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“   i  mean ,  it  was  quite  the  experience ,  i'll  give  you  that .  i'd  say  interesting  enough  to  try  it  once  and  that's  it .  ” although  he  would  be  open  to  trying  it  again  if  someone  asks  him ,  as  he  is  the  kind  of  person  to  never  say  no  to  basically  anything .  “  it  was  a  party ,  actually .  i  don't  know  quite  remember  how  often  they  happen  though .  but ,  i'm  pretty  sure  they  announce  it  whenever  there's  one .  you  should  go  to  one ,  in  fact ,  let's  go  to  one .  i  actually  want  to  see  what  you  think  of  the  whole  experience  cause  i  know  a  lot  of  people  who  end  up  loving  it .  as for the one  song  question ,  well  .  .  .  lately  i  have  been  streaming  the  hell  out  of  unwritten  by  natasha  bedingfield ,  i'd  choose  that  one .  ”
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       her  eyebrows  knit  together  as  milo  tries  to  explain  it,  and  it  sounds  easy  enough,  but  she  just  doesn't  know  what  exactly.  "interesting,"  she  muses,  looking  back  down  at  her  phone  but  also  ...  she  wants  to  know  why  milo  decided  to  do  it.  "was  it  at  ...  like  a  party  or  something?  do  they  happen  often?"  lily's  embarrassed  by  how  fixated  she  is  on  this,  but  it's  milo,  so  she  doesn't  think  he'll  judge  her  for  it.  "if  you  could  choose  the  song  everyone  would  listen  to,  what  would  it  be?"
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milo  is  slightly  taken  aback  by  the  question ,  not  having  seen  it  coming .  “  well ,  of  course  i  trust  you .  i  promise  you  i  wouldn't  be  here  if  i  didn't .  ”  he  looks  at  santi ,  mimicking  him  and  putting  one  of  his  hands  on  his  shoulder .  “  yes ,  yes ,  i  trust  you .  i  think  you  need  another  drink ,  my  friend .  ”
who : santiago and milo @polcroids . status : closed starter .
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“  do  you  trust  me?  ”     there  is  an  almost  grievous  tone  to  his  voice.  one  that  would  have  felt  out  of  character  for  santiago,  if  it  weren’t  for  the  slurred  nature  of  them.  he  looks  to  milo,  the  two  of  them  standing  eye  to  eye  as  he  moves  to  lay  one  of  his  hands  on  his  shoulder.     “  if  this  is  going  to  work,  you’ll  have  to  trust  me.  ”
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there  are  probably  a  million  things  running  through  mariana's  mind.  it's  already  been  proved  that  she  cannot  handle  too  much  at  the  same  time .  tonight  started  pretty  well ,  nothing  different  from  her  usual  routine .  however,  she  doesn't  quite  recall  when  things  started  to  go  wrong  and  fall  out  of  place  one  after the other ,  like  dominoes .  even  despite  that ,  she'd  like  to  believe  she's  holding  on  pretty  well  for  the  state  her  mind  is  currently  in  at  the  moment .  benefits  of  being  an  actress  since  before  you  even  learn  how  to  say  'mom' ,  she  guesses .  after  mindlessly  driving  round  and  round  for  an  hour ,  she  suddenly  stopped  at  a  gas  station .  minutes  and  minutes  went  by  before  she  got  out  of  her  car  and  went  inside .  clearly  half  present  and  the  other  half  of  her  in  the  clouds ,  she  wasn't  expecting  to  hear  or  run  into  anyone ,  particularly  at  this  hour  and  at  this  place .  so ,  when  she  hears  a  voice  and  looks  in  the  direction  of  the  sound ,  she  is  surprised  to  see  cassie .  her  first  thought  was  to  ask  her  immediately  if  she  was  doing  ok  and  what  she  was  doing  here  but ,  at  the  request  of  the  woman  she  decided  to  play  along .  “  i'm  sorry  . . . do  i  know  you  ?  ”  she  gave  her  a  little  wink  and  a  smile  before  moving  along  the  gas  station ,  headed  straight  for  the  drinks  and  sweets .  it  was  gonna  be  a  long  night  and  she  needed  the  reinforcements .  
open starter ....  cassie oliver (@2000sfmextras) location ....  some random gas station in la , 1:12am .
