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myam3712 Ā· 7 months
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Checked my draft today and I found those two Shuri X Readerā€™ s stories. I wanted to delete but do yā€™all think i should keep writing them ???
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myam3712 Ā· 1 year
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Ā« Killing me softly ā€¦ with this love Ā» (Part 1)
Lashana Lynch X female Reader
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The sound of the door closing wakes you up but you donā€™t even bother to move knowing already who it was. You keep your eyes closed as you try to go back to sleep but you feel your head hurting so badly that you start to get nauseous. The light is suddenly turned on and you growl and curse from the pain that you felt , you then hear a deep sigh.
ā†³ How long are you going to do that ?
You stay silent as if you heard nothing and slowly lift your body to sit on the sofa that since a week or more have become your new bed
ā†³ She moved on ! why donā€™t you do the same ? You look pathetic right now, you stink, when was the last time you took a shower ???
Your head down, you listen to him without really listening. His voice seem far yet it accentuates your horrible headache. You feel it close, you have to puke but one movement and you might do it on the floor. The idea of doing it on your brother that still didnā€™t stop his rambling seems really nice, but you canā€™t, you live in his house and the last thing you want is to get kicked out.
ā†³ (ā€¦) She no longer love you
ā†³ Shut up
ā†³ I speak facts Y/N, Lashana no longer love you, she moved on, she got herself a new boo and is happy with her so ā€¦
ā†³ I said to shut up !
Without you realizing, your body moved on itā€™s own and you slapped him. When you realized it, it was toon late. He was looking at you still shocked. It took him a while but he slapped you back with such violence that it made you throw up
ā†³ Get out of my place
ā†³ Dave ā€¦
ā†³ GET . OUT . OF MY F*CKING PLACE !!
The only thing you get to grab is your phone and your bag still filled with the things you put in the last time you went out. How long has it been ? A week ? A year ? You had no idea. You lost all notion of time since that day.
Closing the door behind you as you get out, you feel uneasy, luckily it was late so few people were outside. The smell of fresh air makes you close your eyes for a few seconds as you feel your lungs getting filled with it. ā€œIt feels niceā€ you think. Maybe you should have done that earlier.
You start walking, you walk for a while without knowing where to go. Your head is strangely empty and none of the sounds around you seems to reach your ears, you zoned out it seems but you keep walking. Youā€™ve been walking for a while now, focusing only on those flashbacks that have been rushing through your head since you started, they seem so vivid you feel like you went back, as if all that was happening right now was only a dream, a really bad one. You see her dancing her silly but so sensual dances in your living room, looking at you with this provocative look, then suddenly she surprise you with a kiss on top of your head while you are cooking the dinner, it suddenly changes again, and now she is reading a script and smile at you when she realized your where here.
ā†³ Careful !
You get violently brought back to reality by a hand pulling you back and suddenly realize that you were about to cross the road and get hit by a car. At this moment you wish she had never save you but you look at the girl now by your side and fake (pretty badly) a smile as the sounds refuse to come out your mouth. She roll her eyes then leave. You look at her leaving until you canā€™t see her no more and when you finally decide to attempt once again to cross the road your body refuse to, you stay there, frozen, your eyes directed to the other side, to the house in front of you. You smile, then laugh, you laugh so much that your sides starts to hurt but you canā€™t stop, people are looking at you, the few ones still outside at this hour, but you donā€™t seem to care, you keep laughing as if you finally went crazy and then your eyes start to get wet, tears are running through your eyes, now you are crying ??? Pathetic indeed. After a moment you seem to feel better, but are still giggling, you start walking and find yourself in front of the house, YOUR house. You never thought you were going to come back here, at least not this early but your body did it on its own. Though You canā€™t really blame it.
You grab the spare key that you always keep under the planter and open the door. Itā€™s so musty that you start coughing before even entering. Everything is the same as you left it, even your paintings that you left to dry on the floor of the leaving room. Lashana Hated that, she would get mad and start complaining for hours and would only stop when you would kiss her. This thought make you smile, a bitter smile. You feel your heart hurting and put your hand on your chest as if it would stop the burning feeling; but you can only feel your heart beating faster as breathing becomes harder.
