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if yaoi is wrong …i don’t Wnat to be right…

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someone get hinata off this damn island

#dr #;noxiatalksia

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anyone else think about this video often

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when did ads become good again

#what

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some of you are soooo serious. brother its tumblr.com/dashboard

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i liked it. i really love stories with themes of unconventional happiness and moral grayness, that there is no "right" and no "wrong", and no right way to be happy. Killer Killer was certainly that kind of story. Everyone was fucked up but when everyone is fucked up that becomes the new normal.

I really liked the psychology behind Hijirihara and Fujigawa both becoming killers of serial killers for different reasons as a response to the same traumatic event. They're both extremely hypocritical in their approach which I think adds to it. Fujigawa kills serial killers because he thinks murder is deplorable, but obviously, this makes himself a serial killer. Not to mention his first killing was a straight up murder witu no justification and his mentality could be read as him coping with the fact he IS a killer. Hijirihara kills serial killers because he despises their lack of passion in their crime, but the irony is found in the fact that he too lacks passion when killing other serial killers for these faults. In the end his first and only passionate killing was a lover's dual suicide - we don't see it but I want to assume it wasn't a murder suicide but a joint suicide, meaning the only passionate killing he comitted was unto himself. I like this ending being framed as bittersweet. It's what he and Asano both wanted. Speaking of Asano, her joining FF was because she wanted to help change the world, but in the end she kills herself with Hijirihara and seemingly doesn't care about anything else anymore. Reasonably, after both FF and random strangers tried to kill her to disarm the bomb collar, she had no reason to want to serve humanity anymore. And ironically, the only person who cared about her wishes and that she in turn loved and trusted was a serial killer. I love stuff like that. Morally gray swag.

Also, I do like Hijirihara's backstory. They build up in volume 1 how he falls in love easy with pretty women and cares immensely about passionate killings. Later they show as a kid he was abolutely terrified of the world and being killed and had a fear of blood, but after hiding in a locker and watching Mukuro Ikusaba kill a classroom full of other kids, his "falling in love easily" trait made the idea of murder and blood become a passionate, twisted thing as he fell in love with Mukuro as he saw her kill everyone. I like that. I think sexual arousal and fear are more interlinked than people think. A lot of people have phobias that are also their fetishes, so I think it's an interesting backstory.

I will say one thing: this manga had basically nothing to do with Danganronpa until volume 2, and even then, it really means nothing. Besides random DR3 characters showing up or the backstory with Mukuro, there's really nothing related to DR here besides mentioning the tragedy once or twice as an explanation for why there's so many crazy people in the world. And this isn't like a BAD thing. The story is very enjoyable on its own. But you could EASILY replace every single Danganronpa element and it would not change the story. None of the main characters talk about hope or despair and the Monokuma iconogrophy is BARELY used. It's really just a wholeass new story with the Danganronpa logo slapped on it. Again that's fine, I found the story very enjoyable. The art was good and rather creepy at times, which makes sense. Hijirihara and Fujigawa had undeniable toxic yaoi happening. Well, more like Fujigawa was borderline yandere for him and Hijirihara wanted nothing to do with it.

I really liked the dual dialogue between them, where they both come to the same conclusions about murder, but their summaries are completely different, with Fujigawa calling it "disgusting" and Hijirihara calling it "beautiful". I also really loved the line, "It's when you're about to kill or be killed that human life shines the brightest."

It very much is my kind of story, up there with Mogeko Castle and Happy Sugar Life, about what it means to truly live, what it means to be happy and what it means to be good or bad. And that in the end, there is no way to define these things, and I feel these stories give a good insight on that sort of murky world. Some people have an easy time defining a black-and-white "right" and "wrong" to happiness, morality, and love. Other people like myself have always struggled to view these concepts in anything other than a cloudy gray, which is why I can accept suicide being an ultimate happiness, or the true way to be alive. Stories like these really speak to me.

Anyways yeah I enjoyed the manga :]

i just read danganronpa killer killer and wow is all i have to say. give me a moment here.

#dr #;noxiatalksia

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so its not even your parents fault you turned out this way

Nope all me baby

#truth.

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i just read danganronpa killer killer and wow is all i have to say. give me a moment here.

#dr #;noxiatalksia

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star wars fans really just make anything up

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part of me wants to play drv3 bc im worried i am not a True Hater bc all my opinions stem from what i have watched of it back in 2016 and going "wow this sucks" so what if my opinion changes... but on the other hand. this requires me to play drv3. and i do Not Want To Do That.

#like even if i think the story is fine suddenly #i still maintain drv3 has the most boring cast of every game #and i would. well. get bored. so fast. #like why would i want to care abt solving the murder if i dgaf who did it or abt who died #like literally only chara i think is memorable is kiibo. ouma maybe. thats it. #;noxiatalksia #dr

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Hajime’s lifeguard duty!🏖️

DRS AU where everyone have their own duties to make jabberwock running. Hajime got assigned as beach lifeguard. Komaeda have duties at library on monday. (he also drives the girls around)

Cursed image under the cut n.n (cw komaeda/monomi)

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#MASARUUUU #ALSO NAGITO WHAT ARE U DOING TO MONOMIIIIII #dr #komahina

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it’s almost that time again 🌴 lifeguard hajime

Keep reading

#HIS BADOONGS? #dr

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the wicked strike of jubjub's past

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Do you ever talk to your mutuals?

not really i just post things and hope they fall in love with me