nukacoffee

[nukacoffee]

I need my clothes to hang off of me and make me look like I’m nothing

[nukacoffee]

BAD HABITS TO CORRECT THIS MONTH!

+mindless snacking

+not drinking enough water

+finishing every meal

+chewing too fast

+eating out of boredom

+sitting down too much

+saying "ill do it tommorrow"

NOT PUTTING IN THE WORK!

[nukacoffee]

going out to eat with my bf tdy, so i looked up the menu to the place and i pretty much have two boring low cal options to choose from. soup or a salad. think i'm gonna go with the soup and eat like a breadstick from there for a meal today.

should be around, 390 cals if the nutrition on the website is true but gonna add extra cals cause i don't trust it rlly so 400 or 500 cals is gonna go in my tracker.

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[nukacoffee]

I wish I hated food actually

[nukacoffee]

I dont wanna be healthy I wanna be skinny Idc anymore

[nukacoffee]

i've thrown up my meals twice in the last two days 💀 trying my hardest not to start back purging. its so addictive esp when the guilt from eating anything makes you feel out of control.

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[nukacoffee]

just woke up. i was gonna eat something small but just thinking of eating anything makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable. food just feels like poison to me rn

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[nukacoffee]

Be skinny or die trying.

[nukacoffee]

the truth is, there really is nothing that taste as good as skinny feels

[nukacoffee]

I only feel beautiful when I'm hungry.

[nukacoffee]

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

Food is poison.

I can be perfect without food.

Food is poison.🪷

[nukacoffee]

i dread this happening. it's the only side effect tht scares me abt this bc i put ungodly amounts of time into my hair, like 4-6 hrs every week on my washdays, and to just have it fall out because i wanna be skinny kills me

still gonna do it tho 💀

My hair is falling out a lot, i will be okay as Long as i don’t go bald. My hair is thick so thinning shouldn’t be too bad..

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[nukacoffee]

i let myself eat as long as i can exercise more than a third of the calories off

[nukacoffee]

gonna do wht made me lose the first time b4 i gained it all back like a dummy. literally, i was 140!!!! but now i'm back closer to my sw and i refuse to reach it again. i would only eat once a day and exercise like crazy. thank god i kind of retained that habit (the not eating throughout the day.)

i am not hungry throughout the day, but at night i just started to overeat which led to a binge restrict cycle and now i'm back here again. gonna change tht.

140 is gonna be my first gw.

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[nukacoffee]

Idk about you but I’d rather take the bloating from smoking cigarettes or drinking a ton of water than bloating from food 🤷‍♀️

At least with the former, it comes off easier and I don’t put on actual weight 🧏‍♀️

[nukacoffee]

maybe i should do rewards and stuff for losing a certain amnt. i feel like it would motivate me more, but then the question is what do i give myself?

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[nukacoffee]

was just pressured into eating dinner by my family. they kept saying since i hadn't ate anything it'd be ok for me to eat, and like an idiot i listened. idk how many calories i just ate but i feel like crap.

i might purge it honestly just so it's out of me. i feel like such a failure rn.

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