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it’s not exactly often the child star finds herself in places like these , because after all , her squeaky clean disney image has been something that keeps her career going , fans happy  &  the world adore her as  america’s sweetheart  .  but alas , it’s always increasingly hard for the blonde to pretend she’s happy whenever news about her  estranged  family  talking shit  about her to the press resources again .  each time when cassie thinks they had enough of trying to hurt her while getting money out of it , they prove her wrong  &  each time , she feels like shit afterwards .  in truth , cassie knows she shouldn’t care about what they’re doing after all this time , but it’s hard when it’s your own parents selling stories to tmz  .  latest news ?  how utterly devastated they are that cassie didn’t spend christmas with them: parents tell it all .  the whole article makes the blonde sick to her stomach , a feeling she foolishly now tries to get rid off by buying two bottles of the world’s cheapest wine  &  some chips  (  in a place no star should ever be at alone )  thankful that the old man behind the counter fails to recognize her  (  he’s probably too old to anyway  )  .  the bell above the door ring  &  she turns ,   shame washing over her cheeks  as she meets a familiar face .  ❝  can we pretend for both our sakes that we haven’t seen each other here ?  ❝ 
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mariana's  eyebrows  instinctivly  rised  up  at  the  comment.  the  idea  of  a  haunted  house  not  being  something  mariana  ever  wanted  to  hear  about .  “  listen ,  i  will  not  think  it  twice  to  tell  you  to  move .  in  fact ,  you're  taking  too  long ,  at  the  first  slight  hint  of  some  weird  shit  i would've  had  my  bags  packed  and  ready  to  go .  but ,  wait  a  minute  though ,  what  makes  you  think  it's  haunted  ?  ”  
𝐖𝐇𝐎 : aurora & anyone , @2000sfmextras 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 : any boba shop in la
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LIPS TURNED DOWN IN A FROWN , aurora mindlessly swirled the purple boba at the bottom of her cup around in circles . “ i'm conflicted , ” she said on a sigh. “ i think my building is h a u n t e d and i'm not sure if i'm being paranoid or if i should move . ” she was honestly more inclined to pack her things and find somewhere else to live , but she adored her apartment — it had everything she could possibly look for .. and apparently something she definitely did not want , as well.
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alexia  smiled  slightly  at  mercy's  words .  “  if  you  know  anything  about  me ,  you  know  i  would  never  say  no  to  that .  in  fact ,  if  i  ever  do  call  emergency  services  on  me  'cause  that  day  might  be  my  last .  ”  she  took  one  last  sip  of  her  drink  before  setting  it  down  in  one  of  the  trays  of  a  waiter  just  passing  by  and  turned  to  face  mercy ,  nodding  with  her  head  towards  the  dance  floor .  “  let's  go .  ”
open starter — @2000sfmextras
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‟ how much is it gonna take for you to come dance with me? ” the brunette questions after stealing a spot beside them, her usual soft smile on her lips. ‟ and don't you dare think about tellin' me no. you look way too nice to be sittin' around here, in a corner, doin' nothin'. ”
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it's  an  amusing  thing ,  the  tabloids .  at  some  point  in  your  career  whatever  they  say  about  you  has  to  slide  off  of  you  like  it's  water ,  otherwise ,  you  would  end  up  driving  yourself  mad .  and ,  even  if  you  somehow  managed  to  prove  one  headline  wrong ,  the  amount  of  reporters  willing  to  continue  to  throw  things  your  way ,  whether  true  or  not ,  would  be  enough  to  have  you  running  for  the  hills .  at  this  point  alexia  has  turned  every  single  headline  against  her  into  a  family  reunion  where  they  gather  to  watch  the  new  headline  drop ,  it  makes  for  great  cinema .  “  well , someone  is  definitely  celebrating  being you ,  they  have  to  be  on  a  high  , for  sure .  ”    
who     :     roman  &  anyone where     :     downtown  pub status     :     open  starter   (  @2000sfmextras  )  .
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               he’s  looking  at  his  phone  screen,  a  tabloid  pulled  up  with  a  headline  stating  he’s  once  again  on  the  one  night  stand  train  with  a  photo  of  someone’s  back  and  a  woman  infront  of  them.  with  no  other  photo  provided,  he  can’t  help  but  let  out  a  chuckle  that  vibrates  his  throat,  head  shaking  from  side  to  side.  “  —  ah.  tabloids.  just  assume  it’s  roman,  you  know,  sluttin’  it  up.  ”  not  a  far  fetched  assumption,  although  he  could  be  hooked  up  to  a  lie  detector  this  moment  and  pass  easily  —  that  man  in  the  photo  was  definitely  not  him.  everyone  knew  his  hotel  of  choice  was  the  ritz.