You decide to sit for a while, on the floor, you then notice the painting next to you, heā€™s still not finished, you didnā€™t get to. You slightly brush the canva as if caressing the face of the one half painted on it. "Beautiful" you tell yourself, she is an angel, and angel you could die for to enter her paradise. You loved her, no, you still do, so much that you wish you could rip your heart out of your chest to stop yourself from loving her, but you are pretty much sure that even that wouldnā€™t help you.
ā†³ Why ā€¦ why did you have to do that ?? ā€¦ to me ā€¦
You feel enraged, so much that you throw the painting that end up breaking. You are panting, you canā€™t breath, it hurts, so much. You start throwing everything around you, screaming, you look like a beast. You punch the tv, kick the table, rip the pillows, everything to stop this feeling but itā€™s not enough. You need her, you need her back. You miss her touch, you miss her laugh, her jokes, you miss her so much. You growl, scream, crying and destroying everything around you. Then you stop.
ąæā€”ā€”ļæ½ļæ½ā€” Two years and a half ago ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€”ąæ
- Letā€™s eat outside today
- hm
- Are you listening ? I said letā€™s eat outside today
- I canā€™t I have to finish this painting for tomorrow
- You can do that later, letā€™s go
She stands up and take off your brush from your hand which annoys you but you only sigh and look at her while sheā€™s giving you a "Yeah I did it" look while smiling at you. She look so pretty that you just stand up and go kiss her. She wrap her arms around your neck as she returns your kiss, deepening it. She is taller so she have to bend down a little bit (actually a lot) to be at your level which make her giggle through the kiss.
- What ?
- You are so little
You roll your eyes and she start laughing. You play mad but you actually donā€™t really care, too captivated by her laughter; she is so pretty and she is yours, your wife. FiancĆ©e to be more accurate, you asked her 2 weeks ago and she said yes.
- What ?
- Youā€¦ are mine right ?
She lift an eyebrow then roll her eyes, she always does that when you ask this question and it worries you, but you trust that she loves you, otherwise she wouldnā€™t be there, and she wouldnā€™t have accepted to marry you.
- You know, you say stupid things sometimes
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Itā€™s 12 pm when you wake up, your eyes are so swollen that you barely can open them, your phone is ringing and itā€™s been ringing for a while now but you donā€™t want to answer, you donā€™t want to talk to anyone.
Suddenly you hear the door opening and your heart skip a beat. There is only one person able to open the door as you had the spare key with you and this person would be none other than HER, Lashana. You can hear the foot steps getting closer but you donā€™t dare to turn your head , too afraid to realize that this was just all in your head , just another one of those multiple dreams that youā€™ve been having every night since you moved back to your house a week ago.
ā†³ Your brother called me
You stay silent, listening to her, your head buried in the sofa as you pretend to still be asleep, you missed her voice, you wish you could kiss her right now, a deep an passionate kiss but you do nothing and just keep listening to her.
ā†³ You are stronger than that ā€¦ thisā€¦ this is not the Y/N I married
You scoff without realizing and she sigh deeply while sitting on the floor in front of you. You can feel her gaze burning you and the awkward silence that followed started to burden you. You then finally turn your head to meet her eyes , she still look so pretty, pretty but tired.
ā†³ YOU left me
ā†³ YOU cheated on me
ā†³ It was a mistake
ā†³ No it wasnā€™t
ā†³ IT WAS !
She lift one of her bushy eyebrows and you can imagine what she was thinking. You lower your gaze out of guilt and you accidentally find yourself looking at her body. "Sheā€™s so perfectĀ " you think.
ā†³ Stop staring
ā†³ I ā€¦ wasnā€™t
ā†³ Yes of course
You feel awkward, this situation is pretty awkward actually, itā€™s been so long since you last saw each other and the last time wasnā€™t the happiest . You try to focus on her face but you always find yourself lurking at her body, you want to touch it, not that you intend to do anything but you crave her.
