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this meme is based on this wonderful positive blog.

‘  be patient.  ’ ‘  healing takes time.  ’ ‘  i hope you have a restful night  &  go to bed knowing that you are loved,  because you are.  ’ ‘  i just wanna cuddle you before bed  &  hold your hand while we sleep.  ’ ‘  i want to giggle as you wrap me in a big bear hug.  ’ ‘  if something makes you happy then you are never too old for it.  ’ ‘  let yourself grow past the inhibitions which are holding you back.  ’ ‘  live life unapologetically.  ’ ‘  mistakes are okay.  everyone makes them.  it’s okay to forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  never be afraid to stand up for yourself because that it super important.  i know it’s scary,  but you  &  your feelings matter.  ’ ‘  no matter what happens,  it’s going to be okay.  ’ ‘  no matter what your goal is,  no matter how far you have gotten,  you will make it one day even if it’s a long way off.  ’ ‘  please don’t give up.  ’ ‘  repeat after me:  everything will be okay.  ’ ‘  repeat after me:  we are going to get through this.  ’ ‘  sometimes things take time.  ’ ‘  things will work out,  but good things take time.  ’ ‘  you are  &  always will be enough.  ’ ‘  you are alive,  you deserve love,  &  you will be okay.  ’ ‘  you are good enough.  that includes all of your decisions  &  flaws  &  strengths.  you are doing great.  ’ ‘  you are good.  you are not your mistakes.  you are a good bean  &  i believe in you.  ’ ‘  you are valid  &  deserving of love.  ’ ‘  you deserve all love,  kindness,  hugs,  &  puppies in the world.  ’ ‘  you do not need validation to survive.  ’ ‘  you made it this far  &  you deserve it.  ’ ‘  you will heal.  ’ ‘  your body  &  soul are a work of art,  a masterpiece.  ’ ‘  your life is okay.  you aren’t doing it wrong  &  you don’t have to question everything you do.  you’re doing wonderfully,  i promise.  ’ ‘  you’re allowed to let yourself be happy.  even if you’re dealing with shit,  you’re allowed to live your life.  you aren’t required to put your life on hold while you are going through other bad things.  ’

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                              BOPPIN. ok i’m bored and i’m done with class for the day ,                                     so go ahead and hit that HEART BUTTON if you’re interested                                     in a SHORT STARTER !!

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pasukashu.

❝d … don’t we have rehearsal saturday afternoon? chisato-chan’s schedule will be way too busy…❞ she’s visibly sweating a bit. something about chisato-chan makes her feel a lot more pressured. it’s probably how she has this aura of being so much better than the rest of them.  with a heavy inhale, she swipes hina’s card. a couple moments, and she’s handing her the receipt. exhale. ❝your number is 14. get your food over there – ❞ pointing at a part of the counter with a sectional seperating it from the two cashiers. ❝ – when it’s called.❞

                    ❝ do   we ?   i   don’t   remember . . . ❞     voice   trails   off   for   a   second   as   she   thinks.   rehearsal   is   important ,   but . . .   it   couldn’t   hurt   if   they   missed   just   one ,   right ?   they   could   say   it   was   for   research !   they   were   just   learning   how   to   be   better   idols   by   watching   other   bands   —   management   would   believe   that ,   right ?     ❝ well ,   even   if   we   do ,   i   think   we   should   still   go !!   it’d   be   totally   zappin’ ! ❞     enthusiasm   is   cut   off ,   however ,   when   aya   instructs   her   where   to   get   her   food.     ❝ okie - dokie !!   thanks ,   aya - chan !! ❞     and   with   that ,   hina   finally   leaves   the   counter ,   heading   instead   to   go   find   an   empty   seat   and   sip   on   her   soda   while   she   waits.

                    . . . tickets.   she’s   going   to   buy   tickets   as   she   awaits   her   delicious ,   delectable   order   of   fries.

#pasukashu #i just know i am who i am ! ( ic. ) #being an idol is awesome ! ( v; main. ) #hina getting back in line: hi again aya - chan !!

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pasukashu.

disguise? what’s the point of going out in public in a disguise? nobody’s going to recognize her, then!  aya called out the order for the fries to a worker in the back, and grabbed a medium cup. while filling it up, she kept talking. ❝well… when is roselia’s next concert? i’d need to make sure i don’t have a shift scheduled. but, uh – m-maybe?❞

aya looks over for a second at kanon-chan, and – yep. her face is buried in her hands. ❝here’s your drink.❞ she’s not going to mention that she could upgrade her drink to a large since they have a deal where all soda sizes are the same price right now. she really can’t postpone this conversation anymore.

