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your issues aren't petty :--( sana okay at masaya ka ngayon! celebrate every tiny victory anddd every part of you deserves to live in this world

omg sorry haven’t been on tumblr for so long! but I love you na for this hehe. Indeed, I am so happy and blessed for the Lord has been gracious enough to me. So different than I was before. I found Him in my brokenness. Praise Him alone! 

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God wants damaged goods.

You. Yes, you. God wants you. The lonely. The outcast. The addict. The suicidal. The broken. The oppressed. The depressed. The misfit. The scarred (inside and out). The scared. The poor. You.

You don’t have to make yourself out to be something you’re not, because He already knows. He already knows you, down to the last eyelash, scar, birthmark; every sin, every lie, every slip-up; He knows.

“I’m broken.” Yes, He knows that.

“I can’t go a day without drugs (or porn, or cutting myself).” Yes, He knows that. You have scars-He knows that. Look at His nail-pierced hands; let Him show you. Hear Him say, “I endured this for you.”

“I keep running from man to man (or woman to woman) because I’m so alone. I just want to be loved.” He knows that. (You are loved. You don’t have to run to and fro.)

“I tried to kill myself last week.” He knows. (Please don’t take your life away. He died for you, so you may live for Him.) “I did ________________.“ “I am ________________.” “I keep ___________________.”

He knows, He knows, He knows. You don’t have to try to clean yourself up before you come to Him. (You can only clean yourself up so much. The dirt goes further down than you can reach. He can clean you up: Isaiah 1:18.) You don’t have to earn His love: Romans 5:8. No, He won’t leave you or disappoint you like they did: Hebrews 13:5; Philippians 1:6. Yes, He really does love you that much: John 3:16.

“That’s too good to be true.” But it is true, and it is good-just like Him. That’s the good news. What does He want from you? Well, He wants you. He made you, after all. He died for you. He wants to have a relationship with you. He wants you to be with Him (John 14:1-3), forever (Matthew 28:20). He’s that good.

So, please, don’t run anymore. Don’t run from Him. Run to Him. His arms are wide open. You don’t have be alone anymore. You don’t have to feel disappointed and hopeless when those things-those people-fail you, because you have Someone so much greater, someone who will never leave you, never fail you, and will always love you. Yes, He can even make you into something you could never imagine yourself to be: His beautiful, beloved child; an image of His glory.

God wants damaged goods. God wants you.

- b.b. | Read Luke 15:1-24; John 8:1-11; Luke 7:36-50. (Please seek help if you need it. You’re not alone.)

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God wants damaged goods.

You. Yes, you. God wants you. The lonely. The outcast. The addict. The suicidal. The broken. The oppressed. The depressed. The misfit. The scarred (inside and out). The scared. The poor. You.

You don’t have to make yourself out to be something you’re not, because He already knows. He already knows you, down to the last eyelash, scar, birthmark; every sin, every lie, every slip-up; He knows.

“I’m broken.” Yes, He knows that.

“I can’t go a day without drugs (or porn, or cutting myself).” Yes, He knows that. You have scars-He knows that. Look at His nail-pierced hands; let Him show you. Hear Him say, “I endured this for you.”

“I keep running from man to man (or woman to woman) because I’m so alone. I just want to be loved.” He knows that. (You are loved. You don’t have to run to and fro.)

“I tried to kill myself last week.” He knows. (Please don’t take your life away. He died for you, so you may live for Him.) “I did ________________.“ “I am ________________.” “I keep ___________________.”

He knows, He knows, He knows. You don’t have to try to clean yourself up before you come to Him. (You can only clean yourself up so much. The dirt goes further down than you can reach. He can clean you up: Isaiah 1:18.) You don’t have to earn His love: Romans 5:8. No, He won’t leave you or disappoint you like they did: Hebrews 13:5; Philippians 1:6. Yes, He really does love you that much: John 3:16.

