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Waking up with such a swollen diaper between your legs is one of the most embarrassing/humbling feelings in the world😰🫣

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Guuuuhhhhhh I'm just such a sucker for cute boys in dips 🥺

Pull-ups, big poofy diapers with extra padding, plastic pants over diapers, diapers under skirts, diapers in jeans, swim diapers at the beach, dry diapers, wet diapers, AAHHHH so many cute boys in diapers, what's a person to do???

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thinking about how diaper checks sit at the exact intersection of tenderness and humiliation that drives me wild like... having your dom put you in a diaper and then check it whenever they like bc of course you're too helpless to be able to tell when you've wet so much you'll need a change & besides they just like reminding u that they can ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ̀ˋ

i mean,, soft sleepy diaper checks in bed when it's still a bit dark and so cosy and being woken up by their hand just reaching in to check how much you've wet through the night and then gently patting ur crotch afterwards as they cuddle u real tight, just making sure you'll last til morning

and public diaper checks when you're out and about and they wait for a moment when there's nobody close to you, and demand to check you right there, just to make sure you're not about to leak bc wouldn't that be so much more embarrassing? ;;

could probably write a whole essay on this but ahhh just... good content all round ♡(⺣◡⺣)♡

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i was so excited about my birthday diapers that i’ve been diapered for 3 days straight now!

i’ve never had much interest in going 24/7, but i just had so many household chores to do, that i figured it would be faster and easier just to pad up and stay productive.

this also means though, that i’ve been only cumming in diapers for 3 days, which has seemed to cause a little problem…

last night, i tried putting on big boy underwear after my shower. i was so excited to be able to like actually feel and play with my tdick without the diaper bulk, that i immediately started jerking off, which is already so depraved and embarrassing

i only got a few minutes in though before i got a little too excited, and ended up wetting my clean boxers (*´-｀*)

it was a little startling, but i’ve had this issue in the past when i started bedwetting training, so i just changed into a new pair of boxers and went on with my night.

until i maybe wet myself. again. (*/ω＼)

i was playing a pretty stressful video game, was a little high, and had a streamer playing one of my favorite horror games on my second monitor. i felt a pretty urgent twinge in my bladder, but it hadn’t been too long since my jerk off accident, so i just ignored it. i was getting overwhelmed in the game and just tried to lock in and focus so i could beat the level. but then the streamer tripped a jump scare that i wasn’t expecting…

so literally just sitting at my desk, i had my second accident of the night. i literally dropped everything and ran to the bathroom, pee dripping down my legs. by the time i’d made it to the potty, there wasn’t much left in me.

i felt more ashamed and embarrassed than i’ve ever felt. i had not one, but two genuine accidents in one night. i seriously had the potty training skills of a toddler.

panicking, i just put a diaper on to be safe and go ride out my high, making sure to turn off the scary game and put something more calm on.

i changed into a pull-up before bed, since i’d made a small pushie in the diaper i was wearing, and just hoped i’d wake up dry. instead, my bladder woke me up in the early morning, hurting and feeling more full than it’s ever felt. i knew i wouldn’t make it to the potty if i tried, so i just laid on my back and pottied in my pull-up (/ε＼*)

truly, nothing is more humbling than waking up in a cold soggy pull-up, that you were so sure was an unnecessary precaution last night…

i literally feel so helpless, one of my jobs is mainly virtual so i’ve been able to take meetings and hide my crinkles and the diaper bulge. but i have to go back to my in person job so and i’m so worried. i genuinely don’t think it’s a good idea for me to go outside in anything less than a pull-up right now. my bladder just seems to have relaxed so much, i don’t know how to get it to work again! ╥﹏╥

i’m ordering more high capacity diapers tonight, and will definitely be diapered the rest of tonight and maybe tomorrow if i keep having toilet troubles this bad. but what should i do long term? do i just give in and go 24/7 for the summer? i’d definitely have to re-potty train for the school year though, no way in hell i’m waddling to class in diapers! any advice? (>_<)

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OMG I COULDNT HOLD IT!!

I made my friend pull over, and I ran to go piss in the bushes… >.< omfg.. That was so embarrassing..!!!