                    ❝ hmm . . .   i   wanna   say   it’s   next   saturday ?   sometime   in   the   evening ,   at   dub !!   i   can   get   you   tickets   if   you   remind   me !!   oh ,   oh ,   i   got   a   lot   of   merch   we   can   wear ,   too !!   trust   me ,   it’ll   be   super   shooby - dooby !!   onee - chan’s   amazing !! ❞     she   hands   over   her   card   and   grabs   her   drink ,   sipping   on   it   as   she   waits   for   the   pink - haired   cashier   to   ring   her   up.     ❝ hey ,   hey ,   maybe   we   should   invite   chisato - chan ,   eve - chan ,   and   maya - chan ,   too !!   we   could   have   a   sleepover   and   everything   on   friday ,   and   then   go   to   the   show   on   saturday !!   what   do   you   think ? ❞     she’s   really   holding   up   the   line   at   this   point ,   though   at   this   point ,   she’s   close   to   getting   out   of   line   and   grabbing   a   seat.     ❝ we   could   make   a   whole   night   out   of   it !!   i’m   sure   onee - chan   won’t   mind !!   we   just   gotta   keep   it   super   secret   and   on   the   dl !!   it’ll   be   boppin’ !! ❞

#pasukashu #i just know i am who i am ! ( ic. ) #being an idol is awesome ! ( v; main. ) #aya voice: hey. stfu

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my fav girls

#the one and only me ! ( visage. ) #i think you’re like stars ! ( aya. )

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ʚ  彩のレディアントロード  *・ﾟ♪

#the one and only me ! ( visage. ) #i think you’re like stars ! ( aya. ) #you look perfect in this ! ( chisato. ) #you really are the unsung hero type ! ( maya. ) #boppin’ is just like bushido ! ( eve. )

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pasukashu.

hang out??? oh, brother. it’s gonna be this again, huh? aya’s glancing nervously at the other people that entered behind hina-chan, and all she can do is have her hands folded politely in front of her. her face gives her nervousness away, though. kanon’s already looking a bit overwhelmed, and it’s hardly been a minute. ❝hina-chan, you really can’t be bothering me like this at work … sayo-chan was busy, huh…?❞ mid-sentence, aya had already decided it wasn’t worth fighting. anyway, she should actually do her job part. maybe hina will leave her alone quicker once she has her food. ❝well, uh… what size do you want your fries? and what kind of soda?❞

                    ❝ i   know !!   yeah ,   i   know   they’re   roselia   and   all ,   but   they   gotta   learn   to   chill   out   and   relax   a   little !! ❞     she’s   rambling   now ,   completely   OBLIVIOUS   to   the   line   starting   to   form   behind   her.     ❝ oh ,   um !!   i   want   a   large   fry   and ,   umm . . .   how   about   a   mr.   salt ?   no ,   no ,   actually   —   a   medium   1up ,   please !! ❞     fumbling   for   her   wallet   now ,   she   continues   CHATTERING   away ,   regardless   of   whether   or   not   aya’s   paying   attention   to   her.     ❝ but   yeah !!   onee - chan’s   becoming   a   lot   more   relaxed ,   but   she’s   still   super   busy   with   rehearsals   and   i   wanna   hang   out   with   her !!   should   i   ask   her   to   hang   out   after   the   show’s   done ?   wait   —   that’s   a   good   idea !!   hey ,   aya - chan ,   do   you   wanna   go   to   roselia’s   next   concert   with   me ?   we   can   go   in   disguise   so   onee - chan   won’t   recognize   us !! ❞

#pasukashu #i just know i am who i am ! ( ic. ) #being an idol is awesome ! ( v; main. ) #hehe my uwus now

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                    ❝ aya - chaaaaan !!   hiiiiii !! ❞     and   just   like   that ,   she   appears !   arm   raised   triumphantly   as   she   shouts ,   hina’s   hardly   paying   attention   to   the   ODD   LOOKS   she’s   getting   from   mcdanald’s   other   patrons.   not   that   she   minds ,   of   course   —   all   she   wants   to   do   is   visit   aya   at   work !   with   a   bounce   in   her   step ,   she   approaches   the   cash   register ,   propping   her   head   on   her   fist   with   a   GRIN   on   her   face.     ❝ what’s   up ?   hey ,   can   i   get   some   fries ?!   i’m   suuuper   hungry   —   you   know ,   i   was   gonna   hang   out   with   onee - chan   today ,   but   she   said   she   was   busy   with   rehearsal   so   i   decided   to   come   here   instead   and   hang   out !!   and   —   hey ,   can   i   get   a   soda ,   too ,   please ? ❞                                                                       // @pasukashu​   —   starter call !!