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it  wasn't  very  occasionally  that  alexia  found  herself  stuck  until  late  in  the  evening  at  work ,  however ,  there  were  times  when  meetings  would  get  pushed  back  or  postponed  until  the  evening ,  much  to  alexia's  dismay .  finishing  up  with  the  last  meeting  of  the  night ,  she  was  packing  up  to  finally  head  home .  scrolling  through  her  phone  while  she  was  exiting  the  building  she  didn't  catch  a  glimpse  of  the  girl  outside  of  the  building,  getting  startled  when  she  spoke .  “  shit  !  that  makes  two  of  us .  my  god .  ”   hands  going  immediately  to  her  chest  and  closing  her  eyes  for  a  second  before  opening  them  back  up .  “  i'm  sorry ,  i  for  sure  thought  i  was  the  last  one  here  and  i  was  clearly  not  paying  attention .  ”  lifting  the  phone  in  her  hands  with  a  gentle  smile .  “  i'm  assuming  you  also  got  stuck  in  a  late  meeting  ?  they  will  remain  the  most  annoying  part  of  this  job ,  i  swear .  why  are  you  still  here  though  ?  ”
𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 : outside  a  studio 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 : anyone (  @2000sfmextras  )
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⸻⸻⸻  it  isn't  too  late  ,  but  it's  dark  out  when  raine  finishes  up  the  last  of  her  meetings  ,  her  brain  just  a  hair's  breadth  from  shutting  down  and  body  aching  to  sink  into  the  plush  mattress  of  her  california  king  .  she  clicks  her  tongue  ,  a  text  from  her  driver  reading  sorry  ,  i'll  be  late  ,  and  in  retrospect  regrets  not  having  driven  to  work  herself  .  she  turns  around  to  wait  inside  the  building  ,  and  is  startled  by  a  figure  behind  her  .     “  jesus  !  ⸻  what  the  fuck  ,  dude  ?  you  scared  the  shit  out  of  me  !  ”
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mariana  was  never  one  to  make  the  best  decisions .  in  all  fairness ,  the  woman  didn't  get  many  chances  of  doing  things  without  thinking  much  about  the  outcomes  or  about  anything  at  all .  she  likes  to  believe  she  can  be  spontaneous  every  once  in  a  while ,  however ,  she  knows  it's  all  delusion  on  her  side .  she's  met  spontaneous  people  in  her  life  and  , unfortunately , she  .  .  .  is  not  one  of  them .  the  latest  proof  of  how  her  attempt  spontaneity  mixed  with  her  lack  of  ability  to  say  no  backfired  drastically  in  her  face  was  today .  yesterday  mariana  wasn't  feeling  her  best ,  apparently  working  too  much  can  end  up  kicking  your  physical  health  into  the  gutter  yet  the  colombian  woman  thought  it  was  a  very  fabulous  idea  to  go  for  a  swim  in  really  cold  weather .  in  her  defense ,  sometimes  really  cold  water  helps  your  immune  system  kick  into  high  gear ,  or  maybe  that's  what  she  told  herself  so  she  didn't  feel  bad  about  not  having  the  guts  to  say  no .  it  wasn't  a  surprise  to  her  that  as  soon  as  she  texted  rowan  that  she  was  gonna  show  up  at  her  doorstep .  opening  the  door ,  the  woman  couldn't  help  but  smile ,  the  many  questions  catching  her  off  guard  for  a  few  seconds .  “  ro ,  it's  okay .  i'm  okay ,  my  throat  and  nose  are  just  being  slightly  annoying  but  i'll  live .  thankfully ,  no  fever  but  i  wouldn't  yell  victory  just  yet .  ”  she  moved  to  the  side  to  allow  the  other  woman  to  go  inside  the  house ,  and  quickly  shut  the  door  behind  her .  “  oh ,  soup  sounds  delicious .  you're  being  way  too  harsh  on  yourself ,  you  should  be  calling  me  out  for  not  refusing  even  though  i  knew  i  wasn't  my  at  100% .  ”
availability:  closed  for  @polcroids .  location:  mariana's  place. 
