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Celebrate boyhood

How to Raise a Feminist Son

By CLAIRE CAIN MILLER and illustrations by AGNES LEE

via the New York Times

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person: don’t worry, everyone has their ups and downs  me: *goes through hypomania, worthlessness, aggressiveness, crying fits, delusions, high anxiety (and others) in half a day* yES OK! THANKS!

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Them: Isolating yourself is unhealthy and doesn’t help your mental state Me: iSoLaTiNg YoUrSeLf Is UnHeAlThY aNd DoEsN’t HeLp YoUr MeNtAl StAtE

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the holy trinity

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me: is having a lot of anxiety  me: lays on the floor bc for some reason i believe this will Help me: now on the floor, with a lot of anxiety,

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My therapist @ me

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Bipolar disorder is fucking horrible it’s not just “oh I’m happy one minute I’m angry the next!” it’s literally hell let me tell you some shit:

Bipolar is getting excited and going on manic shopping sprees only to then regret everything you’ve purchased, and now you’ve lost interest in everything you’ve bought

Bipolar is suddenly crying for no reason, and when people ask you what’s wrong, your lack of understanding only makes things worse

Bipolar is suddenly becoming very passionate about a project, idea, or even person and then spending a long period of time obsessing over it only to suddenly lose interest

Bipolar is a messy bedroom cluttered unfinished projects and guilt

Bipolar is accidentally becoming too emotional around friends or loved ones and scaring them, pushing them away when all you wanted was to bring them closer

Bipolar is not having any set group of close friends, due to the paranoia of them talking behind your back about your episodes

Bipolar is lying on the cold bathroom floor in a friend’s house or unfamiliar place trying to calm down because you’re too afraid to have an episode in front of other people

Bipolar is being afraid to show your emotions because you know if you open up to someone, you might start crying or panicking

Bipolar is making too many promises during your manic states that can’t be delivered when you’re down and depressed, leaving many to think you’re “flaky”

Bipolar is not knowing if you’re reacting appropriately or overreacting to a situation because you’ve never had a “normal” emotional scale

Bipolar is having no one taking your disorder seriously, including your parents, who may or may not still think you’re just experiencing mood swings

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Since this was such heavy drama yesterday, lets make it it’s own post…

If you call yourself trans while making absolutely no effort to transition and/or not having the desire to transition in any way (outside of reasons like fearing for your safety and medical reasons), don’t expect people to “respect [your] pronouns”.

You need some degree of gender dysphoria to be trans.

If you do not want to change your gender in any way… you’re not trans. This whole thing is a mockery of actual trans people. Stop.

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someone: wow i can’t believe kesha’s actually good now!

me, externally: haha, yeah, her new stuff is incredible

me, internally: her stuff has ALWAYS been incredible. just because her old stuff was more party and dance music and used autotune and was marketed towards teenage girls doesn’t change the fact that her lyrics have always been clever, heartwarming, and just plain fun. even if her old music wasn’t personally your cup of tea, you can’t pretend that she hasn’t always been a talented musician with a great voice – y’all talk like she didn’t release stripped-down versions of her old music with no autotune years ago, PROVING her voice is amazing. animal, cannibal and warrior had so many bops on them, so many uplifting party songs, and from the very beginning, she has been subverting and satirizing the drunken party girl image her label built up for her. and let’s not even get into the fact that she has a genius level iq, and is an all-around great person and has always been outspoken about human rights, and is an inspiration for abuse survivors everywhere, and,

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ladies and gentlemen we have officially reached the “in case a nuclear attack happens” phase……. [x]

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This was my one week post op

#top surgery #double incision #dr paul Weiss #Dr Weiss #ftm

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This was my last time with a binder on

#top surgery #gc2b #chest binder #gc2b binder #gc2b apparel #ftm