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WOMAN OF STARS.

RIDDLE ME A FUTURE WITH A HAPPY ENDING   ;     riddle me a future that could produce more pleasure than it did pain.  you, darling regent of new orleans. hands that housed the power of a thousand suns, held glory and peace - held destruction and chaos.   you, equal parts beauty and equal parts evil. the cards lay spread on table. each passer by requesting the same thing - tell me a future in which they love me still.  tell me a future in which i prosper.   and you, girl of fire - girl of glory.   you would do nothing less. 

          “ death. this card symbolizes the end of an era and a rebirth. you might be seeking a new adventure. ”  

                                             @nephliad 

STORIES  ARE  ONLY  THAT.   her  fate  has  been  written  in  the  stars  long  ago.   she  saw  it,   cried  and  mourned  for  it  her  whole  life.   she  saw  it  in  her  mother’s  absence,  in  her  lack  of  being,   in  herself.   yet,   she  tore  it  up.  ate  it  whole.   now,  she;    devouress.   the  only  thing  absent  is  her  heart!     ❝    that  sounds  about  right.   ❞    (   should  she  still  mourn  for  her  old  life  ?    or   rejoice  in  its  end   ?    )      a  catacomb  of  a  woman.   a  cenotaph  of  a  body.   she  will  never  prosper.  she  will  never  be  alive  again.   she  blinks,  empty  yet  yearning.      ❝    doesn’t  everyone  want  a  new  adventure?   ❞

#i love this. #vigorsis #v tbt.

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I deserve to be that girl.

#QUEEN

#when will vicki realize her self worth and say this !!! #this is what she deserves !!! #this is major ... vicki vibes .... #she doesn't.... want to say it though.. #she's with guys who do not care about her . #and pretends they do because it's easier that way . #at least with guys who dont love her .... #and dont Pretend to love her #she can't get her heart broken . #anyway when is vicki going to get a cute gf #who loves her w/ all her heart . #thanks #tbt

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HEALER  DIVINE.

❛          WILL  IT  BE  SPOOKY    ?           ❜           impish  nymph  of  a  girl    !           how  she  wishes  to  be  more  than  skin  and  bones    .           take  her  heart  from  inside  cracked  chest  and  stitch  it  till  it  has  been  repaired    .          maybe  then  it  will  beat    .          ❛          will  we  be  alone    ?           ❜           oh    ,    passion’s  secret    !           desire  holds  her    ,    but  it  is  not  lust  that  burns  an  inferno  through  her    ,    it  is  the  simple  delight  of  being  in  the  pITresence  of  a  beloved    .           a  chaste  luxury  that  has  not  been  gifted  to  her  easily    .

❝   IT’LL  BE  DARK.   --     and  abandoned,  and   yeah  ...    we’ll  be  alone.  ❞   falsified  eloquence,  tone  full  of  daisies  and  esprit.  lucent  heart,  it  has  grown  three  sizes.   swelling,  healing.  mellifluous   being.   hand  in  hand ,  fingers  tie  together  like  laces,  like  this  is  what  they  are  made  for.   she,  blooming.  a  bruised  girl  now  turning  holy.  it  is  in  care,   out  of  love. 

#likethcrns #tehe ! #tbt.

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vic.ki don.ovan has chaotic bisexual energy.

#these are facts and it should be said. #this is my character study. #tbt.

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miss  cassandra  morgan  step  on  my  neck.

#i'm not formatting this and i'm not deleting it. #i said what i said.

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👏 👏 every   👏 👏   character   👏 👏   on   👏 👏   tvd   👏 👏   did   👏 👏    vicki   👏 👏   wrong   👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏

#every single one. #tbt.

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❝ I believe it. Whatever happens, we’ll be together. ❞

INCARCERATED.    dread  that  fills  the  monster’s  stomach.  cheeks  flushing,  bright  green  eyes  filled  to  the  brim.    she  is  empty!  letting  the  whole  world  slip  through  her  fingers.   her  mother ,   her  father ,   her  future.  there  is  nothing  left!   yet,  the  world  provides  back.  it  gives  to  her  in   the  form  of  bruised  sun.   ❝    it  still  sucks.  ❞    let  her  grieve.  grieve  for  life  passed,  for  everything  wilting.  she  is  an  abattoir,  a  museum  of  what  could  have  been’s.  elysium.  goddess  of  the  underworld.  she  who  triumphs  in  her  own  grief,  dwells  in  it,  sacrifices  her  own  hope.    ❝    but  yeah  ---    we’ll  be  here  together.  always.  ❞

#likethcrns

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✦    THE   VAMPIRE   DIARIES   BOOK   PROMPTS   !    

