officialpavo

[officialpavo]

i like you far too much.

sometimes, it feels a bit ridiculous to feel this way all on my own.

[officialpavo]

waking up with my heart hurting again !

[officialpavo]

and for a long while, it was you.

i couldn’t comprehend nor explain it anymore, but it was you.

the moon and the stars in the sky were you. the sky and the clouds and their ever changing colours were all you.

the songs i heard were still all about you.

i would try to forget about it all, but there was no denying it.

after all, how could i?

every fibre in me would freeze every time i heard your name or saw someone who looked like you.

[officialpavo]

unfortunately, it seems that i will always be a tiny bit in love with you.

no matter if i want to or not.

but i will never utter a word about it again and i will pretend that it doesn’t exist.

[officialpavo]

i won’t say anything.

i won’t say a single word—not now, not ever.

but i’ll continue to look up at the sky like a fool, trying to find the moon just to wonder if it looks the same where you are right now.

[officialpavo]

i hope they look up at the sky and wonder how it looks like for you.

now, it will wrench my heart to look up at the sky, i will loathe that no matter what happens, we’ll always be under the same one.

[officialpavo]

i’m tired

[officialpavo]

i left one just for me.

i don’t know when you’ll be back.

honestly, who knows when that’ll be?

[officialpavo]

i miss you!

[officialpavo]

i’m doomed - i like you too much and now i can’t stop.

[officialpavo]

still missing you.

why is this so hard?

[officialpavo]

last night that i will be swayed by my feelings for you!

[officialpavo]

a part of my heart will always long for and rightfully belong to manila.

[officialpavo]

giliw, ‘di mapigil ang bugso ng damdamin ko.

[officialpavo]

for a time, i thought the world of you.

[officialpavo]

today is the last day that i’ll allow myself to feel this way.

finally, i’ll stop waiting.

[officialpavo]

good morning, i already miss you.