painkillerkid

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hey guys just wanna say I'm moving to the url chamomilesweater so follow me there (this blog is dead)

[painkillerkid]

hey guys just wanna say I'm moving to the url chamomilesweater so follow me there (this blog is dead)

[painkillerkid]

hey guys just wanna say I'm moving to the url chamomilesweater so follow me there (this blog is dead)

[painkillerkid]

hey guys just wanna say I'm moving to the url chamomilesweater so follow me there (this blog is dead)

[painkillerkid]

hey guys just wanna say I'm moving to the url chamomilesweater so follow me there (this blog is dead)

#scout speaks

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Yamal, Siberia

[painkillerkid]

me age 15 sitting alone in an oversized hoodie listening to pompeii by bastille through my broken apple earbuds at school feeling deeply depressed but also thinking i was the most interesting and unique person alive

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must my poetry be “good”? is it not enough to merely write a page in lowercase with no punctuation and never look at it again?

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good afternoon folks today i’m thinking about my boyfriend

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i think if you stay keep shopping at the store past closing time all the employees still on the clock should be allowed to practice evil customer service on you

[painkillerkid]

You know what?

I am annoying sometimes.

And that’s okay. It’s not the death sentence I was led to believe. People will love me even if I can’t read their signals sometimes. Not understanding is forgivable. I don’t have to hold myself back so I don’t annoy anyone ever.

The people who love me know I get excited. And I am still loved.

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#tiktok

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#same

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And that's on Bernie 2020

[painkillerkid]

not obeying clocks anymore. have shifted to a more intimate form of timekeeping measured by friends’ physical presence, the timbre of a beloved’s voice and my own shifting cycles of despondency.

[painkillerkid]

The biggest scam your brain is telling you is that everybody else is human and allowed to make mistakes but that you yourself have to be perfect and flawless to deserve their company