*  A VARIETY & MIXTURE OF TVD BOOK PROMPTS, CHANGE PRONOUNS AS NEEDED / FITTING .

❝ I’ve been in love. It’s painful, pointless and overrated. ❞

❝ Evil will never find peace. It may triumph, but it will never find peace. ❞

❝ And this is how the ending starts. ❞

❝ Anyone capable of love is capable of being saved. ❞

❝ Go to hell. ❞

❝ Frankly, my dear, I don’t give a damn about anyone else. ❞

❝ Get away from my brother. Before I tear your heart out. ❞

❝ Come back as a vampire and I will stake you myself cause I can’t stand the idea of you hating me forever. ❞

❝ Witches are supposed to maintain the balance of nature. ❞

❝ What kind of world is it that lets a thing like that happen? ❞

❝ Do you not think he would be satisfied? At peace? ❞

❝ Where does the flame of a candle go after is faded? ❞

❝ What is your—your father—going to do to you when he finds out that you allowed this? ❞

❝ It doesn’t matter if you can’t say it right now. ❞

❝ I’ll say it for both of us. And someday you’ll learn. ❞

❝ I want him to love me as much as I love him. ❞

❝ There’s nothing to read into. ❞

❝ Did I just say what I thought I said? ❞

❝ I’m playing with fire, with something I don’t understand.. ❞

❝ What made him think that he could rejoin the world of daylight? ❞

❝ Most of all, he was tired of being alone. ❞

❝ Right now everything looks so strange to me, as if I don’t belong here. ❞

❝ And the worst thing is that I feel there’s somewhere I do belong, but I just can’t find it. ❞

❝ Is it working? Being in her world? Does it make you feel alive? ❞

❝ Perhaps she’ll find that real darkness is more to her taste than feeble twilight. ❞

❝ I swear she will never know my secret. She will never have to give up the sunlight because of me. ❞

❝ There would never be a place where he could belong completely, where he could truly be himself. ❞

❝ In grace and beauty and sheer fascination, they were alike. ❞

❝ Evil will never find peace. It may triumph, but it will never find peace. ❞

❝ But there was one memory he must truly not disturb. ❞

❝ What more do you want?  What can you do with two that you can’t do with one? ❞

❝ If you’re going to be queen of the school, you have to put up with the consequences. ❞

❝ What’s the use of being queen of the school if you can’t pull a little rank sometimes? ❞

❝ I would have thought even you could understand such a simple sentence, Father. ❞

❝ Shall I repeat it in Latin for you? ❞

❝ Oh, so that’s why you’re dumping me. ❞

❝ I’m too good for you. I should have realized that before. ❞

❝ I’m going to be young and beautiful in my coffin. Don’t you think that’s romantic? ❞

❝ You twist people around your little finger and I don’t think you even know you’re doing it. ❞

❝ I’m such a dumb sucker I might even agree to do it. ❞

❝ A gentleman doesn’t force his company on anyone. ❞

❝ Is that what it takes to get a word out of you? Does someone have to be nearly murdered? ❞

❝ All questions answered, all fears put to rest, all doubts removed. ❞

❝ I am as strong as you are, brother, and I fear nothing in the shadows or the sunlight either. ❞

❝ Do you love her enough to give up that as well? ❞

❝ It doesn’t matter if you can say it right now.  I’ll say it for both of us. ❞

❝ Interesting things happen in the dark … sometimes. ❞

❝ I believe it. Whatever happens, we’ll be together. ❞

❝ I only did it because I wanted to be close to you. Brothers should be close. ❞

❝ You’re distressed, I suppose, because of my little excursion into your territory. ❞

❝ I never lie about anything important. Or do I mean unimportant? ❞

❝ Anyway, your beauteous damsel nearly swooned into my arms. ❞

❝ And if you try to stop me from taking her, I will kill you. ❞

❝ I could feel your anger from the other side of town. ❞

❝ I can waken things inside you that have been sleeping all your life. ❞

❝ You’re strong enough to live in the dark, to glory in it. ❞

❝ You can become a queen of the shadows. Why not take that Power, [NAME]? ❞

❝ I hate you. You disgust me. And there’s nothing you can do to me, not any more. ❞

