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I will never forget the time I was in Walmart somewhere, and I suddenly heard a broken lawnmower in the distance, and I’m like what the actual fuck is that sound? I turn to see a pug.

The cruelty. The audacity. To let that pug suffocate. Nose pushed so far back into its face it don’t even have a nose anymore. Just a hollow area.

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Life just really wants to rub it in my face that the tall gene skipped right over me. I found out two of my close relatives are 6’5 and 6’8!!!!!! and you decide to put me in the 5’ category????? Not even 6’0 at least??? Nah let’s make em 5’7. I hate you!!!!

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“When you die people will see your skeleton as male/female” I’m sorry since when did skeletons have body parts? If you have any growth on your skeleton somethings wrong. My skeleton is breastless and sexless.

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do other fat people worry they look weird in pretty clothes outside so they wear more toned outfits and less colorful ones too or is it just me

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I got that Dracula hairline WHICH PROVES THAT I WAS MEANT TO BE A VAMPIRE!!!!

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Special note, just because a black person said some bigoted shit and acted like it’s the truth does not mean they’re right. Saying “as a black person” or “coming from a black person” right after you dog-whistled does not excuse anything. On top of that it makes you look pathetic and desperate for white approval. You’re still a piece of shit. Your blackness is not a shield nor an excuse.

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Black people who act like witchcraft is bad make me so sad. Like please get out of that loser mentality and actually do some research for fuck sake. Stop letting white supremacy tell you what to do. And actually speak to witches and don’t get your information from fearmongering sources.

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Someday I'm gonna remember to promote my FAT QUEER MERFOLK COLORING BOOK during MerMay and Pride Month....

Support a struggling queer artist, guv'na? Help feed me kitties? :<

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Most people don’t actually want to get to know you. They just want to show off and pretend they’re all that, as if they aren’t the most insecure people in the world. That’s why I love having fewer friends. I was always so desperate to have a huge friend group and to “be normal”, and looking back, I’m glad I don’t cause I repel fake people and that’s a good thing. That was always a good thing.

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And it’s also funny how the same people who say you have to open up and speak up are those SAME DAMN PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO ACTUALLY ENGAGE IN A CONVERSATION WITH YOU. They refuse to be patient and understanding and wait for you to gradually open up. They just ignore you and immediately move on after asking you why you’re so quiet. Mmkay so what the fuck was the point of all this???

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I’ve been treated like something was wrong with me my entire life, and have been told that to my face, and look where I’m at now… I am still the exact same person I was when I was six years old, I just know a lot now and have realized that the people around me were just fucking ignorant as hell and disrespectful towards anyone who was different. And on top of that I’m autistic, makes me even more pissed off cause the ableism from others was just potent.

I’ve always thought I’d just magically turn into this loud, extroverted person once I got older, and that’s not how life made me. The deities did not make me that way. They wanted a Badass Silent Goth Bitch and they got it. The only thing I’m missing is the expensive dark castle so I can stand before a tall glistening window, and watch all the peasants wandering down below.

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I’m glad my friends are all neurodivergent and my partner is. Ion want none of you neurotypicals. I ain’t for you. You can’t handle me and you never will.

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The sad part is that it was also black people doing it. ALWAYS YOUR OWN PEOPLE REINFORCING HARMFUL STEREOTYPES. I can’t stand that shit! Complain about white people generalizing all black people, and then go and do it to your own ethnicity, and then wonder why shit ain’t changed.

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If anyone has a problem with shyness or quietness in any way, especially from black people, I do not like you. This blog is not friendly towards you and you can fuck off. This blog will always advocate for shy quiet people, especially shy quiet black people.

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As a shy and quiet person, I love the fact that I’m mysterious to people. That they lose their minds cause they can’t fathom the idea of someone not running their mouth for no reason, and just sitting there minding their own business. Bonus if you’re black cause they expect all black people to act loud and extroverted, and that’s not me.

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shoutout to all the fat people i've seen wearing whatever the fuck they want in public. shoutout to the fats who wear the skimpiest clothing. shoutout to the fats who wear alt fashion, including cutesy kinds. shoutout to the fats who go to the beach shirtless or on bikinis. shoutout to the fats who wear stripes and light colors, or other clothes we're told aren't flattering on us. shoutout to the fats who wear athletic wear. shoutout the fats who wear the comfiest oversized clothing. shoutout the fats who wear what they want regardless of what thins/"fits" think.

all of you are marvelous and have slowly but surely inspired me to wear whatever the fuck i want as well. i wish you and all other fats nothing but happiness and comfort in self expression <3