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*breaks down after thinking about my ex roommate strangling me and screaming at the top of his lungs that he was going to kill me a few inches from my face*

my brain: youre making yrself sad on purpose to be interesting. u just like the audience appeal this gives your character.

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its so incredibly cruel for an abuser to hold their victims unhealthy behavior against them when theyre the ones who caused it. dont you understand im like this because of you? you had absolutely no problem inflicting all that pain on me before, but now that youre seeing the results of what you did you wanna talk about "healthy behavior" and "boundaries" when you know damn well u didnt lead by example.

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so cool how my mom ignored social distancing constantly despite me begging her not to everyday. and im so glad that now that she's symptomatic and coughing her lungs out constantly she's not only laughing at me for taking precaution, but shes Still not following social distancing bc she needs to see her rapist boyfriend

#how the fuck am i supposed to heal in a home like this?

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I hope he rots.

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he's a monster, she's an enabler

She’s happy to let me die.

Six word stories! Can you write a six word story about abuse? The challenge is to imply a beginning, middle, end in only 6 words. That’s really hard so even if you can’t do all that, totally still participate!

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i am so fucking not ok

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knots already tied, all i have to do is commit why cant i just get it done

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i want to so badly

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i hope you know your ass is never calling me mama again. that shit ends the minute you start completely disregarding my mental health and well being. and u wanna know the shitty part?? im still worried about you, im still wondering all day if youre ok and happy and safe and you get to have a jolly fucking time with your happy little family while i rot in my bed

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im manipulative?? oh im so fuckin sorry dude, im so sorry that someone who raped me twice, restricted my ability to leave them, hit me, strangled me, and regularly yelled in my face threatening to kill me has to worry about my goddamn emotions for once

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you realize this is abandonment right? you realize that youre doing to me the number one thing that youre terrified of, youre leaving me to fend for myself even though i cant possibly handle this. if i had known that this is the way you would treat me when things got hard for you i would have never talked to you after you left my apartment