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the 'wow you're so emotionally mature for your age!' to having the I can't regulate my emotions disorder pipeline is real

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i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

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you guys want more weird and complex queer people but a trans man will say he used to be a woman and everyone will explode

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horrible news guys…. i want to be in love

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so who else gets irrationally afraid and embarrassed about their interests being known to people in real life

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I'm coming up on 4 months on T and I'm just so... happy. even people who have no idea I'm transitioning have noticed how happy I look. I'm agender and just trying to get my exterior in alignment with my soul, if that makes sense lol. I've got boy tummy and my voice is notably deeper in ways I can't help and like – it's so weird, but T is clearly right for me. I look better than I have in ages, feel better than I have in ages, and somehow my ass fits my hips finally??? I enjoy taking selfies again. I love looking in the mirror again. idk what's going on but I'm grateful and it's magical and worth all of the mood swings and bacne 🙏🏾🥰 I just can't wait for the warmer months to sneak back around so I can fully embrace and show off my new happier self and stuff, it feels so weird looking forward to life like that

flat chest and a fat ass 😭 my transmasc dreams are coming true

(crying sobbing rolling on the floor) i am so happy for you holy shit, that's like the best thing i could've heard all day. just 4 months and you already feel so much more like yourself! that's incredible, you made the right choice! i'm glad you decided to go ahead and try testosterone, it's definitely the right choice for you judging by how happy you sound!

i'm glad you get to grow into yourself! especially being an agender person on testosterone, i think you're so badass. thank you so much for stopping by to let us know how you feel, i'm so happy that you are feeling yourself & loving where your transition & HRT is taking you. you deserve that & even more trans joy from here on out. i hope you continue to see changes that make you wake up and love who you see in the mirror! take care of yourself, you're a beautiful soul!

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tenderness is in the hands ― Carolyn Forché, L’Avventura (1960), Ocean Vuong, The White Ribbon (2009), Hart Crane, Gelatin Silver, Love (2009), Ingeborg Bachmann, Les amants du Pont-Neuf (1991), Sylvia Plath, Psycho (1960), Rod McKuen (stills by @forhandsthatsuffer)

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“It’s both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply.”

— David Jones

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― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit

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i don’t think we can gaslight gatekeep girlboss our way out of this one boys

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“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be”

— Kriti G.

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Me, Catholic, walking into a Protestant church with no depictions of Mary: where’s my mom

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