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            ringing  the  door,  ro  was  anxiously  playing  around  with  the  tote  hanging  off  of  one  of  their  shoulders,  waiting  for  her  friend  to  let  her  inside.  bad  conscience  had  been  plaguing  her  ever  since  she'd  received  the  message  this  morning  that  mariana  had  woken  up  with  a  slightly  stuffy  nose  and  scratchy  throat.  just  yesterday  they  had  endlessly  bothered  her  to  join  them  on  a  beach  trip,  wanting  to  take  a  swim  in  the  still  relatively  cool  weather  and  water.  for  some  reason,  the  thought  of  going  together  to  have  the  first  swim  of  the  year  hadn't  sounded  like  such  a  bad  idea  in  her  head  at  that  time,  only  now  that  they  had  to  fear  she'd  gotten  the  other  sick  was  she  concerned.  therefore,  as  soon  as  the  message  had  arrived,  she'd  decided  to  gather  a  care  package  and  take  it  over  to  her  friend's  place,  packing  some  cold  meds  alongside  her  favorite  throat  soothing  herbal  tea  and  stopping  along  the  way  to  pick  up  some  soup.  when  the  door  finally  opened  and  a  familiar  head  of  dark  brown  hair  appeared,  ro  exhaled  in  releave.  "  oh  my  god,  i  am  so  sorry  !  are  you  feeling  alright  ?  do  you  have  a  fever  ?  i  got  you  soup,  even  bought  it  instead  of  making  it,  figured  i  shouldn't  torture  you  any  further.  "  she  immediately  began  babbling,  eyes  roaming  the  other,  checking  for  any  visible  signs  of  unwellness. 
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“  my point still stands .  everyone  acts  like  the heroes  just  wake  up  one  day  and  say  '  hm  . . .  i  wanna  wreck  havoc  on  the  entirity  of  new  york  city  just  because ' ,  as if their hands aren't literally forced by the villains ,  and i will not hear anything about ' oh , but the heroes are supposed to be better than the villains ' cause that argument is crap . ”  the  question  is  serious ,  almost  too  serious  for  the  topic  at  hand  but  he  is  never  one  to  back  down  from  an  argument  or  discussion  should  it  happen  to  arise .  “  i  did  see  it .  such  a  good  movie ,  by  the  way .  my  point  here  is  that  the  whole  chaos  of  that  movie  did  not  start  until  a  dude  came  destroying  a  tunnel  looking  for  peter  parker .  like  the  villains  come  wrecking  havoc ,  not  caring  about  taking  people  out  —  literally  —  and  what  do  you  expect  the  heroes  to  do  ?  kindly  and  peacefully  have  a  conversation  with  the  same  villains  who  are  trying  to  take  'em  out  too  ?  if  anything  the  villains  should  be  the  ones  paying  for  the  damage .  sure ,  the  heroes  contribute  to  that  disaster  but ,  is  there  literally  any  other  choice  ?  the amount of destruction would've happened with or without the involvement of the heroes , only worse . ”
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               “  yeah,  well  i  asked  you  second.  ”  talk  about  a  childish  retort,  but  she  stands  by  it  with  arms  folding  before  her  and  eyes  slightly  narrowed  towards  him.  head  tilts  to  the  side,  attempting  to  remain  patient  in  the  moment;  insides  twisting  uncomfortably  as  she  wants  to  fill  the  silence  with  nothing  but  more  commentary  from  her  consistent  cycle  of  thoughts  within  her  mind.  “  collateral  damage  ?  that’s  like  a  leak  in  a  house  after  fighting  of  a  burglar,  are  you  watching  the  same  movies  that  i  am  ?  i  personally  believe  that  superheroes  should  be  paying  for  the  immense  damage  they  make  during  their  fights.  whole  cities  are  destroyed,  milo  !  it’s  not  just  one  or  two  houses  or  a  single  street.  did  you  see  the  spiderman  no  way  home  movie  ?  i’d  be  livid  if  i  lived  there  !  ”
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these are actually hella fucking cute y'all
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ଓ . . . .   🎬  just  announced,  ALEXIA WANG  has  been  cast  as  emily phanti ( prentiss )  in  the  upcoming  criminal minds  reboot.  the  thirty  five  year  old  is  trending  as  people  are  debating  if  the  knowing  it's  better  to  love  than  hate,  the  scent  of  lavender  upon  your  pillow,  sliding  across  wood  floors  in  fuzzy  socks,  warm  as  the  sun  and  burning  bright  as  one,  fingernails  seem  to  find  their  way  against  their  teeth  whenever  nerves  kick  in  that  they  are  known  for  is  enough  to  make  them  as  good  as  original.  a  quick  google  search  shows  that  their  fans  call  them  ebullient,  but  internet  trolls  think  they’re  more  brazen.  i  guess  their  newest  interview  for  variety  where  they  talk  about  how  she  is  a  black  belt  in  taekwondo  will  let  people  know  them  better.  
