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“When I say I am tired, I don’t mean I am tired because of lack of sleep. I am tired because I sleep until noon, after staying up until 4 am because my brain refused to let me sleep. I am emotionally frustrated. I am feeling everything at once and I don’t have a pause button. I am sore for absolutely no reason. My emotions are tender and I don’t know why. I am tired of lack of accomplishments. I am tired of being tired. I am tired of feeling weak. I am tired and I am emotionally exhausted. Sometimes I can’t even get up for school because I don’t feel like struggling all day. I would much rather stay in bed. I don’t want to be tired anymore.”

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“Being suicidal and living for others is the most drowning feeling ever”

— Why can’t I find a reason to live for myself?

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“This is the loneliest I have ever felt”

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I want to scream and cry and die, all at the same time. It feels like my heart is being squeezed and it hurts so fucking much but it’s also so empty at the same time. I just want everything to fucking stop.

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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“Seeing you heals me.”

— Rumi

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“My thoughts gravitate to whatever’s missing, whatever’s lost or broken or painful. My heart worries and fears. There is plenty to be thankful for, but those are not the scenes I stay stuck in.”

— Jamie Tworkowski, If You Feel Too Much

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A full moon and a full heart.

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the present can be tough, and sometimes all you can do is stop it from getting worse—sometimes there’s nothing you can do right now to feel happy. that’s okay

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the sun literally sets and casts a golden hue over everything every single day and we fucked it all up and invented paying rent

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𝐃𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞/𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠? 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐨�� 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐦𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐝?...

𝐘𝐞𝐚 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 :/

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Even if I die I probably would disappoint someone

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Every time I say I'm at my lowest... next time is always lower.

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I honestly didn’t think I would be alive at my age I thought I would’ve been dead by 20 so I feel so fucking lost I don’t know what to do with my life and I feel like I’m just rotting away most days I’m just so tired I want to give up and end this miserable fucking life

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𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥...𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐲.