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sometimes i forget you people can see what i post on here

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Pahanhautoja / Hatching (2022) | dir. Hanna Bergholm

#idk how to tag it but that's terrifying until you fully grasp what you're looking at

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can't i just not work? at all? how are meds even supposed to change anything if you have to go to work? and what's even the point? i feel so much better for a while then go to work and i'm on the verge of the cliff again. maybe there's a job that wouldn't make me this miserable but should i find and get it?

#i can't i can't i can't i can't i can't #im tired #im also very hungry and have deep cut that may be opening sorry for being insane maybe delete later

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mut on tuomittu juhlimaan

#u guys are going wild #please continue

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been a while since i did one of these

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Kinda nonhuman because mental illness, kinda nonhuman because not being properly socialized as a kid, kinda nonhuman because queer, kinda nonhuman because angry at humanity, kinda nonhuman because longing for the unconditional love of a pet and it’s master, and kinda nonhuman because secret sixth thing.

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Box N1 - Amore Rapito - Sculpture - Daniele Accossato

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mutuals we are all worms on the string of life

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reblog for sample size !!

#cream

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i'm so exhausted jesus christ I'm in my 20s, I want to hang out with my friends and have fun, not prepare every night for death because of russian missile attack and hope my hometown won't be turned into rubble. I don't want to watch my beloved country being destroyed. I don't want to read every day about best of people being killed. entire country full of depressed traumatized exhausted people. It's just so fucking unfair. we deserve so much more, we deserve to live our lives

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(c) Oleh Shuplyak

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That’s a pretty cool political opinion you got there dude. Did your web of online friends and mutuals who all subconsciously monitor each other and self-correct in a panopticon-esque fashion to ensure that your views all stay in line with each other’s at all times pick it for you?

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welcome to Helsinki

#take me there

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. in the hotel  https://goo.gl/LKfDPG

#hannibal

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desperately need money but every hour at this job is a torture. even if it's very easy and i have only few shifts this month. every time i'm forced to interact with anyone i wish i had claws to tear them apart. i'm scared to be unemployed. i can't stay with them but i also don't have a solid plan. i could get by somehow but for reasons it's terrifying and there are things i really need that are expensive. i don't see a solution

everything is annoying and i need money

#sorry for forcing you to watch my mental decline part 250 #depressed spam blogging on company time