#pasukashu #i just know i am who i am ! ( ic. ) #being an idol is awesome ! ( v; main. ) #drops my uwus

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from the work of  amanda lovelace  ,  the mermaid’s voice returns in this one   (  consider supporting the author  ) .  pronouns  (  he , she , they , i , etc  )  &  tenses can be adjusted as needed

“ i’m dropping my sword ” “ i’m not sure which of us i’m trying to convince ” “ there was no one i could have told ” “ there was nothing i could have done ” “ do you ever find yourself nostalgic for the life you never got to have ? ” “ do you ever find yourself nostalgic for the person you never got to be ? ” “ i never meant to be here for so long ” “ when will it be my turn ? ” “ who was i before you ? ” “ you can’t fix someone else ” “ you were the first one i believed ” “ i don’t mean to frighten you ” “ i would seriously consider drinking the atlantic whole if only you asked me to ” “ what wouldn’t i do for you ? ” “ i wish you had been my first love ” “ you were always my favorite wreck ” “ why wasn’t i smart enough to stay away from you ? ” “ this isn’t that kind of fairy tale ” “ cages are still cages even when they’re designed to look just like castles ” “ staying with you is nothing more than muscle memory ” “ how can you just walk away ? ” “ sometimes we have to feed ourselves lies just to live ” “ i still have every part of myself ” “ you don’t get to say it’s my fault for staying ” “ i’m but a work in progress ” “ i’m still alive and therefore so is hope ” “ i’m my own sunrise ” “ be stronger than the villains ” “ your voice could sink spaceships ” “ you need to try anyway ” “ you have been known to pry the scabs open  ,  bleed them out ” “ i woke up the next morning and i did not feel brave ” “ we talk about survival like it’s a thing that makes you stronger ” “ i was a bird before this ” “ i remember everything ” “ my healing is ugly ” “ there always exists more than one opportunity for you to grow ” “ i meant to break open to make room for stars ” “ it’s time you give yourself a fair chance ” “ it was never as pretty as you like to pretend it was ” “ i’m used to it by now ” “ don’t ever take anyone’s bullshit ” “ you did not disappear unnoticed ” “ your scraped knees will always mend ” “ just keep singing yourself to sleep ” “ eventually your monsters will stop haunting  you ” “ you are not sad forever ” “ maybe the difference between remembering and hurting is just me ” “ does your pain have a voice ? ” “ you are worth spoiling ” “ when i was a child  ,  i used to believe anyone ” “ you did all you could do ” “ now you must learn what it means for you to live ” “ i’ve never been a river nor a lake for you to peer into ” “ my story has never been your story ” “ rip this page out and keep it with you ” “ be victorious in everything you do ” “ disturb the gods  ,  if that’s what it takes ”

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* rest prompts

feel free to combine prompts.

missing piece. falling asleep somewhere that isn’t their bed. 

cloud. waking up and being soothed back to sleep. 

name. being so exhausted that they faintly whisper the name of someone they trust as they are carried to bed.

moonlight. trying to stay up until a loved one comes back home. 

fog. hearing stay awake as they are carried to safety. 

armor. falling in and out of a restless sleep. feeling safe when a loved one presses a kiss to their forehead and strokes their hair.

gravity. cuddling up to a loved one when they are too tired to see straight. 

repair. being confined to bed due to injury or illness and hating every second of it.  

misfit. getting out of bed too soon, insisting they feel much better, and collapsing / passing out.   

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STUFF   I’VE   SAID   TO   MY   BABY   BROTHER  .