ଓ detailed biography. ଓ pinterest. ଓ wanted connections.
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tags !
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Send me hc + a word of your choosing and I’ll write a headcanon relating to that word!
Or send hc + two words and I’ll try and come up with one that links those two things together!
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*: ・゚✧   90 loaded questions / interview the muse.
found on this website, so credit goes to them.
What’s your favorite strategy for avoiding tough situations?
How often do you do things just for the attention?
Would you prefer to be manipulated or to be the manipulator?
What is something someone always tells you to do more of?
What is something someone always tells you to do less of?
Who do you look to blame when things go wrong?
What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish was true?
What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish wasn’t true?
When was the last time you lied to protect your image?
How often do you put on a happy face when you’re really not feeling it?
When do you think you began putting your guard up so much?
Who made you feel most anxious when you were a kid?
How do you speak about others when they’re not around?
What aspect of your life are you most delusional about?
How often do your admit you were wrong?
Which one of your biggest flaws do you like to rationalize the most?
Is it your fear of commitment or your fear of intimacy that makes you shut down more?
At what stage of a relationship are you most likely to withdraw emotionally?
What is the one compliment you always get that you’re too embarrassed to accept, so you deflect it?
What would someone say is your worst habit?
What is the one insecurity you are pretty sure has some basis in reality?
When was the last time you felt really insecure about the parts of yourself you pretend don’t exist?
What is the most interesting white lie you’ve told?
Do you ever feel like an imposter?
Do your friends know how competitive you are?
What’s the hardest thing about being rejected?
How do you deal when you know you’re being irrationally jealous?
How do you deal when you know someone’s not willing to give you what you want?
Are you ever afraid of people knowing who you really are?
If you went to a therapist today, what would they say is holding you back the most?
When was the last time you lowered your standards just to get someone else’s approval?
Is your need for revenge greater than your need for peace?
Have you stopped trying to control things yet?
Which parts of yourself do you still seek validation for?
How do you cope with being unfairly ignored?
Do you like punishing yourself for things that are out of your control?
What does someone say is your biggest problem when communicating?
Are you okay with not knowing what happens next?
Will you ever feel okay with being imperfect?
Does sabotaging yourself give you an odd sense of comfort?
How do you feel about being disliked by some people?
What’s the strangest thing you’ve done just to avoid failure?
What is the biggest risk you’ve taken just to prove yourself?
What’s the boldest thing you do every day, just to feel like you’re still in control?
What accusation would you defend yourself most fiercely against, even though you know it’s true?
What’s the most toxic thing about yourself you actually kind of secretly like?
How much do you enjoy being in control?
When do you give yourself permission to lose control?
What guilty pleasure are you currently justifying to yourself?
What is the most passive-aggressive way you’ve dealt with your rage?
What is the pettiest and most immature way you’ve avoided losing face?
What’s the worst habit you have that rewards you the most?
How do you get your needs met when you’re alone?
What is the most ridiculous thing you’ve done to please people?
What is the most ridiculous way you’ve rebelled?
What’s your favorite way to channel your aggression?
How do you cope with being betrayed?
Are you okay with disliking someone?
What is your favorite form of self-destruction?
What’s the one thing you struggle most to manifest in your life?
What’s the one thing that you manifest so easily, people are jealous of it?
What’s the most irrational reason you’ve ever had for disliking someone?
What is one fear that you’d be ashamed of your friends knowing about?
Which one of your deepest secrets do you think is the least common?
How do people normally find out you hate them?
What is your go-to strategy to deflect criticism, even constructive criticism?