ā†³ I have a girlfriend
Something break in you as you hear her, a girlfriend ? Since when ? Why ? Does she love her ? Of course she does or else they wouldnā€™t have been together.
ā†³ She is amazing, an angel , she have everything, sheā€™s so talented too and she makes me laugh
You whisper her to stop but she doesnā€™t seem to hear you and keep going; you can feel the tears filing your eyes . She seems happy talking about this girl, you can tell that she loves her and it hurts even more.
ā†³ (ā€¦) what I am trying to say is that I moved on and you should try to do the same . I know itā€™s hard but you have to
ā†³ You donā€™t ā€¦ love me anymore ?
ā†³ I do, but itā€™s over between us and I have someone else, she is amazing andā€¦
You donā€™t let her finish and kiss her, too surprise she doesnā€™t react right away but when she comes back to her sense she pushes you back and wipe her mouth
ā†³ Whatā€™s wrong with you ?!
ā†³ I love you
ā†³ Well you should have think about that before cheating on me
ā†³ I was drunk !
ā†³ It doesnā€™t change the fact that you cheated
She stands up and you do the same, trying to stop her from leaving. You panic and beg her to stay but she refuses and keep walking to the door, you grab her arm and get on your knees, your face full of tears, you couldnā€™t hold them anymore. You couldnā€™t allow yourself to let her go, not this time.
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myam3712 Ā· 1 year
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Izogie X Reader
The first time I met her I knew that I would never be able to forget her. Izogie; this name only Is enough to make me lose my mind and drop all pride.
My hand slowly get closer to my private parts as I close my eyes, trying to remember her face. Her, smiling gently , looking at me with this bossy look that makes chills going through my body.
I slowly start to rub my little ball of pleasure as I imagine her hand doing it instead; this makes me sigh softly while the pleasure takes over, I then get a Little bolder in my thoughts and imagine her tongue running through my body, tasting me with passion while slowly moving her hand from my clitoris to my vulva that she stroke gently as if this was something precious that she was scared to break.
The sighing started to sound more like little moans as my hand started to move a little faster, nourished by my indecent thoughts.
- Y/n !
Scared, I jumped while covering myself as I immediately took off my hands from my intimate parts.
This voice, it was her, Izogie.
- Yā€¦yes ?
My heart was beating so fast, not only because I was very scared of being discovered doing such things but also because I still had this feeling of her touching me as if she was really doing those things to me. I tried covering myself as fast as possible when i heard her entering my hut. She looked beautiful, more than thousands of my imaginations. I couldnā€™t take my eyes off her.
I heard that you plan to join us
- Yes ā€¦
- I told you that it was a bad idea, you donā€™t know how to fight
- I do !
- You donā€™t
I roll my eyes as i look away pissed by her answer
- I want to be like you
- You canā€™t
- Why not ?!
- You canā€™t fight
- I can ! and i will prove you
While speaking I walk to the door showing her the way out. It was true that I would have appreciated speaking to her more but right now wasnā€™t the right moment, and to be honest, I was also a little mad at her.
Following me with her gaze, she lift an eyebrow when she sees me stopping next to the door and as if she didnā€™t understand the meaning of this act, she sits on my bed and keeps talking, which makes me sight and roll my eyes a second time.
- Prove me ? How ? You canā€™t even win against Fumbe , and she is the weakest of all
- I didnā€™t know you had a hobby of talking bad about your trainees.
- Stop it
- Stop what ?! Why are you even here Izogie ?!
- To stop you from doing something stupid
I can tell by the sound of her voice that me screaming irritated her, but she was holding it in and answered me calmly while staring at me bluntly. I was annoyed, pissed , I wanted to punch her irritatingly beautiful face but I donā€™t think that I would be able to face the consequences, so I held it in.
- Well you wasted your time so now leave please
- Y/n you ā€¦
- Leave !
She stayed silent for a moment, which scared me a little, then she slowly stood up and left without a word .
It was the last time I saw her
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