“   i   love   yooooouuuu  !   ” “   …   say   it   back  .   don’t   do   me   like   this   ” “   i   am   the   backbone   of   your   entire   childhood   ” “   on   all   levels   except   legal ,   i’m   basically   your   mom   /   dad  .   ” “   what   movie   do   you   want   on  ?   ” “   this   is   my   shitty   microwave   meal  .   get   your   own  .   ” “   say   ‘aaaahhhh  .  ’   ” “   you’re   so   cuuuuuute  !   ” “   who’s   the   best   boy   /   girl   in   the   world  ?   you   are  !   ” “   where’s   my   kiss  ?   ” “   wow  .   don’t   act   like   you’re   too   good   for   me   in   front   of   your   little   baby   friends   ” “   what   do   you   want   to   watch  ?   or   can   i   just   slap   on ,   like ,   any   cartoon   and   you’ll   be   good  ?   ” “   i   love   your   cap  .   you’re   such   a   cool   little   dude ,   aren’t   you  ?   ” “   say   thank   you  .   ” “   say   please  !   ” “   how   am   i   literally   the   only   good   role   model   in   your   life  ?   how   does   that   work   out  ?   i’m   a   garbage   fire   train   wreck   doing   her   best  .   ” “   who   taught   you   that   word  ??   ” “   don’t   say   that   word  !!   ” “   [   name   ]    acts   like   i   won’t   throat   kick   her   for   teaching   you   swears ,   and   it’s   just   really   bold   of   her   to   assume   i   lack   that   capability  .   ” “   venting   to   a   kid   is   great ,   because   you   have   literally   no   memory   span   until   you’re   four  .   you’re   like   a   diary   that   sometimes   smiles   and   laughs   and   like ,   cleanses   my   whole   soul   while   i   bitch  .   ” “   what   do   you   mean   no  ??   ” “   oh   my   god ,   you   learned   why  .   never   ask   me   why ,   ____ .   me   and   my   three   brain   cells   don’t   have   the   answers   you’re   after  .   ” “   you’re   my   favourite   little   brat  .   ” “   you’re   just   baby  …   ”

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                              BOPPIN. ok i’m bored and i’m done with class for the day ,                                     so go ahead and hit that HEART BUTTON if you’re interested                                     in a SHORT STARTER !!

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saviorchained.

        THE   HEADY   MELODY   FILTERS   through   the   adolescent’s   thoughts   ;   like   the   warmth   of   a   spring   breeze   after   long   months   of   an   achingly   cold   winter,   the   strum   of   a   guitar   draws   forth   the   restless   feelings   of   desire   for   something   else   .   for   a   single   moment   ,   the   ex - soldier   turned   WEAPON   OF   VENGEANCE   entertains   the   idea   of   a   life   where   music   isn’t   useless   .      &   then   reality   returns   ,   just   as   DOGGED   AS   HIS  DETERMINATION   to   protect   those   that   honor   him   as   part   of   their   family   .   ephemeral   awe   shifts   into   a   more   natural   discontent   &   yuichiro   scoffs   with   a   halfhearted   sneer   ,         “   tch   .   what   a   waste   of   time   .   ”                     //@pasugita​   ;   starter   call   !!

                    the   melody   is   one   she   knows   all   too   well.   after   having   played   it   time   and   time   again ,   it’s   almost   like   her   fingers   AUTOMATICALLY   move   across   the   strings   and   over   the   frets ,   over   and   over   again   as   she   hums   —     ❛ yura ,   yura ,   yura ,   yura ,   ring - dong ~ ♪ ❜     it’s   not   that   she   needs   to   practice ,   per   say   —   rather ,   the   opposite.   she’s   EXPERIMENTING.   playing   the   same   old   thing   over   and   over   again   can   get   so   boring ,   that   something   within   her   is   just   itching   to   do   something   new.   and   so   she   continues ,   repeating   her   refrain   over   and   over   and   over   again   —   until   she   notices   something.   or ,   rather ,   someone.   hina   had   been   so   wrapped   up   in   her   guitar   that   she’d   barely   acknowledged   the   person   before   her.   waste   of   time ?   the   words   confuse   her.   what   does   he   mean ?

                    ❝ aww ,   what ?! ❞     she   exclaims ,   setting   her   instrument   to   the   side.     ❝ that’s   a   little   rude ,   don’t   you   think ?   it’s   just   a   guitar ,   i   don’t   see   what   the   big   deal   is !!   and   —   who   are   you ,   anyway ? ❞

#saviorchained #i just know i am who i am ! ( ic. ) #being an idol is awesome ! ( v; main. ) #heyo !! tysm for the starter !! #i hope this is ok !!!

