’t let him live it down. in spite of that, he’s so loved that a picture of him standing with his hands on his hips is framed and hung in the company’s lounge room because of how cute he looks in it.

𓂃 ౨ৎ kim taehyung﹒’95 liner. half the time you won’t know what personality you’re gonna get with this one. he could be quiet and sophisticated one day, and then the next he’s rambling in great detail about how he needs a therian girlfriend. however, he has mellowed since debut, he used to be way more unhinged.

𓂃 ୨୧ jeon jungkook﹒’97 liner. hasn’t been in a relationship in a long while, and genuinely so touch starved that it makes him seem like he’s a virgin, albeit that was far from the truth. though, he doesn’t really do anything about it, he’d rather have all his focus on work than anything else. he still can’t help but think that yn is just so cute.

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𓂃 ౨ৎ note i wrote a bit on each member just to set the scene even if most of the stuff is stuff y’all already know 😭 && i will have a taglist for this smau if u want to be added send me an ask <3<3 also no mandatory enlistment in this smau!!! yippee!!!!

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miffette · 13 days

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hi :)) i just read the preview of from the start and i’m so excited for it!! hopefully the next chapters come soon (take your time tho xD), have a nice day <33

hi!!!!! that genuinely motivates me sm thank u <333 hehehe i’m working on it TRUST 🤞

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‎𓊆ྀི from the start .ᐟ𓊇ྀི

𓂃 ୨୧ pairing idol!jungkook x fem!fan!idol!reader

𓂃 ୨୧ genre smau + written chapters, alternative idol au, mutual pining, perceived unrequited love, angst, fluff, crack

𓂃 ౨ৎ featuring bts, txt, aespa, other idols as cameos

𓂃 ୨୧ warnings profanity, kys/kms humour, parasocial relationships, delusion, mental health jokes, age gap (5 years; yn is 20/21 jk is 25/26), suggestive content/jokes, aespa’s winter is used as yn’s fc only for aesthetic purposes, this is pure fiction it does not represent the idols in any way, warnings will appear in the beginning of every chapter

𓂃 ౨ৎ playlist from the start — laufey﹒superstar — taylor swift﹒true romance — pinkpantheress﹒ butterfly (prologue mix) — bts﹒ yes or no — jungkook﹒supernatural — ariana grande﹒fragile — laufey﹒shot glass of tears — jungkook﹒promise — laufey﹒hate you — jungkook﹒i wish i hated you — ariana grande﹒imperfect for you — ariana grande

𓂃 ୨୧ status ongoing

𓂃 ౨ৎ note hi… super nervous posting this idk how well this will do… if this flops i think i’ll lose it… this masterlist will change a bit as the story progresses..!

𓂃 ୨୧ profiles tannies﹒aes﹒tubatu

𓂃 ౨ৎ chapters 00﹒prologue : young forever (written + smau)﹒01﹒taehyung 1 and taehyung 2﹒02﹒bro pulled out the dictionary

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