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Ha Long Bay - Vietnam (by Aftab Uzzaman) 

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What’s so special about her

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Post-graduation blues

I’m struggling. Just like many people my age. Unsure about who I am, what I want, what I need.

I’m caught up between wanting to be a successful woman and conquering it on my own, and wanting to spend my life with my boyfriend, wherever that may be. 

I’m in debt, living at home, not having enough sex, not feeling good enough, eating too much and not exercising enough, feeling jealous and insecure, and generally not having a fucking clue about what my path in life is meant to be. 

If I look back to my hopes and dreams 4 years ago, am I fulfilling them now? What will I think about this time in the future? 

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What will 2019 entail ?

Hopefully 2019 will entail happiness, health, and growth for everyone around me.

This year I’m gonna graduate, learn to drive, and hopefully start my travelling adventure :) 

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Sometimes when I look at you I kinda feel like I’m in a music video or a movie? Like everything feels slow as I’m taking in as much of the moment as I can. I often daydream about the times you just get all over me and kiss me. You do it with such opulence. I tingle by the way you move your hands and tongue. Your little gasps for air and pauses to look up at me I adore. You kiss me with such passion, like there’s nothing better, that melts me. I love the way you kiss me, one of the wonderful things that makes you, the girl I’m so lucky to have. I miss you. But anyway I better sleep now. I love you.

A text from him 01:16 28/01/16 (via ratherburnoutthanfadeaway)

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by parasite

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im obsessed w physical closeness, romantically….not even sexually just if u date me it’s all hugging all the time we are gonna lay in bed and im gonna cuddle w u, we will stand in the kitchen and i will stand hip to hip w u, u will sit on the couch and i will stroke your hair and kiss your forehead….it’s so intoxicating as a concept

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RED LIGHTS//AMSTERDAM

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Matty Healy photographed by Luc Coiffait.

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