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navicoms.

C:\ SYSTEM \ LOGS \ OVERRIDE \ NAVI.EXE    // ORACLE PROTOTYPING...        if(world.getNavi().equals(me)){            // SENDING CALLING CARD...            // TO EXISTENCE : (1)  @pasugita_            navi.setProof(you.toProof());        }

“  ah !  geez —- seriously ???    keep  it  down ,  carlos santana —-  i’m   TRYING    to  watch  the  new  episode  of   featherman  here !!!   ”

                    hina   hadn’t   even   noticed   she’d   been   playing   that   loudly.   of   course ,   she   wouldn’t   have   noticed   anyhow ,   unless   someone   had   mentioned   it   —   she   was   too   entranced   by   what   she   was   doing   to   pay   attention   to   anything   else   besides   her   GUITAR.   ( well . . .   until   now. )     ❝ oops ,   sorryyyy !! ❞     she   exclaims ,   abruptly   stopping   her   strumming   for   just   a   moment.      ❝ i   get   kinda   carried   away   sometimes ,   sorry   for — ❞      teal   eyes   suddenly   light   up.      ❝ wait.   is   that . . .   neo   featherman ?!   wait   wait   wait ,   that’s   such   a   zappin’   show ,   it’s   one   of  my   favorites !!   can   i   watch   with   you ?! ❞

#navicoms #i just know i am who i am ! ( ic. ) #the phantom thieves are real ! ( v; p5 ) #aaa i hope this is okay !! pls lmk if you'd like anything changed !!

[pasugita]

“I wish it could always be like this.”

“You’re always there for me.”

“The stars are the only thing that makes sense.”

“There’s more out there, you just have to be patient.”

“It doesn’t all have to be existential dread.” 

“You’re so much different when we’re alone.”

“I like it when the worlds quiet.” 

“There’s a place for us somewhere.”

“They’ll name constellations after you one day.”

“Your hearts beating so fast.”

“They don’t know what they want.”

“You don’t know what you want.”

“That’s what they’re supposed to say.”

“We really don’t know what we’re doing.”

“I miss the old you.”

“Nostalgias a trap.”

“Aliens are out there.”

“Did you hear that?”

“I really want pizza right now, think it’s open?” 

“What time is it?”

“But why would they abduct cows?”

“We’ll all be dead soon enough anyways.” 

“I wish we didn’t have to sleep.”

“What do you believe in?”

“What happens after we die?”

“Seems like a silly thing to say, don’t you think?” 

“And what’s your excuse?”

“You’ll get it together soon.”

“Sometimes I feel like I’ll never have it together.”

“It’d be better if people weren’t so afraid of their feelings.”

“You keep quiet and we both lose.”

“I wish I could save this forever.”

“When did you realize you were in love with me?”

“The rooms spinning.”

“I loved you long before you knew.”

“I’m not afraid of death, I think it’ll be peaceful.”

“The Universe is too big for that.”

“Do you think we’ve met in other lives?” 

“I’d come back to haunt you.” 

“Would you come back to haunt me?”

“What’s alternate universe you doing right now?”

“Tell me a secret.”

“Why haven’t you told anyone?” 

“I wish we knew each other sooner.”

“You’re a game changer.” 

“I’m a game changer.”

“Don’t ignore fate.” 

“Ignorance isn’t bliss.”

“What, is that a conspiracy theory?”

“It’s probably the Illuminati anyways.” 

#so you’re a fan of mine ? ( inbox. )

[pasugita]

                              heyo !! sorry for going super , super basic with this promo ,                                     but please LIKE / REBLOG if you’re interested in interacting                                     with HINA HIKAWA from BANDORI ; i’ll come check you out !!                               blog is highly sel. / ind. / priv. please read links before interacting !!

#bit by bit we’re becoming better friends ( promo. ) #indie rp #indie roleplay #anime rp #manga rp #game rp #bandori rp #bang dream rp #garupa rp

[pasugita]

                              BOPPIN. ok i’m bored and i’m done with class for the day ,                                     so go ahead and hit that HEART BUTTON if you’re interested                                     in a SHORT STARTER !!

#right now is break time ! ( ooc. ) #mutuals only please !