What is one thing people always get wrong about you?
What emotion motivates you the most when you’re down?
What emotion makes you want to give up?
Are people shocked when you stand up for yourself?
How often do you say yes to the things you really want to say yes to?
How often do you say no to the things that make your skin crawl?
How far are you willing to go to maintain a relationship, even an unhealthy one?
What is the worst way someone’s ever abandoned you?
What is the worst way you’ve ever abandoned yourself?
How do you entertain yourself when you’re not around people?
Are you happier alone because you enjoy being alone or because you prefer it to being surrounded by horrible people?
What habit do you know you could quit but don’t want to?
What is your favorite strategy for avoiding difficult people?
What is your favorite strategy for avoiding conflict?
What is the weirdest thing that gets you angry?
What is the weirdest thing that makes you sad?
How often do you take responsibility for other people’s crappy behavior?
When are you most likely to shut people out?
Which insecurity would shock people if they knew about it?
What do you find yourself justifying to people, even when no justification is needed?
When was the last time you tried to please someone who made you angry?
What do people often tell you need to focus more on?
What do people often tell you need to focus less on?
What is the one thing that could make you happy, but you refuse to do it because you’re afraid of what others would think?
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polcroids · 3 months
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*: ・゚✧   90 loaded questions / interview the muse.
found on this website, so credit goes to them.
What’s your favorite strategy for avoiding tough situations?
How often do you do things just for the attention?
Would you prefer to be manipulated or to be the manipulator?
What is something someone always tells you to do more of?
What is something someone always tells you to do less of?
Who do you look to blame when things go wrong?
What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish was true?
What is the one thing people assume about you that you wish wasn’t true?
When was the last time you lied to protect your image?
How often do you put on a happy face when you’re really not feeling it?
When do you think you began putting your guard up so much?
Who made you feel most anxious when you were a kid?
How do you speak about others when they’re not around?
What aspect of your life are you most delusional about?
How often do your admit you were wrong?
Which one of your biggest flaws do you like to rationalize the most?
Is it your fear of commitment or your fear of intimacy that makes you shut down more?
At what stage of a relationship are you most likely to withdraw emotionally?
What is the one compliment you always get that you’re too embarrassed to accept, so you deflect it?
What would someone say is your worst habit?
What is the one insecurity you are pretty sure has some basis in reality?
When was the last time you felt really insecure about the parts of yourself you pretend don’t exist?
What is the most interesting white lie you’ve told?
Do you ever feel like an imposter?
Do your friends know how competitive you are?
What’s the hardest thing about being rejected?
How do you deal when you know you’re being irrationally jealous?
How do you deal when you know someone’s not willing to give you what you want?
Are you ever afraid of people knowing who you really are?
If you went to a therapist today, what would they say is holding you back the most?
When was the last time you lowered your standards just to get someone else’s approval?
Is your need for revenge greater than your need for peace?
Have you stopped trying to control things yet?
Which parts of yourself do you still seek validation for?
How do you cope with being unfairly ignored?
Do you like punishing yourself for things that are out of your control?
What does someone say is your biggest problem when communicating?
Are you okay with not knowing what happens next?
Will you ever feel okay with being imperfect?
Does sabotaging yourself give you an odd sense of comfort?
How do you feel about being disliked by some people?
What’s the strangest thing you’ve done just to avoid failure?
What is the biggest risk you’ve taken just to prove yourself?
What’s the boldest thing you do every day, just to feel like you’re still in control?
What accusation would you defend yourself most fiercely against, even though you know it’s true?
What’s the most toxic thing about yourself you actually kind of secretly like?
How much do you enjoy being in control?
When do you give yourself permission to lose control?
What guilty pleasure are you currently justifying to yourself?
What is the most passive-aggressive way you’ve dealt with your rage?
What is the pettiest and most immature way you’ve avoided losing face?
What’s the worst habit you have that rewards you the most?
How do you get your needs met when you’re alone?
What is the most ridiculous thing you’ve done to please people?
What is the most ridiculous way you’ve rebelled?
What’s your favorite way to channel your aggression?
How do you cope with being betrayed?
Are you okay with disliking someone?
What is your favorite form of self-destruction?
What’s the one thing you struggle most to manifest in your life?
What’s the one thing that you manifest so easily, people are jealous of it?