#bladder desperation #bladder holding #omorashi #omo #omo wetting #desperation wetting #public wetting

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Fuckkk I have to piss but we can’t stop for another 45 minutes >.<

#bladder desperation #bladder holding #omorashi #omo

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Wearing diapers is the only way to play video games. I can’t pause when I’m being chased by bounty hunters 🤷🏽‍♀️

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i want to take you outside to smoke, and maybe the thc content in this weed is a bit higher than you’re used to, and it’s okay you’re taking really big hits. have some water, it’ll be fine. we get so stoned it’s all we can do to just lie on the deck and look at the stars. i roll over and put my hand between your thighs. you’re so stoned, you don’t even say anything, just moan in delight at how warm and firm my hand is as it gets closer to your cock. all i want to do is have something to play with, i need something in my hands, you know how it is when you’re high. but don’t worry, i’m thinking of you too. i undo the buttons on my shirt and bring your hands to my tits. i tell you to squeeze them and pinch my nipples, you need something soft to play with. i unzip your pants and slide my hand under your pants, putting my warm palm on your dick. i massage it slowly as you squirm and respond to my touch. you start to moan and wiggle around, pulling away but my hand stays on you until you start to buck into my grasp. eventually i pull your pants down and, leaning over you so my crotch is hovering over your face, i pull out my tdick and lower it into your mouth. you still have my tits in hand, i haven’t told you to let go. i take you into my mouth, the soft wet heat of my mouth making you buck into the pleasure, all while i fuck into your waiting mouth with my cock. you can’t pull away since your head is already lying on the ground. but don’t worry, you don’t need to think. just enjoy the high. i’ll take care of you. it’s better you stay relaxed anyway for when i finger you. i slide a finger into your hole, slowly. my slobbering mouth on you makes it so wet as saliva drips down to your hole. without thrusting, i slide another finger into you. you buck up, pushing against my fingers and my mouth. i fuck my hips into your mouth in retaliation, making you gag on my cock. with your mouth full of my tcock and your hole with two fingers as deep in as they can go, it doesn’t take long for me to make you cum in my mouth, but even after you’re spent i keep my mouth on you, my tongue on your soft cock, slowly circling my tongue around you as you squirm and whine. my pace increases as i fuck your face, our minds still foggy from the weed so you moan in pain and pleasure as i gasp and buck into your mouth like a wild animal, finally coming and dragging my softening tdick on your open tongue as i come down from my high.

“good job,” a sigh, lighting the pipe again and bringing it to your mouth. “here’s your reward”

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Very tempted to do a hold that results in an accident when I’m home from vacation 👀👀

#bladder desperation #bladder holding #omo #omorashi #pee kink

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reuploading...

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my little omorashi angel~

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petplay dynamic where your owner makes you piss yourself at the front door whenever they come home so they know you're happy to see them

and maybe it's embarrassing at first but eventually the routine conditions you to associate them with that feeling of relief and euphoria from releasing after holding for so long so you genuinely start feeling the need to pee when you get too excited from seeing them even when you're outside <3

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I love scenarios where a person tries to sleep with a full bladder, they haven't gone in hours and are maybe being ordered to continue holding it until the next morning by their partner. They already have a hard time getting to sleep as their bladder is already filled to the brim. As they manage to eventually fall asleep, it's a very uncomfortable fretful one, where their body constantly wakes them up because of the intense need they have to let go. But they have to hold it until morning, and keep trying to just fall asleep. Before they just decide to sit there in the discomfort of their bladder as they can't sleep at all anymore. The only thing they can focus on is how much they need to go, and how much they can't.

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I guess I’m unintentionally doing a hold again >.<

#bladder desperation #bladder holding #omo #omorashi

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I kinda wish I had like a platonic pee holding mutual namely bc I wish I could really place just how small my bladder is

but also I'm so competitive and I'll hold it FOREVER if it means I get to win

#ummm yes #challenge accepted #as soon as I’m not on vacation anymore qwq

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I need to be forced to wet myself while sitting in someone's lap while they praise me and teach me how to make them feel good

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I love the idea of padlocking someone's pants and feeding them liquids until they're utterly desperate to piss, unable to think about anything but the unbearable pressure in their bladder. Keeping them that way until they're shaking and begging and moments from wetting themselves before finally giving them permission to use the toilet... except in their desperation, and relief at being allowed to go, they've forgotten about the lock until they try to get their pants off. Making them beg to be unlocked, and then slowly taking my time getting them out, telling them it would go quicker if you'd stand still...and don't you dare go in your pants.