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Quinta da Regaleira, Portugal.

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Omg I made a gif of myself 😍😍

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After a long year of being obese after giving birth to my daughter, I finally decided I was done. Today marks 2 months that I’ve relapsed. I went from 180lbs and am currently sitting at 150lbs.

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You know why I relapse when things get difficult? Because when I stop eating all I can think about is food and losing weight. And suddenly I can deal with whatever is happening because I’m coasting through my problems and only focusing on the scale. The world is going to hell and my life is in flames but all I have to think about is starving myself long enough to wake up after whatever else I’m dealing with has passed.

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‘How did you lose all that weight?”

Depression and coke zero 

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Girls don’t want boys girls want zero calorie alcohol.

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It’s been 5 weeks and I’ve lost 20lbs so far. Started at 175lbs and now down to 155. I still have 30 to go to my first gw..... I really should start working out to speed up progress 🙄😒

I don’t even know how low i wanna go cuz it constantly changes but we’ll see lol

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favorite ig thinspo accounts

inlovewithmymind

skxnny.gxrl

overluxurycals

sugarfreemilkytea

lttlestars

karakcals

skinnysnacking

gxtterr

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When I saw I lost a total of…

5 lbs, my wrists seemed less chunky

10 lbs, the back of my shoulders seemed less round

15 lbs, I had lost the hunch behind my back and my stomach had gotten smaller, plus my jawline started showing

20 lbs, my collarbones and the ribs above my breasts started showing, my neck had gotten smaller and my cheekbones started showing

25 lbs, my hipbones were visible when I layed on my bed, and my thighs so tinier when I sat on the shower floor

30 lbs, my arms seemed thinner. I could see bones, nerves and muscle working under layers of fat that had vanished

35 lbs, my calves seemed much more toned than before, and my stomach got even smaller, to the point where I could see my ribs instead of a roll

40 lbs, I became more confident when trying on clothes while shopping

45 lbs, my breasts started shrinking fast, I hadn’t lost in that zone yet

50 lbs, my boss noticed my weight loss and said “wow, is it me or everytime I see you, you’ve gotten smaller?”

55 lbs, I went through my clothes and sent more than half of them to thrift stores

60 lbs, I took a look in the mirror and saw no double chin, no back rolls and no round tummy

At first, you don’t notice the changes. After a year, you’ve forgotten where you even started. But once you start paying attention, you see the results of all those times you cried, starved, overworked yourself or purged. I swear, one day I’ll extend this list to 95 lbs.

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I should really be using this lockdown to my advantage. I can work out and watch what I eat and come out of it looking skinnier and surprising everyone. But I’m lazy

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“You didn’t suffer all day long to binge at night. You don’t want this.”

— (via slept-alone)

I’ll never forget this quote.

(via tillytomandtinyana)

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When I saw I lost a total of…

5 lbs, my wrists seemed less chunky

10 lbs, the back of my shoulders seemed less round

15 lbs, I had lost the hunch behind my back and my stomach had gotten smaller, plus my jawline started showing

20 lbs, my collarbones and the ribs above my breasts started showing, my neck had gotten smaller and my cheekbones started showing

25 lbs, my hipbones were visible when I layed on my bed, and my thighs so tinier when I sat on the shower floor

30 lbs, my arms seemed thinner. I could see bones, nerves and muscle working under layers of fat that had vanished

35 lbs, my calves seemed much more toned than before, and my stomach got even smaller, to the point where I could see my ribs instead of a roll

40 lbs, I became more confident when trying on clothes while shopping

45 lbs, my breasts started shrinking fast, I hadn’t lost in that zone yet

50 lbs, my boss noticed my weight loss and said “wow, is it me or everytime I see you, you’ve gotten smaller?”

55 lbs, I went through my clothes and sent more than half of them to thrift stores

60 lbs, I took a look in the mirror and saw no double chin, no back rolls and no round tummy

At first, you don’t notice the changes. After a year, you’ve forgotten where you even started. But once you start paying attention, you see the results of all those times you cried, starved, overworked yourself or purged. I swear, one day I’ll extend this list to 95 lbs.

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My little girl ❤️

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