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snack time🤤

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tragic. bring it back

#morass #it's another word for marsh or bog #spider talks a lot

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I've been having VTM thoughts, and something just came to me.

Kindred that have been Embraced within the past 2 to 3 decades must really fuckin' hate the True Crime™ boom. Especially the prominence of cold cases/missing persons, coming to the forefront.

being embraced around the 80/90s, where it was typically easier to disappear into the wind; Gotta come with some major whiplash now.

Like imagine, you were happly settled into your Unlife. Maybe you're about 60 now with very little human relatives alive or perhaps your 'cold case' as been fully shelved for decades now.

Then suddenly, your case has been shoved to the center staged via social media, either by some popular podcast or Netflix Documentary. Your face is plastered EVERYWHERE.

Some people swearing they saw you alive somewhere; claiming that you rented an apartment from them a decade ago with your new Alias or people invigorating new relatives of yours to pick up the search for you again.

It's gotta fuckin suck.

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how the fuck is this even real

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no don't act on your feelings scream about your homosexuality into the void that is the internet

#am i vagueposting about myself? #yeah #anyway hi everyone i'm back #furry art soon <3 #of the my own variety #other people's furry art AS WE SPEAK #wow these tags are really winning an 'unrelated to the post' award rn huh #spider talks a lot #< YES HE DOES #sorry. hi

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anyway the actual point of fandom is to inspire each other. reading each other's fics and admiring each other's art and saying wow i love this and i feel something and i want to invoke this in other people, i want to write a sentence that feels like a meteor shower, i want to paint a kiss with such tenderness it makes you ache, i want to create something that someone else somewhere will see it and think oh, i need to do that too, right now. i am embracing being a corny cunt on main to say inspiring each other is one of the things humanity is best at and one of the things fandom is built for and i think that's beautiful

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AAA I THOUGHT U MIGHT HAVE!!! i can see lil bits of its influence in sanguinary sometimes n i was like "this cannot be a coincidence"

i <3 world of darkness in general and i'm particularly on a bit of a vtm kick at the moment its soso cool

have you read/played vampire: the masquerade?

ABSOLUTELY ILOEV VAMPIRE THE MASQUERADE !!!!

#wooo snaking out my nerd tendrils into the world and seeking out other people who know abt game systems with cult followings

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no no no no i know i just made a sideblog but fuck this website i think i need to leave again urghhhhhhhhhhhh

#watch me log back in tomorrow god DAMMIT #spider talks a lot #vent

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@mossycattail2electricboogaloo

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happy six months to this post apparently?????? i definitely didn't straight up forget lmfao

completely insane that its just part of my everyday life now and shit just keeps getting easier to deal with on the daily. hrt my beloved. I'm so incredibly grateful to have gotten this far, heres to the rest of my life from here lets fuckin go

I’M ON T??????

you read that right - who has two thumbs and is about ten minutes on testosterone? THIS GUY!!!!

(°▽°) <- me rn

i honestly can’t believe i got here. ho-ly-shit

#spider does hrt #yippie happy six months to me!!! #cannot believe my voice didn't used to sound like this I can't imagine talking any other way #but at the same time every time i open my mouth i go WOAH I SOUND WICKED ASF #trans joy trans joy trans joy !!!! :D

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#i feel personally targeted tbh

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come on man not againnnn

#this is wild dude i really love it #the colours #the expression on the guy #OUGH

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my nemesis the email

#spider talks a lot #social anxiety #but like through a fuckin screen #why am i so bad at human interaction

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#me every two weeks for the past four months #i swear im leaving this site is terrible for mental health #however #[insert excuse]