What’s the most irrational reason you’ve ever had for disliking someone?
What is one fear that you’d be ashamed of your friends knowing about?
Which one of your deepest secrets do you think is the least common?
How do people normally find out you hate them?
What is your go-to strategy to deflect criticism, even constructive criticism?
What is one thing people always get wrong about you?
What emotion motivates you the most when you’re down?
What emotion makes you want to give up?
Are people shocked when you stand up for yourself?
How often do you say yes to the things you really want to say yes to?
How often do you say no to the things that make your skin crawl?
How far are you willing to go to maintain a relationship, even an unhealthy one?
What is the worst way someone’s ever abandoned you?
What is the worst way you’ve ever abandoned yourself?
How do you entertain yourself when you’re not around people?
Are you happier alone because you enjoy being alone or because you prefer it to being surrounded by horrible people?
What habit do you know you could quit but don’t want to?
What is your favorite strategy for avoiding difficult people?
What is your favorite strategy for avoiding conflict?
What is the weirdest thing that gets you angry?
What is the weirdest thing that makes you sad?
How often do you take responsibility for other people’s crappy behavior?
When are you most likely to shut people out?
Which insecurity would shock people if they knew about it?
What do you find yourself justifying to people, even when no justification is needed?
When was the last time you tried to please someone who made you angry?
What do people often tell you need to focus more on?
What do people often tell you need to focus less on?
What is the one thing that could make you happy, but you refuse to do it because you’re afraid of what others would think?
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polcroids · 3 months
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“  i  went  to  one  once ,  but  it  was  quite  a  long  time  ago .  but  from  what  i  remember ,  everyone  listens  to  the  same  song  because  they  transmit  it  via  radio  or  whatever  and  the  signal  gets  picked  up  by  the  headphones  .  .  .  or  something .  i  tried  to  get  a  friend  to  explain  it  to  me  like  i  was  five  and  that  was  all  i  could  pick  up .  ”  it  was  one  of  those  things  he  did  just  for  the  kick  of  it ,  and  so  he  could  say  he  did  it  at  least once .  however ,  it  wasn't  his  cup  of  tea ,  the  experience  being  quite  surreal .  “  i'll  say  it's  really  weird .  the  whole  listening  to  music  with  headphones  and  then  taking  them  off  and  the  whole  place  being  silent  made  my  head  spin  a  little .  ”
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       "have  you  ever  done  one  of  these  silent  discos?"  lily  asks  abruptly,  showing  the  other  a  short  tiktok  on  her  phone.  "i've  only  ever  seen  them  online,  so  are  they  like  ...  even real?"  she  takes  her  phone  back,  eyebrows  scrunched  together  as  she  watches  it.  "do  they  all  listen  to  the  same  music,  or  do  they  get  to  choose?"
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polcroids · 3 months
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“  i  mean  .  .  .  that's  crazy ,  a  little  bit .  the  excitement  over  the  possibility  doesn't  let  them  process  correctly  apparently .  ”    she  can't  help  but  laugh  slightly ,  finding  the  whole  situation  humorous .  “  they  probably  realized  minutes  after  they  left ,  or  maybe  when  they  showed  a  friend  the  selfie .  but  hey ,  at  least  it's  a  funny  experience .  ”  she  continues .  at  the  remark  about  her  height ,  mariana  can't  help  but  roll  her  eyes  slightly .  “  oh  yes .  i  mean ,  that's  a  fair  assumption .  i  think  a  couple  fans  have  told  me  that  exact  same  thing .  nothing  more  humbling ,  i  think .  honestly ,  maybe  i  should  start  charging  people  if  they  wanna  make  a  joke  about  my  height ,  i'd  be  living  in  my  own  island  by  now  if  i  did .  ”
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"but it gets really messy sometimes, y'know. 'cause this guy some people mistake me for, he grew up in new zealand, apparently. and i didn't realize until a fan was like..." he raises the pitch of his voice to imitate the fan's. "'oh my god wait why do you sound american? omg the american members must be influencing you. that's so cute!'" in their regular voice, they say, "i couldn't break their heart and admit that they got the wrong person. that i sound american 'cause i'm from fucking new york." alluding to mariana's 5'4" height, he remarks, "to be fair, it's not that hard to go unnoticed when you're all the way down there. maybe other people just can't see you."
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