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[rcjoice]

Dylan O'Brien with a fan in New York recently. (2024)

📷©: jewishbaddie on TikTok

#{ there is very little left of me } ☠➥ { visage } #hey :)

[rcjoice]

#dylan o'brien what is this??? 😱

#HELLO IS THIS FR #{ there is very little left of me } ☠➥ { visage } #and if i told u theres a non 0 chance of this happening w ashton #what then

[rcjoice]

everyone getting into the weewoo show on the timeline makes me wanna bring back my multi w eddie n also put tk on it :')

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc}

[rcjoice]

dropping in to drop ashton lore abt his escape bc I've been thinking abt it hello

when he leaves josh's, he has literally nothing. he has a backpack full of whatever clothes he can fit in it, a box full of pictures and his sentiments, and a burner phone. that's it. oliver got set up in an apartment across town from josh because ashton refused to leave the city (he's still in that apartment, he's been there for almost ten years), he started dealing and working odd jobs because he needed money, and now he's just stuck in this permanent place of feeling like he's running and hiding. he's never going to truly feel safe and free until josh is dead. he's never going to feel truly safe until he knows one day for certain he'll never have to see him again. but he can't leave Detroit. he can't. it feels like leaving himself. he's stuck here forever it feels like, in a space of fear and unsureness, in a space of true and real fear of getting pulled back every day.

#tw domestic violence #tw implies domestic violence #tw drugs #tw drug dealing #tw death mention #{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc} #{ cursed forever } ☠➥ { headcanon }

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hey! letting yall know I am still alive, and missing yall everyday. if you wanna talk or write, add my discord ( asher.uwu ) !! I miss writing w yall, rp tumblr has just made me feel weird lately but I still have so much muse and need to write. I love yall sooooo much

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc}

[rcjoice]

made a new personal so I can be on tumblr without being overwhelmed so much u can dm me if u wanna follow. ill be here eventually again

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc}

[rcjoice]

Julianne Moore, Hugh Dancy and Eddie Redmayne in Savage Grace (2007)

#{ triple a team } ❥➥{ adam & ashton & alice }

[rcjoice]

on my computer for the first time in a while, gonna try and work through some drafts <3 missing yall extra lately, wanna get back into the swing of things hopefully *fingers crossed*

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc}

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also hey! write w me on discord, u can have my secret menu of ocs & canons 🫶 and I'm more consistent ooc and ic (usually)

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc}

[rcjoice]

I'm gonna try n work on some drafts n stuff tomorrow, might end up culling some stuff. but for now, hit my opens!

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc}

[rcjoice]

open to mutuals

he sits across from them, hands clasped as he leans forward, forearms resting on his thighs. a position of exhaustion, of apology. "this isn't what i wanted, y'know." there's a soft melancholy to his voice, a soft defeat sitting on his shoulders as he stares down at his feet, unable to keep eye contact with them. he did what he always does, he did something he can't take back and blew this up. "i didn't want it to be like this, i never wanted to do this to you." it's the same practiced apology that always falls out of his mouth when he does the thing. he always does the thing. "its just who i am." is that an explanation or an excuse? maybe both. "it's who i'll always be."

#sr #once more bc i miss it and this is all ive gotten out waaah

[rcjoice]

open to mutuals

he sits across from them, hands clasped as he leans forward, forearms resting on his thighs. a position of exhaustion, of apology. "this isn't what i wanted, y'know." there's a soft melancholy to his voice, a soft defeat sitting on his shoulders as he stares down at his feet, unable to keep eye contact with them. he did what he always does, he did something he can't take back and blew this up. "i didn't want it to be like this, i never wanted to do this to you." it's the same practiced apology that always falls out of his mouth when he does the thing. he always does the thing. "its just who i am." is that an explanation or an excuse? maybe both. "it's who i'll always be."

#{ awkward conversations } ☠➥ { convos } #{ undecided }♕➥{ tbd verse } #{ inside my head i am good } ☠➥ { open } #could be a relapse #could be him blowing up again #could be him admitting feelings for ur muse #could be anything #also hi I'm dipping my toes in #feeling angsty

[rcjoice]

I wish I could post voice notes on here to explain headcanons LOL

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc} #sometimes i wanna post headcanons but typing it us effort

[rcjoice]

also big problem is I've only really had muse for tk and eddie 💖 which is so swag, love my 911 brain rot

#ashton is always here but i cant think abt new plots for him #been writing tk drabbles and thinking abt eddie w the new season #and i dont wanna make new blog!!!! #maybe i should move my multi from a side to a main but also #i cant keep up w multi main blogs 😮‍💨 #{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc} #negativity tw #??? #just in case

[rcjoice]

someone give me motivation to be here, I miss yall soooo much 😭😭😭😭

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc} #my brain has been goop #barely been able to rp on dischorse

[rcjoice]

#aesthetic tbt #basically tbt

[rcjoice]

I've been in full 911/911:LS brain rot lately also, I love my funny little first responders

#{ behind the man the myth the legend} ☠➥ {ooc}