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WINDOW

窓の方向に向かって咲くお花たち

単色のたんぽぽも咲いていました 素敵すぎる！

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その人には見えている場所を見てみたいって思うんです、一度行ったことがあるのに道がわからなくなってしまった場所とか、ある時だけ入口が開いて行くことができる場所のことを考えるのが好きで、誰かが覚えている場所にもどこかに道があるんじゃないかって、と彼は言った

柴崎友香『百年と一日』

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Just told Jay about how I’m abstaining from alcohol and weed “until I’ve finished recovering from my second surgery. So probably the fall. Fuuuuuck.”

(Yes, I drop f bombs in front of my teenager.)

And then I was proud of myself because I can abstain. I don’t like it, I’d much rather eat a big fatty edible and get so high that I forget I have a body; or have a couple vodka crans while I’m playing Mario Kart; but I don’t have to like it.

I can abstain without sneaking alcohol or weed, without just disregarding the surgeon’s advice, and with a little grumbling but no losing my temper or making everyone walk on eggshells around me.

My mother could not say the same. So hooray for healing and breaking cycles and being a good example.

Tolerance breaks get easier as time goes on, and this one will too.

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Flufy baby!

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breakfast today @ Hotel Toranomon Hills

It's the perfect season to have breakfast on the terrace.

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My photography @sherrylephotography

April 2024

The Tricolored Heron is a bird with strikingly colourful plumage that can be found in the southern regions of the United States, including Florida.

information found on avibirds.com

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後半、2024年4月20日、きたしんち弓場慎之佑にお邪魔。

#japanesecuisine #michelin #selectedrestaurant #osaka #kitashinchi #yumibashinnosuke #rodolfodiary

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毎日仕事が終わらなくてもどかしいし悔しい

なりたい自分も分からない

疲れてるときは食べて寝て好きなもので癒すに限る

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「愛は負けても親切は勝つ」

カート・ヴォネガット

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I am once again posting my wishlist, this time refreshed with post-surgical items! I don't expect or obligate anyone to buy me anything from this list, but if you've been wondering how to help, this is how.

This is mostly for my irl/facebook friends, honestly. They're all "How can I help?" and I'm like "a big wad of cash would be nice," so instead, I went shopping for things that I'll need and wishlisted them.

Dr. Plastics told me to buy A FEW SPORTS BRAS. lol with what money sir? So that's on the list.

I also put a few books and video games on the list, because I'm gonna be bored, and bored me gets depressed easily. Distract the demons away!

I also put a shitload of doordash gift cards on there because we're probably gonna utilize a shitload of doordash. Sorry not sorry.

I'm doing this, making my wishlist, to distract me from how much I want alcohol and weed, btw. Yes, it's only been two days. But knowing that I can't have either of them makes me want them more. And today is the perfect day to get stoned, Nuggets vs Lakers game 4 is on and it's snowy and I don't have shit to do this afternoon.

Too bad I can't wishlist a bottle of vodka and a pack of edibles.

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2014.02.22 Prince - Manchester , Academy 1 - Live

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This is an in-flight meal on the way to and from Fukuoka. It was cloudy when I left Haneda Airport, but the sky was a beautiful blue sky.

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2024年4月20日、きたしんち弓場慎之佑にお邪魔。

#japanesecuisine #michelin #selectedrestaurant #kitashinchi #yumibashinnosuke #rodolfodiary

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どこにぼくは救いを見いだすのか？　ぼくがおよそ知るよしもなかった多くの虚偽が、いっしょに表面へ浮上してくることだろう。もしこれらの虚偽が、現実の別れをあまねく充たすように、現実の結びつきをあまねく充たすならば、そのときぼくはたしかに正しいことをしたことになる。ぼく自身のなかには、もし人間的な関係がなければ、目に見える嘘はないのだ。限られた円は清潔だ。

マックス・ブロート編『カフカの日記　1910-1923』

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Oncology appointment today. Guess I’m going back on blockers.

Not unexpected, just slightly obnoxious. But the blockers have been doing a kick ass job of suppressing the cancer, so there’s that.

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Snow Leopards - Wildlife

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Last weekend, I studied in Fukuoka. The Grand Club inside the Grand Hyatt Fukuoka was amazing.