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ayo

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I been on sum shit recently

#soundcloud #soundcloud rapper #2017 #2016 #2015 #turnt #aye #ripx #llj

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JUST DROPPED THIS!

#soundcloud #ripx #llj #2017 #soundcloud rapper

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That ugly moment when you restart your phone and genuinely can not remember your pass code for the life of you.

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Y r all these girls 4norexic.

I can fix you. The food I cook is addictive.

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3 things I lose my shit over if they're not in my pocket at all times of the day and night.

#jokes #wassup foo #deathnote #gtr #nissan #japan #SoundCloud

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I'll have this job.

My first interview is tomorrow.

After the job is secured, it's all up from there.

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12:30

My death is inevitable, 5 years.

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12:13

I don't seek to die

I don't seek anyone's attention, I crave the entire opposite.

I hope for death, but I avoid and deter from it as this is a humans natural instinct.

I don't mind sacrificing and putting myself into volatile situations, but I don't necessarily want death.

I crave to lose control.

I've demolished my ego multiple times through psychs and personal life experiences, but it always comes back when reality returns.

Right when you've created the illusion of a dead ego, it comes alive, and all of a sudden, you're that same being.

I just don't want this control.

It's the reason I left her, I was brought to the realization I was staying because I wasn't in control.

You can't lose your ego, only briefly is it possible.

The moment you refer to yourself, that means the ego is in tact.

As long as you have awareness of yourself, it's there.

I don't crave to die or seek anyone's validation/attention/love/lust/desires.

I crave to lose control of myself.

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I asked for a greater purpose.

One beyond myself, one requiring sacrifice.

One that I can't go back on.

I did this for you.

Happy life.

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Though, in my head, I'm not.

#help #i'll be okay

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misc music stamps

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HUGE music blinkie dump.. found some mayhem ones too which i was surprised about!!

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red stamps

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Damien Hirst Camel Artist Cigarette Pack

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misc black and white graphics stamps

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been out here pimpin, how i did it?

i can guide you like waze, been in this chevy,

pourin akorn, seen my dead homies for days,

been out here pimpin, how i did it?

i can guide you like waze, been in this chevy

pourin akorn, watch it drip like the rain

#cigarette #deathtothesystem #nobody ask how we are