“That’s too good to be true.” But it is true, and it is good-just like Him. That’s the good news. What does He want from you? Well, He wants you. He made you, after all. He died for you. He wants to have a relationship with you. He wants you to be with Him (John 14:1-3), forever (Matthew 28:20). He’s that good.

So, please, don’t run anymore. Don’t run from Him. Run to Him. His arms are wide open. You don’t have be alone anymore. You don’t have to feel disappointed and hopeless when those things-those people-fail you, because you have Someone so much greater, someone who will never leave you, never fail you, and will always love you. Yes, He can even make you into something you could never imagine yourself to be: His beautiful, beloved child; an image of His glory.

God wants damaged goods. God wants you.

- b.b. | Read Luke 15:1-24; John 8:1-11; Luke 7:36-50. (Please seek help if you need it. You’re not alone.)

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What does the Bible say: Praying for the dead?

Praying for the dead is not a biblical concept. The reality is that, at the point of death, one’s eternal destiny is confirmed. Either he is saved through faith in Christ and is in heaven where he is experiencing rest and joy in God’s presence, or he is in torment in hell.

Often, people who have lost a loved one are encouraged to pray for those who have passed away and for their families. Of course, we should pray for those grieving, but for the dead, no. No one should ever believe that someone may be able to pray for him, thereby effecting some kind of favorable outcome, after he has died.  The writer to the Hebrews tells us, “Just as man is destined to die once, and after that to face judgment” (Hebrews 9:27). Here we understand that no change in one’s spiritual condition can be made following his death—either by himself or through the efforts of others.

The point is that each of us has but one life, and we are responsible for how we live that life. Others may influence our choices, but ultimately we must give an account for the choices we make. Once life is over, there are no more choices to be made; we have no choice but to face judgment. The prayers of others may express their desires, but they won’t change the outcome. The time to pray for a person is while he or she lives and there is still the possibility of his or her heart, attitudes, and behavior being changed (Romans 2:3-9).

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Sound of Music was lit! the whole theater was full ✨ treated my beloved lola to her favorite show as a belated birthday gift 💖

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the Last Young Renegade concert was liiiiit 💓 love you sm @alltimelow p.s. I still have your twitter follow!!! 😍🙌🏻 and ofc lotsa love for my concert buddy @cuddlepishda 💫 #lastyoungrenegadetour (at Moa Arena)

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My Blue Heart pt. 💙💙💙💙

Ang bigat ang sakit Nakaraang mapait Bakit ba ako ganito? Isipay laging magulo Hindi ko kaya maging masaya Kahit na akoy malaya Hindi ako nilulubayan ng aking konsensya Sapagkat akoy umalis sa aking pamilya

Ngunit ginusto ko iyon para sa ating ikabubuti Upang aking mas makilala ang aking sarili Puno tayo ng away at di pagkakaintindihan Puno ng takot at galit sa nakaraan Ano ba yan at di na natapos Ang oras natiy laging kapos

Naiinis ako sa aking sarili Wala na akong makitang mabuti Pabigat, Masama, Kinasusuklaman Paano ba ang puso mapapagaan Lagi nalang masama ang iyong iniisip sakin Pwede ba ang kasalanan nating dalaway tanggapin Pwede ba ang ating nakaraay palipasin

Pwede ba kahit sandali mawala ang hinanakit Pwede ba tayong magtiwala ulit? Kasi alam koy para sa iyo din ito ay masakit Please gusto ko nang bumalik Nang iyong mayapos at iyong mahalik

Tatay, nanay at mga kapatid Ayoko nang balikan nang akoy napatid Marami akong mga pagkakamali Ngunit alam ko kayoy nagbabakasakali na akoy magbago Dahil ako talagay nagbago! at nakakagago Di ako nagpapanggap Sarili kong pamilya di ako matanggap

Sanay buksan niyo muli ang puso niyo Nang tayoy magkaintindihan Pagpapakumbaba ng walang kampihan Ayoko na ng away gusto ko ng kaayusan Maging masaya kasama niyo ng walang hanggan Pakinggan niyo ako, aking pamilya ang aking hangad ay walang paghuhusga dahil hindi ako manhid at akoy naniniwala

