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The fact that only one person out of everyone on this shit website ever gives a shit that Im going to kill myself is already bad enough and makes posting here a fucking nightmare but now Im being fucking stalked too.

Youve won. I dont know what you want. Youve fucking won. Im right back home with the mother who hates me, never being held, never being touched, having severe rape PTSD every fucking day. Nobody loves me. Nobody ever will. You win. You fucking win.

I'll be dead by the end of the year anyways

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I got to feel okay for all of 20 minutes but now Im having severe rape tactile hallucinations from PTSD

Yay

#rape cw #I know nobody reads this or gives a shit #Unless you count my fucking stalker #But whatever

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Whenever I read the term "old man yaoi" it conjures an image in my mind of a sun beaten ancient cowpoke sittin' in a rocking chair on his porch with a glass of whiskey in one hand and a shotgun in the other. That's him. That's old man Yaoi. He's waiting for his husband to come home from the piggly wiggly.

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"im in so much pain if even just one person tells me to live then it will save me" 0 notes

"haha peepee" 4 million notes

#vent

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as we see skyrocketing amounts of legislation targeting trans youth in particular I’m begging people to stop parroting “your brain matures at 25”. this article by the director of harvard’s neuroscience lab is a good read. like I’m no neuroscientist myself but Brain Complicated. at best “your brain matures at 25” is an incomplete and inadequate summary of a single idea in a relatively new field wherein broad generalizations are almost impossible. *some* aspects of brain development *tend* to *plateau* *somewhere* in your 20s, *we think*; but “brain maturity” is poorly defined, and the data is still highly incomplete. plenty of aspects of the brain demonstrably continue developing well past 30, or for your entire life; on the other hand, plenty of studies have simply failed to include participants over 30, or 25, or even younger. attempting to define maturity, let alone make RULES about it, based on particular neuroscientific metrics, is extremely dicey

and this popsci notion is now actively being used to justify taking away people’s rights so pls stop perpetuating it for the sake of your age gap ship wars or whatever

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remembering that time I explained on Twitter that Jews are 0.2% of the world’s population and control like 1.2% of its wealth

while Christians are 30-something percent of the world’s population and control 55% of its wealth

so, like, there IS a minority of the world’s population controlling the majority of its wealth

Christians.

and of course a bunch of utter walnuts were like “SEE??? this proves that Jews ARE disproportionately wealthy!!!”

which, like, sure

sure

we have $1.20 to Christians’ $55

but sure, individually we average out to having a bit more pocket change than the world’s average

a couple of things, though:

-those are AVERAGES—it doesn’t mean that every Jew you meet is wealthy, especially because…

-we are such a small population that the existence of *one Jewish billionaire* would skew the average, learn what an average is ffs, if there are 10 of us and 1 is a billionaire and the rest of us have $0 dollars, on average we each have $100,000,000 but in reality 9 of us still have $0 dollars

-y’all killed off a LOT of our poor people less than a century ago which also tends to skew the average

The minority group (in the sense of being less than half the population; they’re still the largest religion) controlling the majority of the world’s wealth is Christians. Sorry about your favorite conspiracy theory.

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Screaming makes my throat hurt. It doesnt make anybody see me.

I want to kill myself, I have these pills I can take but the last time I did that it didnt work, I dont know what to do and Im scared

#vent #suicide #gore

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Being suicidal is like if you were run over by a car and were bleeding out in the road and screaming for help and everyone quietly drove past because they were disgusted at seeing your guts

I want to kill myself, I have these pills I can take but the last time I did that it didnt work, I dont know what to do and Im scared

#vent #suicide #gore

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I want to kill myself, I have these pills I can take but the last time I did that it didnt work, I dont know what to do and Im scared

#vent #suicide

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me individually reviewing the lyrics for every single song on a character playlist nobody else will ever hear for an oc approximately 3 people know about

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f o r m a l

#amphibia

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im sorry for not updating any of my fics (specifically my lv one). i have no motivation lol.

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#2015 was a different era

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hey man come join me on the new social media site. it's like twitter but it sucks dick and even less people use it

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tumblr is actually the least usable social media because its userbase is 99% people who need to be the smartest person in the room at all times, which leads to a phenomenon i call "no-anding," where people are only able to engage with a joke post by being like "ummmm actually op [smugly attempts to refute the premise of the joke for some reason] 😏"

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Since Disney hasn’t said anything outside of the trailer we got like…almost a month ago: Kizazi Moto: Generation Fire is out today on Disney+. It is a 10 part anthology series that honestly deals with a variety of things. African lore, aliens, spirits, etc. Each story is unique and has its own unique style. The stories are also by and animated by a variety of African artists so that makes it even better.

Update: Don’t know how this happened but I forgot to put the trailer so here it is along with a teaser

#kizazi moto: generation fire

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