❝ And you can’t intimidate me, [NAME], or haven’t you noticed? ❞

❝ There might be danger—of a kind you don’t know about. ❞

❝ Mind if I have a bite? ❞

❝ The more you belong to the dark, the more the rules of the dark bind you. ❞

❝ And you and I are enemies, [NAME]. We can never be anything else. ❞

❝ I guess you don’t have a way with animals. ❞

❝ You should have killed both of us at once. ❞

❝ What more can you do to me? Killing me would be a mercy. ❞

❝ I ran out of mercy for you a century ago. ❞

❝ Would you rather that she were really dead? ❞

❝ Do you regret it when you eat too much steak?  Feel sorry for the cow?   ❞

❝ And you’re not even sorry?  You don’t even regret it. ❞

❝ No one is what they appear. ❞

❝ Do you want me to imitate a violin? ❞

❝ I can’t go down there.  They think I’m dead! ❞

❝ If you’re looking for evil, you don’t have to look far. ❞

❝ Brothers should share things, you know. ❞

❝ You don’t get to be a vampire by yourself.  Somebody has to make you one. ❞

❝ I told you nobody that gorgeous could be a psycho killer. ❞

❝ I think you’re getting Stephen King mixed up with Lewis Carrol. ❞

❝ Little brother, the world is full of what you call ‘wrong,’ ❞

❝ There’s no excuse for giving up just because it looks like we’re going to lose. ❞    

❝ I wonder what you get for that these days? ❞    

❝ You’re not as different from us as you want us to think. ❞    

❝ Oh, it’s all too much to explain and you wouldn’t believe it anyway. ❞    

❝ Why do people always assume that volume will succeed when logic won’t? ❞    

❝ No one is alone.  Not really.  No one is ever alone. ❞    

❝ Will you remember?  For me?  Just that … I loved once—just once, really, in my whole life. ❞    

❝ If you touch her again, you vicious bitch, I will rip out your throat. ❞    

❝ I see you!  You wait right there—I’m coming to kill you! ❞    

❝ I’ve heard of mixed signals, but I’ve never seen them. ❞    

❝ They hurt you, didn’t they, little redbird?  I saw … I saw your face. ❞    

❝ If you are happy, that’s all I want, after that prison. I can live; I can die . . peacefully. ❞    

❝ It won’t make any difference in the end—if you know what I mean? ❞    

❝ You were holding me, but you completely forgot my existence … ❞    

❝ I’m blind, deaf, my senses are haywire-and you laugh! ❞    

❝ I know what you see in the dark.  You’re the bravest person I know. ❞    

❝ You say I always make you say it first, so I’ll confound you.  I love you, [NAME]. ❞  

❝ Do you ever sort of slip and get that feeling like, ‘Oh, whoops, there goes the whole universe’? ❞    

#memes. #tbt. #send these or i'l cry.

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iii.     she    ,     nepheliad.     dead.

#hi love and adore me. #sp. #i don't have tags yet ! but i'm here & queer. #tvdrp

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I’ll still be here, waiting tables at the Grill, partying at the cemetery with a bunch of ‘waste of space small town lifers’.

#my !!!!!!!!!!!!! gf !!!!!!!!!!!!!! deserved !!!!!!!!!!!!!! better !!!!!!!! #tbt.

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ROSE  PERSONIFIED.

*          @nephliad    .

WHERE  IS  HER  REBIRTH    ?           wilted  flowers  seized  a  sullen  heart    ,    but  there  has  been  a  subtle  sensation  of  something  blooming    .         newfound  warmth  has  taken  her    .           is  this  what  it  feels  like  to  be  alive  again    ?           she  cannot  remember  through  the  haze  of  trauma  that  blocks  any  recollection  of  bliss    .           ❛           where  are  we  going  again    ?           you  know  i  hate  surprises    .           ❜

IS  THIS  NOT  WHAT  LOVERS  DO?  girl  of  tragedy.   walking  dead  girl!   it  is  such  a  surprise  her  heart  beats.   such  a  surprise  her  flesh  is  warm  and  her  love,  though  mortal  and  consumed,  is  saccharine.  how  jealous  must  the  rose  be  of  the  crimson  shade  of  lively  cheeks.    ���   you’ll  like  this  one.  ❞   black,  black,  black.  no  valor  here  for  damaged  ruins.  she  is  fire  incarnate;  nepheliad  hidden  among  bushes,  siren  bloodied.  she  is  not  whole,  no.  she  only  wishes  to  be.   ❝   there’s  some  places  in  this  town  that  only  people  like  me  know  about.  ❞   deadbeats!    ❝  but  you’ll  like  it,  i  promise.  ❞

#i don't have tags yet because you MADE ME REPLY SO SOON #tbt. #likethcrns