Ngunit ayoko nang galit ang nangingibabaw Sa iyong mukha at mga galaw Ayoko nang mabuhay sa takot Gusto ko nang makalimot Sa mga pasakit sa tagulan at tagtuyot Ayaw mo ba maging buo ulit tayo? Mahirap mabuhay ng tayoy magkalayo layo

HINDI KO MASASABI SA ISANG TULA LAHAT NG GUSTO SABIHIN NOONG SIMULA NGUNIT BUONG PUSO KO ITONG ISINUSULAT NANG ANG ATING MGA MATA AY MULING MAMULAT SA KATOTOHANAN NG AKING NARARAMDAMAN DI KO TO GINAWA PARA MAKAKUHA NG ATENSYON AKING GINAWA ITO PARA MAKAGAWA NG SOLUSYON AKING INAANTAY MAWALA ANG IYONG GALIT SANA'Y SA PAGDAAN NG PANAHON AY MAWALA NA ANG PASAKIT

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Thank You Lola 😊

Thank you sa pagkamot saking likod para akoy makatulog. Thank you dahil sinasakyan mo ang aking pagka-kalog Thank you sa cellphone na higit isang taon na nasa akin Thank you sa texts at sa calls na late ko na nakikita minsan pag akoy nasa labas Kayat hinding hindu magagawang tumakas Thank you sa perang pangkain at panggala Thank you sa pagtama ng aking maling mga akala Thank you dahil may lagi akong inaasar na parang baby Thank you for teaching me how to be a lady Thank you dahil pinapagigil mo sakin ang yong cute na tiyan at braso at ang batang bata at magandang mukha mo Thank you for the little arguments we have. Thank you for staying strong for us people you love. Thank you for the constant nagging sa mga bagay bagay kahit minsan nakakainis. Thank you dahil kakulitan koy iyong natitiis. Thank you sa mga hugs at sa kisses pag akoy malungkot Gaya ng gabi gabing paglagay ko sayo ng kumot Thank you sa mga praktikal mong paraan at mga payo Kayay di ko kakayanin ikay saking malayo

Mahalaga ka sakin gaya ng tubig sa halaman Kundi akoy matutuyot o malulunod sa lalungkutan Ikaw ang pintuan saking kasiyahan at kalayaan Pagmamahal at tiwala sayoy aking natutunan Kayat ang aking hangad para sayoy buhay na walang hanggan

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Maybe ✊

Maybe I still want to live Maybe I still believe Maybe I still can be happy Maybe it’s joy that I’ll give Maybe I can go through nights without tears Maybe people do Iove me Maybe there’s more to the coming years Maybe then I won’t be lonely Maybe I’ll be better Maybe I’ll get slim Maybe then we’ll be together Maybe through thick and thin Maybe I’ll get healed Maybe we’ll get real Maybe its going to be worth it in the end Maybe I won’t be empty and dead Maybe, just maybe, I’ll love myself then Maybe, just maybe, soon I won’t pretend

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Happy Mother's Day ❤

Happy mother's day mommy, auntie, and granny Without you, my life would be worthless and empty You loved me with a love that I had never felt In your embrace thats so warm, my cold heart could melt I thank God that you exist In wake and slumber, a mothers kiss That for so long I have searched, and now it is amidst The grey clouds in my mind that chaos and confusion But since you are here I found that love is no illusion Thank you for not asking for more than what I can give Thank you for fuelling me and my will to live Thank you for understanding me, even I cannot understand myself Thank you for everything you to help There's a million things to thank you for I cannot state each one All I know is they all made me the person I have and will become And heres what I wanna say to you my mama, mommy or mom Ill love you forever, Ill try my best I know I wont be like the rest Perfect or not? Happy or not? Youll always special to me Ill do what I can to make you proud Your efforts will paid off with glee I want to make you happy in every little way But heres a little gift for you, happy mothers day